New years eve goes by, another alone, holding fast, holding slow.

Gripping what I know and not, holding onto what I've got.

Partying till we see the sun, at midnight the till the bell tolls one.

Love where are you, where did you go, I can't find you... none knows.

All my friends enjoying the night, but me just here, alone in the fight.

2018 was here and now gone, holding onto what I feel is "fun".

it's hard to be alone it's hard to be one, the only thing I know is I'm so done.

Love where are you, where did you go, I'll just stay home, right here... all alone.