(warning: this chapter contains non-consensual forced kissing and hinted sexual assult)

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seven days had passed without any incidents, leaving just one more to go. as long as everything went okay tonight and tomorrow during his final evaluation, he could finally leave this intolerable prison.

jimin laid on his back in his uncomfortable hospital bed staring up at the dark ceiling. he was completely lost in thought, trying to figure out what he wanted to do first as soon as he was released. strangely enough, the only thought coming to his mind was nothing. he wanted nothing more than to be free so he could do absolutely nothing.

he didn't want to take anymore medication. he didn't want to be monitored and locked up like an old sick dog nobody wanted in a pound. he didn't want to live with any fears anymore.

some shadows danced around because of the low-projecting light casted onto the walls by the weak lamp next to his bedside. some of the shadows however, stayed completely still in the shape of human silhouettes. they were more than just some contrasting light; they were another figment of his imagination.

they had left him relatively alone throughout the last couple days, but of course now that he was going to be released they would just have to pay him a visit and remind him the reason of why he was admitted here in the first place. if they're here, that meant jungkook was some where out there too, just waiting for the right moment to waltz up in here and carry out whatever twisted intentions he had now.

it's been unsettling not having the strange boy's presence around terrorizing him as of late. he's been giving him space for once, so it was an understatement to say jimin was all but looking forward to his return.

surely that reassurance and comfort he had been showing jimin days and days before was only temporary because of his clouded mindset. jungkook wasn't made to be kind. he was made to ruin him to pieces bit by bit and mend all the broken shards of him together again just to ruin jimin more and more again and again.

"he wants to see him."

"it's been awhile, i'm sure he misses him."

a dark chant of laugher rang out through out the thick walls of the room as the voices belonging to the invisible shadows mocked the thought of what was going to happen. it was almost funny how smug they seemed to get sometimes considering how fearful even they were of jungkook.

sure they were horrified by the brunette, but they loved when jimin had to suffer because of him.

"you know what happens when he misses him, don't you?"

jimin hid his face in his pillow and brought his thin comforter above his head to shield him away from the shadows as if it would have any effect on their chatter.

"i can't wait to see the bruises tomorrow morning."

"hopefully he won't beat him unconscious this time, i want him to feel it all."

"god, this kid is gonna be too sore to even get evaluated."

"i hope the blood stains in the sheets so they won't let him leave tomorrow mor-"

"be quiet, he's on his way!"

the familiar loud warning siren of high pitched sobs and cries bounced off the walls and filled the entire squared off room with nothing but the deafening sounds.

though the cries always manage to give him a splitting headache, the silence that followed was always the worst part. as soon as the cries abruptly cut off and seemingly left jimin alone with nothing but loneliness, it meant he was here. it meant jungkook had arrived.

jimin held his breath from underneath the blanket as he heard light footsteps creep up towards his bedside. as what sounded like the light bulb shattering met his ears, jimin slowly and as quietly as he could exhaled before filling up his lungs with another soundless gasp of air.

for what felt like hours, everything was absolutely still and perfectly silent. however that stillness didn't last long.

jimin's hand rushed to grasp and pull up the fabric of his blanket as it started slipping down from above the start of his pillow and slowly start to uncover his blond locks. "no!" despite how hard he struggled with trying to keep the comforter covering himself up, in the end it was pulled all the way down to his knees, leaving him completely exposed to the beast hovering above him.

his soft chocolate brown eyes blinked rapidly like a baby fawn in the headlights of a speeding truck, desperately trying to adjust to the darkness that now engulfed his room, especially once he felt a weight press down on the bed. as they finally managed to grow used to the blackness, the mop of neat brown hair and dark unreadable eyes only feet away made him completely halt from fighting back.

"jungkook, please-!"

jimin's eyes widened as the boy quickly leaned down to capture his lips in his, claiming them without any warning or permission. the movements were slow and romantic, jungkook's skilled mouth moved against his expertly.

it would've been a wonderful breathtaking experience.

it would've been the kind of passionate and beautiful kiss people saw and envied from a fairytale or romantic movie.

it would've been perfect; if only jimin would have wanted it.

as soon as the blond found the strength in his body to react, he instantly brought his hands up to push the other male off of him. jungkook made quick work of catching the boy's good wrist with his right hand and shifting some weight onto his torso to hold down his damaged one in a way that he wouldn't be able to move it, but it also wouldn't hurt him as bad.

jungkook moved the rest of his body with the action, straddling the teenager's waist to make his kicking and flailing legs stay down and prevent them from throwing him off.

when the brunette haired man finally detached his lips away from jimin's, the blond panted out for air, sucking as much into his air pipes as humanly possible to make up for his lack of oxygen the kiss had stole away from him. as the boy struggled to regulate his breathing to the point of not passing out, jungkook's free hand trailed down from his cheek to the start of his collarbones. his hand brushed against the material of the soft satin hospital shirt before slowly reaching to start to undo the buttons.

once he finished with the task of getting the top completely undone, jungkook gently ran his palm over the scarred up skin on the boy's still heavenly soft chest and stomach, lightly digging his nails into the markings of his own initials to earn an uncomfortably noise of displeasure from jimin.

"it's funny how you still feel so velvety soft after all of this." jungkook tongue darted out to lick his lips as he stared down at the completely destroyed and yet still flawless body. "it's like you're still somehow an angel even after getting your wings ripped off."

jimin's eyes began to well up with tears as soon as he could properly breathe again. "please don't do this."

jungkook traced down the line of his abdomen towards the hem of his pants. "for some reason seeing you still somehow being an angel through all of this makes me want to ruin you some more." his lips leaned down to briefly press a kiss against the start of his v-line. "i can't help but want to defile you more until i'm sure there's nothing left."

"please," jimin begged, his tears finally managing to slip down his face. "you don't need to do this jungkook."

the boy holding him down looked up at him with sheer superiority, the words obviously meaning nothing to him as he spread his legs on either side of him before returning to doing as he wished, ignoring the pleas that wouldn't stop coming from jimin. "i don't have to, but i want to, and you can't do anything to stop me."

i apologize for this being so brutal, but i really want this to be a real look into the different things people with mental disorders such as schizophrenia do go through and by the research i have done, there have been a lot of accounts of sexual abuse or at least hallucinations of it within people who do suffer from these disorders

also i didn't want to go into too much detail with it because it's very triggering, please get help if you're experiencing sexual abuse or any abuse in general

thank you all for reading this update