Oh God! You know I have been waiting to share this with you this since morning.

I saw something between Raj and Neha. Raj staring at her with googly eyes and Neha trying to cover up her blush.

I am the first one to be happy if they become a couple. Today all day I have been observing them and I am sure they like each other a lot.

I kept teasing Raj for that and him being him declined it. I even tried to find out from Neha but she acted like she doesn't know anything.

But from the start itself I know that they would a couple looking at their bickerings and togetherness.

I can't wait for them to be a couple.

I wish I could see them as a couple.

I Love You Siddu.

He wondered looking at the page as how positive she is towards her life even though her life is.....

He thought about what she wrote. Now that thinking of it, he understood truly that there is something going on between them. He need to find out and make them confess their feelings towards each other. And by that he can also fulfill her wish.

It's still dark outside and he was unable to sleep. It's a new place and new environment, it will take some time for him to adjust. He sighed and turned next page to read.

Today I was very close to you.....very close.

We collided and you caught me before I fall. We were this close after long time and that triggered all those emotions that I am trying to suppress in front of you.

But I was also happy because my body felt alive after long time feeling your touch.

Today I was in a bad mood from the time I woke up. These headaches and lack of sleep made my mood sour. I made a mental note to ask doctor to give some medicine so that I can sleep at nights.

I was in such a bad mood that I didn't even speak to my friends much and they were worried about me. I sat before my desk thinking about how much time is left for me and that's when Raj caught me staring blankly at the screen.

That time I realized that I was crying. He asked me what happened again and again but I couldn't say anything. I gulped the lump formed in my throat and said that it's nothing.

But he didn't believe me. Looking at my pale face and red eyes he could say that something was wrong with me. He took me to a corner and enquired.

I didn't say anything. All the bottled up emotions bursted out and I cried hugging him. He consoled me but I know he was worried to death seeing me like that. I just told him that I was not feeling well and also told him not to tell anything to Neha.

Today only you decided to get angry on me and made me run up and down the stairs many times. I know you did it on purpose, you hate me so much that you wanted me to suffer.

But truly, I am okay with that. Because I know what pain I have caused you and causing you. I deserve that for what I have done to you.

I Love you Siddu.

" I love you too." He whispered.

Siddharth didn't realize he was crying until he saw his tears on the page smudging the ink.

When he thought of that day, he felt angry on himself for being such a jerk to her. He felt jealous that Raj had hugged her and reacted impulsively by making her run up and down the stairs to punish her.

He punched the wall angrily.

" I don't hate you, In fact I never hated you even when you broke up with me. I couldn't bring myself to hate you even I tried. I have always loved you Anu."

He cried leaning onto the wall.

" And you don't deserve it." He whispered.

" You don't deserve any pain and any of it you are going through." He cried closing his eyes.

" I promise you that you will be fine and I will make sure nothing happens to you."

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He doesn't know when he slept. Some sound from outside woke him up. He opened his eyes and scrunched his brows to see where he was. He was startled at first and then realized that he is in a new house now.

He looked down and sighed realizing that he cried himself to sleep which was not a new thing to him now. He got up and looked out of the window when he heard another sound.

What he saw made a smile appear on his face. He looked down out of the window keenly to see clearly.

There she stood watering the plants. There weren't many plants and it was not a garden also but there were enough plants which were beautiful.

Waking up and seeing her beautiful face first in the morning brought peace to it heart. He could get used to this daily.

He just keenly watched her..... How her face was glowing in sunshine, how her hair is swaying with the wind, how a small smile is formed on her lips, how she is caressing the plants with her delicate fingers.

How much he missed her! He just wants to hug her tightly and kiss her so badly. But he couldn't. He should control himself. She doesn't even know that he is the tentant who is staying in their house.

His thoughts went to the day he went to meet the owner of the house. He told Mr. Pandey that he needs a place to stay nearby his office from where he can supervise the work daily. Mr. Pandey looked at him up and down analyzing his rich clothes, his big car, his rich face and didn't believe him.

Siddharth showed him his business card and assured him that he is harmless. He just wants a homely place to live for some days until the contract is finished and that too near to his office. He came to know from his words that this is his house and his sister's family is staying downstairs.

That's when he got convinced and showed him the room which is upstairs. Luckily, he didn't get encountered with any of the Agarwals. He paid advance and rented the room. He didn't paid attention of how small is the room and there are no luxuries that he got used from his childhood. The only thing that mattered to him was he could see Anu daily and be with her under the same roof.

He just shifted along with his luggage yesterday night. His luggage just consists of some clothes and his necessities. He was in such a rush to come and stay with Anu that he didn't pack completely.

Raj, Neha and Karthik just stared at him astonished when he just threw some clothes, cologne, soap, shampoo, toothbrush and toothpaste into a bag and rushed out of the house.

He didn't even explain anything to his parents. He told Karthik to say to them that he will be staying in a hotel until he finishes some project. Karthik said the same but Sid's mom knows that there is more to it as she observed the light returned on her son's face which was lost long back but she didn't say anything. She just want him to be safe and happy.

He stared at his life which is just some feet away from him. He longed so much to see her and how much ever he saw her, he couldn't get enough of her.

He saw her who stopped whatever she was doing and looked up suddenly. He ducked himself under the window in a swift motion closing his eyes tightly praying that she shouldn't see him.

He sighed in relief when he saw her going into the house quietly. He started getting ready and went out hurriedly before she can see him. His car was waiting at the end of the street. He got into the car and went for site inspection where he had to start the project.

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And on the other hand, Anu is having mixed feelings. Her daily routine was to get up, take medicines, do some chores, eat and sleep. She got bored with this schedule. She missed working, she missed her friends, she missed going out with them, she missed her Siddu, she missed his angry glares, she missed arguing and fighting with him, she missed his rolling of his eyes at her stupidity, she missed his smell, she missed his smile, she missed his presence.

Overall She is missing Siddharth so much.

She didn't get much to go out in this place. Her parents are not allowing her to go and find some job. First of all they are not happy with her missing her appointments and she didn't want them to disappoint them going against them. So she stayed at home.

She did go out once for check up but that too uninformed as her headaches and dizziness have increased. Doctor looked surprised seeing her and prescribed some new and some old medicines. Doctor tried to make her stay for some more time which she found weird but she couldn't stay as she need to go home before it gets dark.

So she hurried out of there and went towards medical shop to take medicines. She got rooted in her place when she saw both Raj and Neha there. She wants to go and hug them but she couldn't as they wouldn't let her leave.

Tears welled up in her eyes looking at them. She wondered what they were doing in the hospital and before they saw her, she ducked her self with a scarf. She glanced at them for one last time and went running towards exit from back side.

She went to a medical shop near her house next day for the medicines. They said that those medicines are not available there and told that they will order them for her from the city. She obliged and paid some advance for the medicines as they are costly.

And again her routine boring life had started until yesterday when she felt something inside her. She felt some familiar feeling arose inside her. Her heart thumps loudly inside her chest and tingly feelings erupt in her body.

She feels such feelings when she is around Siddharth but she doesn't understand why she is feeling them now. And today morning also she felt something as if someone was staring at her but she didn't find anyone.

She brushed off those thoughts and gulped her morning medicines. She feels that she is forgetting a lot of things nowadays. Sometimes she even forgets what she was about to do also. These may be one of the side effects of the medicines that doctor has mentioned. She also forgot her diary at her home which made her very sad for many days. 

She just prays to God every day that she and her parents should be strong enough to face anything that comes in future and also to keep her Siddu safe and happy always.

She knows Siddu wouldn't have taken her sudden disappearance and resignation in a positive way. He must be hating her more than he already does but she also knows that internally he must be worrying about her whereabouts.

She was walking outside infront of her house and when she looked up, she saw the room which was given for rent is dark. She wondered for whom her uncle must have given the room. She shrugged and went inside the house.

Siddharth got down his car at the end of the street and told driver to come in the morning. He looked at his watch and it was already nine. He walked towards the house earning some curious glances from the neighbours. They must be wondering who is this boy who is going from and coming into this house wearing a business suit.

He thought he must be looking weird walking on the road wearing such expensive business suits. He thought of taming down his appearance a little by looking a little less rich to the outside people.

He peeked inside the gate to see if anyone was there. He sighed in relief when he saw that nobody was there. He quickly climbed the stairs and reached his room. He thanked God  mentally for the stairs being outside the house as there would no problem for him to sneak in and out.

He quickly changed into normal clothes and sighed lying on the bed. That's when he heard a grumbling noise and he looked around. He didn't see anyone or anything and that sound came.

And then he realized that grumbling sounds were coming from his stomach. He closed his eyes and cursed himself for forgetting to eat something.

Now what he would do. He can't go outside again as anyone might see him and he wouldn't want to take any risk yet. He thought of eating the apples which Neha packed for him while coming here.

If his friends got to know that he is skipping his meals then he would be in a big trouble. He made a mental note to himself that he should organize a perfect plan and schedule for his attire and food while he stayed here.

He went to the window which is on other side of the room from where he can peek inside the house. There he saw her sitting on the sofa staring blankly at T.V.

He felt a pang in his heart looking at her like that. She looked so lifeless and weak. All the glow and light in her face was gone.

He wants his Anu back.

And he will bring her back.

With that thought he sat near the window staring at her and fell asleep.

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