She wasnt meant to be mine.

her laugh and smiles haunt me in my dreams

I wake and I see her everywhere.

I love her still

why?

I walked by the halls and I bumped into her by accident

I bowed apologising but stop med sentence when I looked up to her.

Her once brown eyes lighten by life where now souless

her normal bags under her eyes of studying looked purple

her plump pink lips now swollen and cracked

I felt my chest ache.

Why didnt I notice this?