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DIARY ENTRY FIFTY-TWO:
MY CHEEKS KIND OF HURT.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

I've never been so relieved and so happy in my life. Like WOW, now this is how feeling alive feels like huh? JDKSLSK I'm kidding I'm kidding but woaaah.

Colby kissed me.

IM SORRY BUT LIKE WOW, BEING ABLE TO TYPE THAT IS JUST SHAJJSKSLWKS IM SORRY IM SO SORRY FOR BEING LIKE THIS HAHAHAHA.

Colby FUCKING BROCK KISSED ME AND CONFESSED HIS LOVE FOR HIM.

If I could literally describe my face right now, my. cheeks are so sore from smiling and being this way and my body feel so much HIGHNESS IS THAT EVEN A FUCKING THING.

This is what being in love with someone feel like isn't? Huh.

But sadly, me and him are not dating.

UH OH.

Nah fam, I'm just not ready for a fucking relationship my dudes. He understood.

Me and him are playing the long game.

LIKE JOSH AND MAYA FROM GIRL MEETS WORLD HOLY CRAP, I JUST REALIZED THAT.

But like Colby's like 2 years older than me and in the show wasn't he like 4 years older than Maya? I DONT CARE I LOVED THEM.

He make me happy, I'm so freakin sappy I can't. I'm becoming a changed girl and I'm kind of not liking it. No lie, no shame just admitting it. But I love him with my whole ass heart.

All in all, I sincerely hope in my soul that me and him will have a happy ending. I'm young and I'm dumb but I think I found the one, like seriously, I've never bonded so much with someone that's the opposite sex as much as I did with him.

He makes my little heart go WOOSH.

Haha I'm such a cliche bitch, but I want to wrap my arms around him and keep him to myself, though I already have him as mines, cause I call dibs!

After reading this back for awhile, I sound like a fucking cowgirl HAHAHAHAHA.

I keep writing HAHA because I'm genuinely laughing at my own words I hate that lol.

I act like a child at heart, even Tara and Colby say that, and I'm like, 🤷🏻‍♀️

Let's hope the future treats me well, I truly will never know what happened because I'm not a psychic or something, but, I think apart of my heart knows that no matter what path, life will take the both of us, me and Colby are going to stay together.

Nothing can break us apart.

I think that's enough writing or at least for me at this point. My week has been fine, life seems fine, and I'm kind of happy, and I want to enjoy all of it before it all comes crashing down someday, cause you never know what could happen, but I know I'll be alright at the end.

Goodnight to my diary, goodnight to everyone :)

— xoxo Rosalyn Fray

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