A/N: Hey guys, please play the video while reading this chapter. It adds more feel while reading. The brackets are Jungkook's and Taehyung's thoughts. For Taehyung's POV, those who have tablo's eyes nose lips song should listen to it while reading. Bold words are the song lyrics. Hope you guys like this chapter!

Jungkook's POV

And next on radio 91.3FM, we'll be playing an audio of Avril's live performance of When you're gone. Enjoy~

2 months passed and there I was all alone in my dorm room on a Saturday afternoon listening to the radio, wrapped around my blanket just sitting on the bed blankly staring at the wall as I listened attentively to the lyrics of the song and started crying reminiscing our past.

I always needed time on my own
(Day 1 of school, you sat beside me in class with your bright auburn hair, you grinned at me but being an introvert I am, I ignored you but you were so persistent on being my friend. We end up being in the same dorm room. You didn't give up till the point I hesitantly agreed to go lunch with you. I was reluctant not cause I don't like you, I was too shy to hang out with someone as attractive as you. From that point forward, we hung out during lunch and after school. As we get comfortable, you started calling me Kookie and I called you Alien. That's the start of our friendship)

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
(I don't know whether you still remember the first time I cried after getting to know my dad passed away. I wanted to be alone and grief but you let me cry on your shoulders and I couldn't help but to lean on it. We were already close buddies by then. I still remember you slowly stroking my head and whispered to my ears, "Hush Kookie hush.. It'll be okay" wiping my tears off my cheeks. At that point of time, I slowly started to be fond of you, romantically)

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
(Yes it feels like infinity)
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
(I miss waking up beside you. Your "I love you" to me every morning. Our intimate moments. Everything)

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
(I would never forgot that day I made you cry, walking away from me. The day I lost my other half)
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
(Every single day)
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Yes I miss Taehyung, I feel sorry for everything. Not only for that tragic day but also times when I upset his feelings. If only he would give me a second chance, never in a million years would I take that for granted. The singing resumed and I focused back, now sobbing even harder.

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
(I miss your smell, your touch. I'm now wearing the jersey you gave to me with a V and 95 at the back)

I love the things that you do
(Every little things you do for me, is all so perfect)

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
(If only you would answer my calls or reply my texts but no none.. Zero)

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
(I would never forget your face, when you smile, when you're sad.. I remember every single one of them)

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
(Forever and always, I wonder if you still remember our vows. Tae. The candlelit dinner, the day I become officially yours and also the night we first make love)

I know we were, yeah, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me, yeah
(I still remember you asking whether you could call me your fiancee. Your future plans after graduation, about us adopting kids and starting a family. And those words "You're my other half, babe. Without you im not whole" since you left me Tae, are you thinking about me as much as I do? I know you're hurt but since you said im your other half, are you hurting like how I am right now since you're missing not only a piece of the puzzle but half the puzzle board)

The song went back to the chorus and my eyes were swelling up from all the crying, I even used up the whole tissue box. Anyway, regarding Namjoon, I couldn't be bothered by that idiot. After that day, I didn't even want to speak to anyone but cry myself to sleep every night. After wiping my tears dry, I switch off the radio and started to feel sleepy from all the crying and sobbing so I end up lying back on bed, curled up in a ball, tugging onto Tae's jersey and slept the day away.

Taehyung's POV

After that humiliating incident at the mall, I quickly went back to the dorm, pack my bags and went to stay over at my parent's house. I figured family is what I needed the most at that time. Right now, im browsing the net while listening to radio 98.7FM top 20 countdown. I stared blankly at the wall when the dj mentioned the next song.

Next up on radio 98.7FM top 20 countdown, on position number 7 is a song from Tablo feat Taeyang, eyes nose lips. We'll be back with more top hits right after this.

Damn, not this song.. It gets me all, emotional but since I love this song I stopped browsing the net, eyes shut focusing on the lyrics.

You left me paralyzed, no cure, no rehab for me
funny that you got the nerve to keep asking me
how i've been
(Yes your text messages every single day. Don't even bother asking about me anymore)

You're the victor in this pageantry
but the only trophy you deserve, catastrophe
i'd rather we be dead to each other
no eulogies said for each other
no "rest in peace"s
the memories got my chest in pieces

Im praying that your eyes are the first to go
the way they looked when you smiled
the way they opened and closed
(Despite being hurt, I could never forget the way your eyes shine. I still remember the day I wanted to 'propose' to you. I observe you from afar before going back to our seat. You were shining brighter than a star)

And your nose, every single breath against my neck
(Your sexy whispers, when you snuggled up close to me and I tighten it pulling us even closer)

And then your lips, every empty promise made and said
please fade, fade to black
please fade, fade to black
but the nightmares come back
(I dream about you almost every night, our past moments, the day we first met, the day you first cried on me, the day we first make love)

because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying

because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying

Come on Tae, hold back your tears.
Do. Not. Cry. No matter how hard I hold back, a tear flowed down my cheek. I'm currently in a state of a love-hate feeling towards Jungkook.

Forget a promenade, let's juggernaut,
down memory lane, leave no thought alive
to the slaughter house, i'm taking my pain
time to sever my brain from my heart and soul
my knees are burning hot, but God is cold

I've been told, one day you'll know
too much of heaven's a sin
after the show, it's only hell that it brings
so take it slow and let time heal everything
(Damn right. I did everything for you Jungkook. I made sure everything was perfect when I wanted to you be officially mine. I worked hard just to get you a nice ring. I made sure I didn't hurt you when we first make love. Yes too much of heaven's a sin alright. Just like how we were perfect and it went downhill in a blink of an eye)

They say that time flies, but you keep
breaking its wings
you'll never fade, fade to black
please fade, fade to black
but the nightmares come back

because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying

because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
you wish me well
you wish me well
i wish you hell
(I would never wish you hell despite the pain I'm in. I wish you the best too Jungkook)

I never want to look into your eyes again
no, i never want to hear you breathe again
let me go, let me go
baby, tell me that it's the end
(The whole verse explains how I feel that day. I was so absorbed in anger, I returned you the ring and stomped away but truth is J, I was broken because I lost my other half)

because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
every kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
the tears drive me out of my mind
(I admit I still cry every now and then, there were days I didn't eat, skipping every meal, avoiding people/texts/calls. I guess maybe.. Maybe I still.. Love you.. Kookie. I won't forget the first time I called you that and you nickname me Alien)

because your eyes, nose, lips
every look and every breath
your kiss still got me dying
uh, still got me crying
crying, crying
fade out

Now back to the top-

I switched off the radio and wiped my tears. Drifting away to my thoughts. If im being totally honest, I still couldn't forget Jungkook. The moment I slid the ring on his finger, was the happiest moment of my life. Is that ring still on your finger, Jungkook? Sigh I wonder if he still remember our vow, forever and always. I'll never forget that.

I guess I'm partially at fault. He is my other half. Yes it's 2 months now but I feel empty without Jungkook. Indeed, only he can make me feel whole again. It's time to be a man and set things right so i decided to hit him a long text. I scrolled down my contacts and his name wasn't there.

Oh right.. I saved it as Babe <3

To: Babe <3
Jungkook, I forgive you. It's 2 months now and I still can't forget you. Yes you are my other half, no matter how long we are apart, you're the only one who completes me and i realize that now. When I hear the name Jungkook in our school hallways, my heart skipped a beat and I turned around but sadly it wasn't you. Even if the water dries up and the moon stops shining, stars fall and the world goes blind, I would save my love for you. Im at fault too, Jungkook, for returning you the ring just cause I was so absorbed with my anger so I'm sorry. Would you be my other half again?