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(Many need tissue.)
Jack p.o.v

Elsa's body was so still, so limp , I wasn't sure how but I managed to call Levi , who came crashing down the hall with bree and Merida hot on his heels .

" what the fuck happen !" Merida yelled .
I picked Elsa body up in to my lap . " I don't know she just fainted."
Merida eyes widened slightly "shit." She cursed under her breath.

Immediately getting suspicious,I turned on her . " what ! Merida what do you know?."

She ran a hand through her hair that was in a half up down . "Well. she was complaining of a pain in her tummy for the last two day but she said it was because of her period..... but .." she paused.
" what . Tell me now Merida!."
She signed. " I don't think this is her period."

" fuck this!." I stood up still with Elsa in my arms , I started to stride for the exit.
" fuck this i am taking her to see a doctor now!"
" jack!"  Merida called . " what do you want us to do about mattheo ?"
I turned around. " I just keep him busy, Levi's in charge."
" let us know how it goes with elsa ?" Levi said as I exited the hotel to my car. I placed elsa in the passenger seat carefully before going to the other sid to start the car .

Elsa stared to stir awake with the sound of the engine.
" what happened? Where am? Jack ?"

"Ya i here ice. Your going to be ok . Alright ".

She Rubbed a hand over her head . " ok . What about Matteo ? "

My brows crises . " fuck matteo and fuck the mission it not important to me you are ."
She blinked staring at me for a second before nodding "ok ."

We drove for a another while until i looked in my side mirror and I noticed a black car that had been following us since we left the hotel.

Shit . We were being followed. Fuck .

Elsa looked back through the side mirror , realizing we were being followed.

" you have your gun on you right ?."I frowned but nodded " ya always.why?-"

"Good .right try not to get a boner ."
" what-?" she climbed onto my lap until she was straddling me before I could finish my sentence.
" Jesus crist, ice. what the fuck are you doing.!" I swerved the car by accident.I griped the steering wheels harder.angry and irritated surfacing.
" o shut up .try and focus on road .where did you hide your gun?."

I tensed as her hands romed my body. O god .
Her hand slipped in to my shirt her cold hands sliding into my shirt under my arm pit were she found my gun hoster . My body was on fire at her touch.
" ah found it." She turned to left leaning on the door before pulling down the window and aming the gun out the window.

"What the fuck!ice !."
She rolled her eyes . " hold the car steady. Will ya ,"

She fired two bullets out the window the sound of screaming tires and the screech of brake were defining.
" fucking assholes . That will teach them."
She straight giving me a dead look . " really jack. I told you to not get a boner , come on dude seriously!"

" what !" I don't know what i was more angry about that she was as so willing to put her self in danger like that or the fact that now was not the time to be getting Hornie. Not like what she had just done had weirdly turned me on or anything.

I starred at her for a second before looking back at out the window focusing back on the road.

" you've practically felt me up the processed to rub your self up against me ! And what you expect me to have no reaction. Elsa." I leaved her with a look."i am hard whenever your around. You don't even need to do anything just by existing."

She slipped off my lap back on to the seat , she crossed her arms. " you should get the check out . Sounds like a problem you need to be fixing."

I turned the steering wheel to the right. " i have a easily solution. Fuck me!. Problem solved."
She narrowed her eyes ." Why would i do that, what do i get out of it?."

"a decent orgasm."
elsa stared coked on her air, before glaring at me .

When we turned into the hospital entrance I could see elsa tensing. We walk through the automatic door and the white tiles and white walls of the hospital greeted us, the familiar smell of disinfecting and cleaning agents was almost suffocating. The doctor, nurses , patients and others visitors passed us in all different directions.

I walked to the reception ,where there was a nice  middle age woman typing on her computer.
" hey . Sorry . Is doctor ella smith on today?"
She glanced up , " let me just check,... yup in floor eight."
"Great." I turned to leave.
"Wait , do you have an appointment?".
" o . No we just visiting her , she my aunt."
The lady looked me up and down , studying me before nodding.

I am a beeline for the elevators . Walking straight in and turning to see elsa a but away walking a bit slower.
When she made it in I pressed floor eight and the elevator doors started to close.

" are you ....ok ". I frowned concerned as elsa bent over again holding her stomach.
She startled straighting , " ya i am fine ." She lied .
I signed leaned my back against the cold metal of the wall. " ya you look perfectly fine ." I sifted a laugh sarcastically.

She shifted turning angrily. " why the fuck would you care anyway ! Jack ! Why ?!"

I crossed my arms over my chest. I knew why i care but I wasn't going to tell her. She only get scared.so instead i got angry because why hadn't she tell me she was bleeding.

" why didn't you tell me you were bleeding and in pain elsa! That pretty big thing to not tell me!" I left the wall walking towards her.
Her left eyebrow raised and her bottom jaw clenched.
" your not my boyfriend! Your not even my friend. Your my fucking boss. Jack! You don't deserve anything." Her tone was stone cold. Icier then i ever heard her .

I narrowed my eyes on her . God the Goddamn woman infuriated me as much as she made me hard.
I took a step toward her . Her eyes set a blaze ,like she was thinking of all the way she wanted to kill me .

" what are you going to do jack. hit me." She urgent me. Her breathing was heavy like my own.
I blinked. Then frowned. " I Dont Hit woman!. Elsa, especially ones who are already in pain."

The elevator door dined and I burst out the door the few people who were waiting for the elevator disbursed as I barged passed them .

What the fuck , did she honestly think i was going to lay a hand on her . What the fuck. What kind-of man does she think i am. It shouldn't of pissed me off as much as it did. Why had her opinion of me carry so much weight.

I walked furiously towards the little desk where another nurse was stationed.
" doctor ella smith. I have an appointment with her ."
The nurse nodded he clicked on the computer. "Name?"
" Jack Frost."
" umm ok you can wait in the waiting room over their she should be done soon."
" thanks" I could smell Elsa perfume beside me . So i knew she was beside me .

We waited about twenty minutes before ella announced my name and Elsa followed me and ella to a private room.

Ella was a friend of my mother she had been my doctor since i was a baby . She was about the closest thing i had to a family , i remember when i was small going to her and her husband house for dinner parties.

" well what is it this time , jack a stabbed wounded.what should I expect?" She sighed placing my file on her desk reaching for white sterile glove.

"Its not me this time." I said shaking my head before jerking my head towards Elsa who stood by the door .

Ella turned. " o . I didn't see you there dear." Ella light brown hair was held together with claw clip. Surprise was evident in her gray eyes .

She glanced back at me, gave me a look .
" Elsa this is ella. She here to help you ."

Ella walked towards Elsa, immediately tensing.

" jack hasn't told me anything so ?"
Elsa was quiet her eyes suspiciously look at ella .
I walked towards Elsa. " hey . It ok she knows .already ice ." I said softly to reassure her .

Ella smiled at her ." how about you sit on the bed . For me please." Elsa stared at me , I nodded.

And so Elsa sat on the bed , then ella asked her what was wrong Elsa said she was having a heavy period and was having some painful cramping.ella nodded took blood the tuned to me . I Gave her a look , then ella walked out to run the blood . After a few minutes I exuded my self to go "to the toilet " .

I meet ella over by the front desk.
"Ella ?"
" where did you find her jack ?" Her voice was more accusatory then questioning.
" she um .... " how the fuck do you tell her you think she might of been raped .
" she " i gulp . "You might what to run a pregnancy test on that ."
Ella eyes narrowed. " what did you do jack " i shake my head. " um i don't think she knows her self.we had founded her a hugo abandoned warehouse " She starred at me for a few minutes before her face fell. "Fuck" . She said quietly closing her eyes . " ok . I will get the kit , how long as it been .?"
I signed "a week. She won't come in early , the only reason she came in this time was she fainted."
Ella nodded " ok i get this bloods done and come back and get everything else sorted. Just sit tight ."

I nodded returning to elsa side of the bed. Guilt slowly creeped in, she must be so scared and i yelled a her .
I sighed inflating my lungs before opening my eyes.
" i am sorry i yelled at you.elsa ." I sat down in the hard aplastic chair beside her bed. Stretching out my arm to land my elbow on my knees.

" its ok. Am. sorry too. For putting you through this hassle." She look off into the distance.
" its no hassle . Your no hassle."
See elsa in a hospital bed was ....... Scary to say the least not only was a worried for her , it told me that I couldn't act like i didn't care anymore because I did care way more then I should and that thought alone was scarier the shit out off me . God i was going to get that baster if it was the last thing I did.

Ella walked in a moment later . She smiled but the unsettled feeling in my gut told me everything i need to know and that was that my suspicions were right shit !.

" right elsa , so i need to do a few more tests. And I need to ask a few more questions.these ones are a little more intimidating.Is that ok ?"
Ella glanced at me " you might want privative?"
Elsa looked at me . She  look so utterly terrified . The fear in eye made my hart lurch.
"Please stay.!Dont leave me." She reached for my hand and i immediately inter laced my hand with hers .

Ella smiled a sad . " your alright sweetheart. Your safe here ."
I squeezed her hand .   I am here . It said . I will always be here for her even if she didn't what me to she had made her way into my hart with out even trying.

" ok. Like i said i need to ask you a few personal questions. When was that last time you had your period prior to the bleeding?"

Elsa frowned. " um i am not sure? I ... i um i am on contraception ."
Ella nodded typing on her laptop. " ok what contraceptive are you on dear ?. And when did you get that  done ?."
" i got the bar in . And i think i got it last year ."
Ella nodded again " that grand. Ok now elsa when was the last time you had sex ?
Elsa palled , she stared to breathe short and fast breath. Squeezing her eyes shut.
" it ok elsa . Your alright. I am here ." I said softly pressing my lips to the back of her hands .
" breath ." I instructed gently.

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Elsa sighed calming herself down .
" her eyes where low and she stared at the white sheets of the bed .
" i am sorry sweet hart but we need to know ."

She gulped " he had his way with be on numerous occasions. I suppose that last on was about four days before jack came . So would've been three week ago.
She let out a bitter laugh. "He even got his men to hold me down i was screaming and fighting ," she stared shaking." They were way stronger then me."
I gulped god I didn't think how are this would be to listen too . It's heartbreaking.
" he would strip me naked , tell if i was quiet he wouldn't stay as long , if i was to fight him he stay longer ." Her eyes filled with tears . "I stop fighting it when i realized that fighting was useless it was going to happen anyway . It was soo painful, he thought it was painful because he was "big" she looked up her tears finally falling ." It was painful because i Didn't want it. He use to brag to the other men about it like i wasn't there , i when numb to it after a while,but i could still feel his breath on my neck."She shivers."he would say stupid shit like , that it be a good girl ." She wrapped her arms around her body.

I felt so angry and hurt that she had dealt with this shit and was still as strong as she was.
Ella nodded. " i am so sorry  sweetheart, you didn't deserve that ." She glanced at me " i hope you find that fucker and make him pay ." I nodded.
"Ok elsa i am going to need you to undress ."
Elsa nodded . I squeeze her hand before letting it go so she could change. I starred down at the white tile floor imagining all the way i was going to make that baster hugo suffered and wish for death to save him .

After ella had checked elsa out she left the room for half hour . Elsa didn't say anything she just started off in to the distance with her knees up to her chest.

Elsa p.o.v
Ella came back in with a pile of papers.
Song suggestion: iris by goo goo girls .

Fuck there was something wrong wasn't there .

" ok elsa . Sorry for the wait . You too late to do a rape kit . You also have some damage, and tearing , so i would suggest not having sex for four weeks ." She looked up form her papers glancing at jack .

" what is it ." I asked my voice was shaking.
She signed before wheeling towards my bed .
She gulped.

What the fuck was it . Was i going to die .

"Elsa sweetheart, the reason your having a heavy period is because your having a miscarriage."

I felt my heart stopped. Then started again beating hard in my chest , I felt like the walls were closing in on me.
"What ?. But i was on contraception. How could i be been pregnant ."

Ella reached for my hand . " I assume they didn't really feed you ?. Contraceptive can stop working if we aren't eating and drinking normally.some times your body goes into servilely stressful conditions and can reject outside sources."

There was a ringing in my ear .
" your miss-caring is from the stress your body was under, for not eating to now eating your hormones must of been all over the place. Luckily you were in the early stages of pregnancy. So you will likely be bleeding for the next week but it could be up three to four week depending on fetus."

I couldn't hear her anymore . I was pregnant. And now i had miscarried . I blinked but not for tears , there were no tears but just shock .

Jack held my hand tightly as ella explained that i would have to come back in a week or two , not to do anything that might strain myself, watch my mental health, that she was going to give me so pain killers and that there was a therapist group that I could contact for support.

She looked at jack . " she might suffer for post natal depression. Keep a close eye her in extreme cases even suicidal."
His blue eyes seemed to settle me they were familiar almost soothing.

I looked away out the window were it was still pitch black outside.
God he must think i am such a soft girl . Not able to defend myself. Am i Brocken?. Does he think i am tinted goods now. Like i might give him something. He never want me again.

I signed " can i go now ." I was getting impatient, i didn't want pity.
" I would like you to maybe stay overnight for safety. But i cant force you to stay ."

I nodded at jack " please . Can we leave, i don't want to be here ."

He gave me a weak smile. " sure . Elsa".
Great he didn't even call me my usual name , this means this has completely changed his look on me . He wouldn't ever want to to me again. I should be happy about this men are only good for one thing and one thing only . When they get that they leave. So maybe it just as well I hadn't slept with him yet now i can get over this weird crush i have on him .

" ok i will go get your medicine and be back " ella left again i got up and started to gather myself.
I bent to pick up my heels but sharp pain emerged form my lower abdomen and back . I took in a sharp breath.
" I will take them." His deep masculine voice still made my hart fluttering . I sighed standing up straight. My poor hart was going to have to stop doing that now .

Jack held my black strapped heel in one hand and grabbed my hand with his other . I looked at him . He just gave me a sad smile before putting my hand to his lips .
"Lets go home . Ok ." I nodded stunned because it was all I could do . So i walked barefoot out of the hospital my hand still in his . Him in his expensive suit that look interlay too good on him .he halts just outside the exits.

Looks down at me bear feet and smirks. " piggy back ,or carried."
"Jack i real don't want to do this now. People are going to stare."

He came towards me and I flinched when he reached out his hand. His eyes grew wide, like i had just slapped him across his face . Surprise and hurt stemming across his feathers.

I closed my eyes sighing. " i am sorry . I don't really want to be touched right now ." I said quietly not able to look him in the eye .

I could almost see his shoulders slouch. I didn't want to hurt him but my default was to push people away and deal with my shit myself like i always did . He wasn't going to stick around forever and i didn't what to use him as a crutch.

He cleared his throat.
" ok i will bring the car around Then ."
I nodded the hurt in his eyes I could feel but couldn't bare to look up and face them .

He opened the car door for me and we drove In completely silent to his house.
I walked barefoot to the door, he opened it and i when straight to the stairs and to my room.

I wanted to get out of this dress and have shower , maybe that could help me feel something. Anything . Other then nothing.

I walked to the bathroom unzipping my dress and pulled my hair down . Slipping out of my dress and my underwear i turned on the shower head. The lukewarm water cascade down. I released a heavy breath I felt like i had been holding in since the news.

I let the water travel down my body like rain fall . Like my body was crying too .
I haven't even realized i was crying until salty tears fell on my hand.

No i was not braking now .

"Shit ." I squeaked. I wiped my tear and then started shampooing my hair , then I conditioned my hair leaving it on as I scrubbed my body until my skin was red and blotchy

I let a few stay tears fall and finished my shower , grabbing my pj shorts and a t-shirt i put then on and grabbed my toothbrush. I walked to the mirror over the sinks. I closed my eyes and in a flash i was right back there again. Begging, pleading for it all to stop . But it won't and the realization of the fact that no one was coming to save me set in. I Won't be saved form this living nightmares.

I opened my eyes blinking widely to stop the tears that were now falling hard again. I felt my panic filling my blood like poison. My hands started shaking as I gripped the rim of the sink for support.

No this couldn't be happening again.please no!

I lost control over my body as it fell to the floor screaming and shaking uncontrollably i layed there on the cold bathroom floor .

Why cant these nightmares stop.
Please!.
Why do you have to keep torturing me .
What have i done .

I could faintly hear wineing coming for outside my door.
Arial.

Jack p.0.v

I changed in to my pajamas after my shower . I sighed my hair still wet for the shower i rubbed it with the towel.
Solo stood by the foot of my bed , looking at me with judgmental eyes .
I sighed sitting down at the bottom of my bed. "Don't look at me like that." I frowned. " she doesn't want me. She wants to be by herself."

Solo walked forward resting his head on my knee.
" she wants to be alone. But god.....this shit is heavy ".
The reality was i don't know how to make it better for her , nothing I could say or do would take away her pain . She was hurting. And I couldn't help her. That fucking killed me.

Solo's soft nose rubbed my arm before he stood bolt upright ear pricked .
I frowned, i was about to ask what he was hearing but then a loud clatter came form down the hall .
Solo ran out the room with me following closely behind.

What the fuck was that .

Out the door and down the hall arial was whining and scratching at the hard wooden floors out side Elsa door . Then a screaming.
Racing down the hallway , my hart dropped to the floor .There was a burning in my lungs as my breath started to become heavy.

Elsa !

Bursting into her room I could see her dress on the floor , no sign of her the bathroom door was open Arial ran through the open doorway solo staying by my side. I rushed over and the air for my lungs evaporated.

Song suggestion: where my love by syml

Elsa fragile body was curled up in a fetal position, shaking uncontrollably, eyes squeezing shut tears streaming down her cheeks.

" please ! Stop !. Please." She pleaded, whimpering in agony.

" fuck !. Elsa . Come on ice ." I slowly approached , unsure whether I could touch her or not .
" please. Leave me alone."
The panic in my body was not unknown but unexpected. I was scared for her .

Kneeling down beside her I pleaded with her to come back to me .
" please ice . Baby come on. Its ok ." Deciding I couldn't sit here doing nothing i reached out hoping , praying she would find comfort in my touch my smell anything really .

She froze at my touch , tension lined her shoulder, .
"Its ok I've got you ice ." I soother rubbing small circles on her shoulder.
At my voice, the words ice , she seems to snap out of it she look at me then crawled into my lap clutching my white shirt .
Does she know that we bleed the same ,

If your bled, I bleed the same ,
If you're scare ,i am on my way .

" jack ." She cried as I held her tightly against my chest. I closed my eyes briefly, god it was soo hard seeing how much pain she was in , i was struggling to keep my own emotions in check . It felt like someone had a vice around my hart , and slowly squeezing the life out of me .
I shimmered backwards so I could lean against the cold of the tile of the bathroom.cradling her in my arms.
Ariel laid to the left of me and solo to my right , quietly offering constant support.

I ran my hand through her hair form her scalp and finishing down her back .

Look After you 🎵 -the fray
Soon her breathing came back to normal and she climbed off my lap and sat beside me with her back to the tiles and her knees up to her chest hugging them closer to her chest.

" I don't even know why am crying".she sniffed, rubbing her eyelids harder. " it so stupid,I didn't even know i was pregnant how can't i miss something I haven't even meet."

I reached out for her hand interlocking our fingers.
"I am not even sure i want kids ,definitely not now anyway." She continued.
I stared out at the empty ness .
"You didn't even get a choice els it ok to grieve that ."

She glanced at me , the tears still in her eyes . " ya ?".
"They took your choice away anyone would be upset about that ."

God her eyes looked so empty. I stretched out my legs , Elsa slowly leaned her head on my shoulder.

" ya . Your right ." She whispered emptiness radiating off her .
" god i want these nightmares to stop, have i not been through enough.when will they stop .
I took a breath to reorganise my emotions angry and deep sadness were running rampant in the for front of my mind.God she's beenthrough more then enough.

Yellow - coldplay .
My left hand reached for her cheek wiping the tear .
" you don't deserve any of what the god damne baster did to you."

She signed." You know i can still see him.I hated my body afterwards. I rubbed my skin in the shower until it was red, but still I couldn't rub him off my skin, i felt disgusting and dirty,my own body didn't feel like mine anymore.I probably wouldn't of keep the baby,but i would've liked to of had that choice .... But it got taken away from me. You cant get more fucked up then that ."

I shrugged. Taking a deep breather. " your not fucked up elsa. Everyone a little fuck up.......if you think about it ." Take  a deep breath I decided to be vulnerable, "my father used to torture me as a kid so I wouldn't be a good machine, he wanted me to get use to it just incase ."

I could feel Elsa tense beside me slowly she lifted her head and look me in the eye.

" o my god. jack." I turned away form her .
" so at least your not the only one that's fuck up ."
Without another word Elsa wrapped her arms around me . Enveloping me a warmth that I haven't felt since my mother passed away.
" am so sorry." She was apologising for my father mistreatment of me when it should be him apologising.

I swallowed hard . The only person who knew about me and my father was levi .

" he use to start small like little cuts to I would get used to the pain of being stabbed," i let out a harsh breath.
" it progressed from there. Many after mum got kill he freaked out lost his mind. I lost both my parents that day one of dad's enemies was following her and even though she had a bodyguard they kill both. My dad died that day too the person who replaced him was not my father."

" Jesus!" Elsa breathed out . We were silent for a while the air heavy with our troubled passed . If there was anyone who would understand her it was me and the comfort of having someone with similar issues understand you on a deeper level the most people could . It was like finally me and elsa came to an understanding and now I believed we could even be friends. My gut flipped was that what i wanted ?

I stooped up , the urge to look after her hadn't left even for a second.
" come on ." I said pulling her up to her feet. Elsa gave me a questioning look .
" where we going ?"
"My bedroom." I had said almost automatically and with out thinking.

Elsa paused a flash of fear in her eyes that made my hart drop .
"Not like that ." I said quietly to reassure her. " i only meant , that maybe having company might help you sleep. I don't know maybe having me there will help you feel safe."

I didn't tell her that i was hoping that she would feel safe with me and that having her close feeded my need to protect her in every way possible .
Was I going to tell her that . No . Was i a little worried that having her so close sleeping in my bed was a bad idea ya probably. Did i care ?. Nope .

She smiled. Her first real smile since she had got the news . My hart leaped and twisted. God she was so breathtakingly beautiful and she had no idea. God that smile was going to be a weakness I wasn't going to be able to overcome.

" thank you . That really sweet of you jack ." I nodded still holding her hand as we walked out her room arial and solo following.

" you know I don't think you're as bad as you make your self out out to be ." I grunted.
" ya I think you a softie . But you hide it well ."she smiled and noting set my hart ablaze like her smiling.

O dear god she had no idea. I never been soft for anyone, never let anyone stay in my home , in my bed . She done all three of those in three week . I couldn't find anything wrong with it . I wanted her here badly.
Fuck . I was weak for her and i had only kissed her once .

When we entered my bedroom her eyes scanned the room it had dark blue walls with one floor to ceiling windows framed by dark black curtain. I had a solid dark oak dresser where I kept my folded clothes besides it was a large wardrobe which holds my suit and shirt in hangers. It had matching bedsides table in the same colour. On the bedside table was two floating moon lamps light there small but the only thing in my room that add myself to the rather dark pain space.

She dropped my hand and walked straight over to the moon light. For some reason I feel insecure about the what if she thought they were stupid, i mean maybe they were but i had like them .

" these are soo cool . A levanting moon light ." She smiled look over her shoulder at me . " your room is exactly how I pictured it would be expect for theses . I love them ." She turned back to the light touching it with her index finger.

I was glad she wasn't looking at me , because i was pretty sure i was blushing.

What the fuck . I don't blush..

I cleared my throat . " thanks " I turned back to arial and solo gesturing for them to go to there respective bed in the corner.

Elsa turned around walked beside me . I could smell her rose a vanilla scent. " do they sleep with you ."
I nodded. " well they sleep in there beds ."
I turned and elsa was way too close and something glittered in her eyes I received that look before . I remember the exact moment , when i had her present up against the dress room mirror with my tongue exporting the space inside her mouth. Where i vary nearly took her right there .

I looked away. I was in deep shit . I knew it but...I didn't want to save my self .

Elsa p.o.v
Jack stood at the end of the bed singling for the dogs to go to bed. It was nice to see him with them, he was so caring with them and they absolutely adore him. He had them well trained, you could tell he spent alot of time with them. It was a stark contrast to what he portrayed himself as when he was at work. Uncaring, emotionless, and cold . I understood that when you work in our field of  work you couldn't show the least bit of vulnerability. That when people close to you got hurt.

I walked towards him to stand beside him,and i got a waft of his intoxicating scent , he was in just pj pants and a pain t-shirt and god did he look good. I suddenly had the urge to trow my arms around his neck and pull him down for a kiss.

He glanced down at me and i swearer I could of melted, he had the bluest eyes , god they were so beautiful. An intents feeling of nervousness came over me.

"I am going to the bathroom." I announced fighting a blush that was treating to form on my skin that was currently red hot .

Racing to the bathroom I slapped the door leading my back on to it. I closed my eyes taking beep breath. Will my little hart to stop beating so hard for him,god. I need to pull my self together.

After a finished the bathroom, i walk out my eyes immediately searching for him. They landed on a shirtless jack laying on the bed with his ankle crossed reading a book.

I faltered the view was perfectly normal yet the way my body seemed to light on fire at the sight told a different story. I was hot the temperature rising to my cheeks and swam through my bloodstream causing my body ache with need I hadn't felt in awhile.

I was never really this turned on by someone, mostly i was attracted to other people sure but not in the sense where my hole body ached for his touch.

His large chest was covered in black ink all the way up to his jaw and all the way down to his waist band. Interdict detail art covered his arms, meeting his knuckles on both hands.

God his was absolutely gorgeous.

Like he should be a model or something.
I had the ridiculously urge to kiss all the tattoos on his body, to get to know them on a intimate level. Most of all i wanted to bit the tattoo of a butterfly that was covering his Adam's apple .

His blue eyes forced on me as i walked around to the left side of the bed.
"What side do you sleep on ." He turned his right arm flexing in a delicious way that made me what to jump his bones .

What the fuck was wrong with me i was acting like a crazy teen.

I gulped he put his book on the bedside table and turned back to me .

" the left ." I answered quietly.
I pulled  back the cover getting in to the bed , it was soft , and push . I  lying on my side . I heard Jack sighed.
" Elsa i am not going to touch you relax." His voice was soft.

I frowned . I wanted him to touch me i didn't what him to think i was like glasses of something.
I closed my eyes briefly , seeing his face behind my eye i sat up straight.

The sheets moved and jack who was laying on his side turned towards me .
" i am sorry ." I whispered. He was going to kick me out now so that he could sleep .

To my surprise jack open his arms , " come here ice ."
I froze.starring at him . Was he serious, right now .

Jack rolled his eye , reach out to grab my waist pulling me in to his arms , i tensed.

He glanced down at me."you don't have to be scared of me , you know I would never do anything to hurt you ."

I wasn't tense because he was touching me , i was tense because he had such an affect on my body it was scary.
" i know." I replied quite , my left cheek pressed to his right left peck.
"Good , don't worry sweetheart your safe with me ."

For the first time in what felt like forever I believe every word he said . I trusted him completely and that was a scary reality because he had the ability to really hurt me and i was willing let it happen if for only a moment i could sleep in his arms. His arms draped over my hip.

I feel incredibly safe for the first time in my life. My let my walls come down. Feel the safety in is arm like never before. I snuggled in to his chest and closed my eyes no longer afraid of sleep. Not once did i have nightmares of his face or flash back of it happening. No instead i had a dream of him the guy who i had only meet two week ago.

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Hello
Hope you like this.
Might do a part 3?
I also hope it not too long.
Thanks for reading
Have a great day or night
Amanda🖤