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— "TARA." Colby speaks out to the quiet void to show his sudden presence. She wipes her tears before opening her eyes to look at him sad filled eyes. He brings her hands out to hug her, she immediately walking to embrace him. Tara starts to break down again, as Colby starts to tear up seeing her like this.

  LETS GO BACK TO ABOUT 9 HOURS AGO.....

—"Ok ok! I'll get you that pink lemonade you want Tara, don't worry." Rose says on the phone with Tara. She was at Rite-Aid at about 7pm to get some things for a video. "Yeah I know which one is the good one you don't need to yell it to me on the phone, do you seriously want me to become deaf?" Rosalyn grabs the 12 canned pack and places it in the cart along with her stuff.

"Alright alright, I love you too I'll see u later ok byyye." immediately rolling her eyes after hitting the red button on her phone. Walking down the isle as they play Doubt by Twenty One Pilots, humming the lyrics. Grabbing some lip balm and shampoo and conditioner before going to the self check out and scanning her items, paying soon later. She left the store and started to walk to her car quietly, putting her stuff in the back seat and getting in her car to drive away.

Jake called her as she was driving, asking her what Tara likes. "Jake your such a bad boyfriend I swear, I don't know how you landed this girl." Rose commented. She heard a sarcastic laugh coming from her phone in which she was holding in her hand.

"Atleast im fucking considerate Ms Rosalyn Carrie Fray." she giggles at his response as she turns into a busy road.

"True true, but give her pink anything, and she'll probably love, and if you didn't know, that's her favorite color." she whispers the last part.

Hurt by her words he expressed, "Damn I'm not that bad of a boyfriend."Rose nods her head in no. "I feel like your nodding your head right now." he suspected.

Rose lets out a wheeze before saying, "WhaaAat, im just driving back home dude, you crazy." she all of sudden heard a car swerve loudly, looking behind her she didn't see anything.

"What the fuck is happening over there?" He asked, hearing the loud sound from his phone.

"L.A drivers dude, probably racing I don't know." she stops at an intersection, signaling to turn left, Rose looks both ways, seeing a car that was about 900 feet from the intersection. "Ehh I can make it." she tells to herself before turning. Then it all seemed to go so fast. Rose heard the car drive up fastly, then feeling the car hit her from the side, like slow motion she saw the glass breaking and the car slowly combusting, then it all went black.

"Rose?" Jake asked. No answer. "Rosalyn." hoping she would answer him. He heard people screaming, and it terrified him. Then the line went dead. It dawned on him what the fuck happened in that moment, and he didn't want to realize it, but Rosalyn Fray had just gotten into a car crash.

L.A NEWS TODAY:
Down by Westfield, a car crash has happened between a Lexus and a Dodge Journey. Police are at the scene and Ambulances has been called.

YOUTUBER TEA:
It was been reported that Youtube Celeb/Star ROSALYN FRAY, has gotten into a car crash late this evening. The crash happened in an intersection between a Chick Fil-A and a 7/ll, people on the scene said that the car drove up to the intersection not stopping for her, which consequently made the driver hit her from the side, the car flipping to the near Chick Fil-A.

TWITTER:
shanedawson: praying so fucking hard for my loveable gentle harded daughter. #prayforrosalyn

gracielacy: I can't put it into words right now, this completely saddens me. I love you to the moon and back Rose. #prayforrosalyn

danielhowell: she had always been the small smol bean of youtube, and she will always be no mater what. I love you. #prayforrosalyn

amazingphil: she didn't deserve this, we don't deserve to lose a great creator of this platfrom. #prayforrosalyn

emmachambie: I always looked up to this girl, she was my fucking idol and to think that we might lose her makes me wanna cry so bad. I love you Rosalyn. #prayforrosalyn

mikes.dead: I never expected this to happen to a sweet girl like her, your in my prayers officallyrosalyn #prayforrosalyn

kevinlangue: my heart is literally broken, I got the news from kat today that one of my closets friends is in the hospital because of a stupid drunk driver. I will have you in my prayers. I love you #prayforrosalyn

jakewebber9: I can't put it into words how I'm feeling because of this news. pray for Rosalyn please. #prayforrosalyn

samgoldbach: in actual tears. my bestfriend is in the hospital right now and I can't wrap my head around the fact that she could've died. please #prayforrosalyn

devynlundy: always been a tough but soft cookie, you'll be in my prayers #prayforrosalyn.

coreyscherer: none of us want her to die. so let's all go and pray okay. #prayforrosalyn.

colbybrock: please don't leave me right now. i can't imagine a life without you. #prayforrosalyn

Alex was there to save her, technically. He couldn't completely heal her but he made her so she was so conscious and stable. If he hadn't been there in time, in that moment she would've died, but of course Alexander wouldn't let that happen to Hayley and Klaus's daughter, they would yell at him.

Tara had a call from the hospital saying she was an emergency contact and that her bestfriend was in the hospital from a car crash, and she was currently in a coma state. You bet that she ran to her car and drove up to the hospital. She went to the front desk. "Hi welcome! Who are you here to see today?" The lady asks the short brunette. "Yeah, I'm here to see Rosalyn Fray." she says with a bit of fear in her voice.

"Ahh ok." the lady responded before typing in her keyboard. "She's in room 314." Tara nods her head before walking to the elevator with her water, phone and key in her hand, shaking. The elevator dings before opening its doors. Tara walls to the room and opens it. Her eyes glazing down to her bestfriend in a hospital bed. She placed her stuff down on the little desk they had and sat on the chair right by her, terrified to touch her.

She had Iv's on her hand, and a breathing tube on her nose, her head was wrapped by cloth, probably from the concussion the doctor on the phone said to her about, and red lines on her face, probably from the glass. It completely broke her heart to see her like this. That's when she full on started to cry, sobbing, wheezing and everything. All the feelings that she was holding during the car ride and the elevator trip there, was now dripping down her face.

She hesitantly grabs her phone and unlocks it to go to the phone app and presses the contact named "Colby" hearing the phone ring before his voice rang up on her ears. "Hey Tara." more tears dropped on her face before she lets out a hazy breath.

"Hey Colbs." she tries to say normal but letting the words out in a shakey breath.

He notices her irregular breathing and grows concern. "What's wrong?" He asked confused ok what happened. Tara had to tell him sooner of later, maybe the Internet would tell him either way.

"I'm in the hospital right now, Rose just got into a car crash." The line went completely silent.

Nothing came out of the phone as Tara was left in silence again. "What did you say?" He asked not knowing if she's joking or not.

"Rose is in the fucking hospital right now, she's unconscious and I'm literally sitting right beside her." Tara spoke out in angrily manner.

"Holy fuck your not joking." she heard him sigh heavily. "Oh god no, Tara which hospital is she being held at?" Colby asked, by the tone of his voice, he was in a frantic mood.

She sniffled a bit before replying to him by saying, "She's here at the Westfield Hospital." wiping whatever tears where in her eyes.

"Fuck, ok I'll meet you there." then he ended the call. Tara placed her phone back down on her lap she glanced her eyes to Rosalyn again, for only more watery tears to dawn on her eyes.

BACK TO PRESENT TIME.

Apparently she had a head concussion from the impact, which caused her to go to her coma state. The glass shards flying during the crash missed her eyes by an inch. The doctor said she was lucky to live by the circumstances she was in. After the doctor left, Colby stood over her body as he placed his careful hand on her pale cheek, hearing her heart monitor. Closing his eyes tightly not wanting to cry again, hot tears forming in his eyes seeing the love of his life in such a bad condition.

(A/N: to all of my nurses or soon to be doctors out there, i don't know shit about stuff like this at all, so PWEASE don't hate me.)

"Can I be alone with her for a moment? Tara?" she nodded at him before leaving the room, closing the door behind her, making the room quiet other than her heart monitor. He breathed in hard before speaking. "I can't help but look at you right now and see my whole entire world falling apart." he sits right to her. Colby didn't want to cry, he really didn't, he hadn't cried in a long while, but he couldn't stop crying at the moment. "God I can't even look at you without feeling a knife stab my heart." letting the tears that appeared on his face to drip down slowly on his face.

"I love you Rose, I love you so much, I can't stress it enough to you but I have to tell you this before it's too late and the fact that I said that it's just bobbled my mind that you could've died, and you might die right now." he raises his sleeves to wipe more tears, biting his lip to not sob. "I really don't want you to die, I really don't want to get over and go to someone else, because I genuinely know in my heart that your the only one for me, your the only one I want to fucking be with the blue haired boy eyes fall down to the floor.

"I don't even know if you can hear me right now, and I hope so bad that you know that I love you before you go, which I hope you don't." his hand landed to yours, colliding slowly, feeling your cold hands, still making him feel calm no matter what. "I just want you to wake up, for Tara, for everyone else in this world that love you." he pauses once more. "For me, because I'm still here, deeply in love with you, and I want to be with you, I really do." he grips her hand a little tighter as he says that.

"Please wake up Rosalyn." Colby starts sobs into her hand. Nobody wanted her to die, nobody wanted her to die in a way as brutal as this, but nobody wanted her to not die as much as Colby did in that moment.

The rest of the day, was spent by her side. He didn't care how long he was there or how much time he wasted just being there alone in his own silence, he was going to be by her side until she woke up. Jake had previously visited Colby and told him what happened.

"I—uhm called her about Tara, I didn't even realize she was driving until I heard a car shrieking in the background. She got silent and then BOOM I heard the car crash, then silence again. I all of a sudden hear people screaming in the background then the call ended, I realized in that moment that she got into a car crash, I didn't even know what to do." Jake started to tear up thinking about hat horrific moment he realized she almost died. "It's all my fault, if I hadn't called her she wouldn't have been distracted and got hit by the car." he starts to blame himself.

"No Jake it isn't your fault, the police said it was a drunk driver, even if she was distracted, the driver should've stopped for her but he drunkily sped up to her and collided with her." Colby explained, placing a hand on his bestfriends shoulder as Jake brings his hands on his face in disappointment in himself. "None of this is your fault, I don't want you to blame yourself for something that wasn't your fault."

Jake sighed heavily before calming himself down. "I know, I just, I was so scared about what to do, I passed out, like I was so shocked and all my senses came at me in such a fast time that I woke up on the floor, my phone ringing to Tara telling me Rose was in the hospital, I then remembered what happened and I cried, I fucking cried." Jake wipes his unwanted tear before looking at a Colby again. "How have you been going?" curious at his stage being.

"I've been thinking a lot about what could happen." Colby started. "Whether or not she dies, I'm still going to live my life, just apart of it being gone, you know? The love of my life, gone before I could even get her to be mines, or to even be my wife." he stops.

"Damn, already thinking that far ahead brother." he lets out a shakey laugh.

"Yeah." The blue haired boy adds. "It's hard because I can't imagine my life without her, and to think of a life like that, just breaks my heart even more." looking down at the plain floor before looking back up. "She is my practical life in a shape and form of a human being. She is Rosalyn Fray, the person in my life I'm meant to be with, always and forever."

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