A/N: I have come to this conclusion: FANFICTION NEVER ENDS LADYS AND GENTLEFRICKS.
Inner Monologue FTW.
(Otherwise known as the chapter where Nat has conflicting emotions. T'Challa is a good bro. And Steve is in the background kicking Tony's arse[British word for butt].)
Dis song good too.
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Natasha was still in utter shock from her response.
"Leave? Do I really want to abandon Steve like this?" Natasha asked herself, her brain trying to come up with reasonable answers to her own question.
T'Challa placed a hand on her shoulder in a form of respectful comfort. "I know this is a lot for you, Miss Romanoff, but Wakanda is the best place for you-"
She cut him off, her eyes locking his with a blank expression. "The best place?" Natasha asked him.
She brushed off his hand. "You told him."
His eyes flashed with something akin to remorse and pity, the last things she needed.
"I had no choice."
Natasha narrowed her eyes and clenched her hands until they rolled into fists. "You did. We all did. I'm a threat again because of you."
"Your only a small threat compared to the Winter Soldier!"
"That's not his name!" She shouted back, raising her fists and her anger getting the better of her.
"That's not his name," Natasha said, albeit a bit softer. "His name is Bucky, and he did not murder your father."
T'Challa sighed deeply, his head hanging down. "How do I know I can trust you? So many lies. Many webs created from them. The Black Widow, whose bite can kill."
Natasha lowered her fists and let them unfurl. "Trust me as a teammate, and a friend."
His eyes connected with hers once more, and he nodded slowly.
"I may be a threat now, or forever, but this isn't my fight. I have many safe houses, and I shall call Wakanda one of them."
The king was staring at the gray green building in the distance, it's form being buried alive by snow.
"I'll be glad to see you in Wakanda, Miss Romanoff. I'm sure the Captain will be happy to know you are safe."
Natasha whisked past him quickly, needing to get on the move before Steve came back. Her breath quickened slightly when she remembered something.
Her hands rummaged through her suit pockets for something that belonged to her. After only a couple of seconds, she pulled out a small ring. It was encased with a golden circle, and on its top was a small diamond that glistened. Natasha's engagement ring.
"When this is all over, and Steve frees everyone from the raft, take them to Wakanda and give him this. Tell him...." She stuttered. "Tell him I'll join him later."
T'Challa nodded and took the ring, placing it somewhere he knew he would remember.
"Goodbye, King T'Challa," she said before rushing out into the blizzard, the hoard of snow enveloping her.
~X~
Miles away from Steve and thousands of feet above the air, Natasha regretted every moment away.
But she kept repeating those same four words to herself when she had doubts.
This isn't my fight.
This whole ordeal wasn't to begin with. It was the boiling point for some long feud between Stark and Steve. But Natasha never even joined the Accords.
You also never stopped and asked how Steve felt. Even though you kept telling yourself you where there for him. Her inner monologue would tell her.
Her brain was right. Both made mistakes it was to late to take back.
"All those things I should've told him, but I never did." Natasha would ramble to herself.
Oh how she wanted to go back and help. How she wanted to encase herself in Steve's arms and never leave. How Natasha wanted to be content with her life. To be loved, to be treasured. Fate has some sense of humor, that's for sure.
The first place she landed was her apartment.
"Liho?" She called out as she opened the door. Last time she stepped in here, it was after Ultron, and a friend took care of her cat for her.
The black cat came running up to Nat, and she scooped him up quickly and took off back into the sky as fast as she landed.
"It's just gonna be me and you for awhile."
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A/N: when you have so many plot lines that you go back to a chapter to see where you left off XD. Next chapter is about Steve and the Gang after Civil War ended and Bucky is back in the Cryo. So yes, that means the CW plot line is done and I have to wait until IFW to start the next one. Yay. Tomorrow however, you guys are gonna get a one shot on my other book titled: Avengers One Shots.

Happy Reading!
~Forever RedWind

(OneShot is up and ready to be read.)