Fu Yao was surprise to see Nan Feng. Cai Yue dragged him after. Fu Yao can't stop to looked at Nan Feng. Why he must see him again? His chest hurt. It hurt so much again. He looked down. ,,Nan Feng, you found a good place! Let's watch together!", Cai Yue laugh a little. Nan Feng nods, but Fu Yao doesn't see it. His gaze was only on the floor. Nan Feng want to say something but someone scream. ,,The fireworks are about to start! So please!", it was one of Pei Ming junior-officer. He scream it to some other junior-officer, that haven't notice this. Cai Yue sat down on the grass. ,,Come let's sit together!", she smiled. Fu Yao rolls his eyes and did it. He took a seat next to Cai Yue while Nan Feng did the same. Fu Yao try not to look to Nan Feng. He really tried to ignore him, but it hurt in his heart. Cai Yue say something to Nan Feng and giggle a little. He can't take it. Fu Yao can't take it anymore. It hurt to much! He stand up. Cai Yue look at him with surprise. ,,I forgot something important thing!! I will be back", Fu Yao lied. 

He lied in Cai Yue's face's. Fu Yao lied to the girl who could call herself a friend. Nan Feng was surprise too, but Fu Yao turn around and go run away. He didn't want to be there. If Nan Feng loved Cai Yue, then he should spend time with her. Alone, without Fu Yao. Fu Yao ran away a long way before turning around again. His eyes searched for Nan Feng. He saw Nan Feng talking to cairn's Yue, wearing a slight smile. But as if he had felt Fu Yao's teaching gate, their eyes met. Exactly at the moment when their eyes met, the first fireworks went off. The lights lit the dark sky. Exactly at that moment Fu Yao felt his heart break, the barrel overflowed and he could no longer hide his pain. He turned and ran away. Fu Yao felt his vision blur, but he kept running. Just go somewhere. Just far from Nan Feng. As he was running behind the Nan Yang wall, he was suddenly jerked backwards. He looked back with a start when he saw Nan Feng. He looked worriedly into Fu Yao's eyes. 

,,Fu Yao," he said quietly. 

Fu Yao's eyes going bigger. He turned around quickly. Why are Nan Feng here? Nan Feng looked at him worried. Fu Yao doesn't want to see him. But Nan Feng hold his wrist firmly. Nan Feng couldn't run away. Fu Yao's eyes filled with tears again, he just didn't want to see Nan Feng. Nan Feng draw him closer. ,,Fu Yao looked at me", Nan Feng whispered. But Fu Yao doesn't do it. ,,Don't touch me", Fu Yao wanted to tear himself away. But Nan Feng didn't let him go. Fu Yao fight back more. ,,I said: LET ME GO!", Fu Yao even kicked at Nan Feng. But Nan Feng doesn't care. He tried to hold on to Fu Yao. 

,,Go away! I don't want to see you again!", Fu Yao scream. 

Fu Yao was about to say something when Nan Feng pressed his lips to his. Fu Yao froze before slowly closing his eyes. He pressed his hands to Nan Feng's chest, but Nan Feng wouldn't let go of him. Instead, he kissed Fu Yao more and pressed him against the Nan Yang wall. Fu Yao turned his head to one side. He blushed with tears in his eyes. 

But Nan Feng grabbed Fu Yao's arms tightly. ,,Look at me Fu Yao!" Fu Yao looked away. In order not to distract himself from crying, he started beating Nan Feng. He reached out with the palm of his hand. With a high-five in the face, it landed on Nan Feng's face. He scream at Nan Feng: ,,I don't want to see you again! You are an idiot! I hate you! I hate you! I HATE YOU!" Nan Feng didn't resist. He let Fu Yao hit him. Meanwhile Nan Feng had let him go. Frustrated, Fu Yao turned around and wanted to run away again. But Nan Feng grabbed Fu Yao again and wrapped his arms around Fu Yao so that he held his arms tight so that he could not fight back while he pressed Fu Yao tightly to his chest. 

He didn't let Fu Yao go. Fu Yao could feel Nan Feng's breath on the back of his neck, but he just wanted to leave. Nan Feng would never understand that. He hate it when Nan Feng touch him like this. Fu Yao want to fight back again, but he can't. His body doesn't move anymore. He can hold his tears back. The tears flowed from his eyes. Nan Feng notice his tears. Nan Feng press him more on him. ,,Ssshhh... don't cry. Please tell me what happen", Nan Feng whispered gently in Fu Yao's ear. ,,I hate you", he managed to sob. ,,I know", Nan Feng answer. ,,Why are you crying?", Nan Feng ask again. ,,I'm feel stupid. I feel so stupid", Fu Yao whispered. Nan Feng frowning. ,,Why?" Now it doesn't matter. This humiliation didn't matter now either. Fu Yao cried like a child in Nan Feng's arms while he held him. It didn't matter if he said everything. ,,I feel stupid to love you", Fu Yao doesn't look to Nan Feng. Nan Feng's eyes going bigger of surprise. 

,,I love you so much! It hurt! I love you so so much! But I don't want to love you! Why I can't hate you!? Why I can't!? You don't even love me back! I never will have a chance to win your heart!" 

Nan Feng turned Fu Yao around and forced him to look into his eyes. ,,Who say this that you don't have a chance?!" ,,You love Cai Yue!" ,,I never say this!! How the fuck!? Why do you think I love Cai Yue!?" ,, You said that in the library! The person you like, the description fits them exactly!" Fu Yao want run away again. Nan Feng was completely confused. Then he realize what he mean. ,,Wait.. is this the reason why you leave so fast on this day?! No I didn't mean Cai Yue!! The person that I mean was you!", Nan Feng looked in Fu Yao's eyes. Now Fu Yao was the one who didn't understand and frowned. Before he let the words go through again. Wait. Did he really mean him?! Nan Feng look in Fu Yao's eyes. 

,,The person that I love are you! I love you Fu Yao. I will love you forever!", Nan Feng say this. 

But Fu Yao heard this forever. ,,I can't believe you."

,,Why?!" 

,,Forever? Never! No one can stay forever! Yeah we are gods! But this forever is a lie. Not even gods cannot hold this forever!! Forever is just a beautiful lie! Everything have an ending!!" 

Fu Yao turn around and want to go, but Nan Feng hug him again. 

,,I will love you! 100 Years, 1000 years or 10000 years! I always will love you Fu Yao! Believe me!" 

Fu Yao was trembling. ,,But every forever have an ending", Fu Yao whispered. 

,,Ruguo yongheng you jíxiàn, wo xīwàng nà shì yī wàn nián."

Fu Yao eyes going bigger. This was a poems, that Fu Yao that Fu Yao Nan Feng read when they read poetry to each other on his birthday. This was Fu Yao's favorite poems. If eternity has a limit, I hope that is ten thousand years. This was the meaning of the poems. It hurt. ,,I don't believe you", Fu Yao fight again. He tore himself away. ,,Fu Yao!", Nan Feng tried to catch him, again. Fu Yao dodged. ,,Don't touch!" Nan Feng grabbed Fu Yao's wrist again. With a jerk, he pulled Fu Yao toward him. Fu Yao clung to him. ,,I will stay with you. Forever. I don't know why, you don't believe me that I wouldn't stay forever?", Nan Feng ask him. He brushed the tears from Fu Yao's chest. Fu Yao looked to the floor. 

,,When I still was a human, my Mum and Dad promise me stay for me forever. I was five, when they promise it. On my sixth birthday, they they exposed me. They didn't come home that day after saying they would just go shopping. I was six. I never understand it why they never come back home." Nan Feng pressed him closer. Every words hurt. Fu Yao trembled, but he continued: ,,Some felt sorry for me and said my parents died tragically. But I met her again by chance in a city 10 years later. I never forget that moment how my parents look at me. That they exposed me wasn't the greatest pain, but the greatest pain was that they had more children. Only I wasn't wanted.", Fu Yao pressed his face in Nan Feng's shoulder. Nan Feng doesn't even know how angry he was, when he heard it. He pressed Fu Yao closer to him. ,,I promise, I will stay!", Nan Feng wrapped the arms around Fu Yao's petite body. 

,,I will stay!"

Fu Yao close his eyes. He wept softly. Nan Feng understand the pain. That night, Nan Feng himself promised never to leave Fu Yao. The rest of the evening Fu Yao spent in Nan Feng's arms longing for security and affection that he had never gotten all these years. He felt safe and secure again for a long time. It felt warm. The load in his heart felt blown away.

,,Fu Yao. I have a question." ,,What kind of question?" ,,Today, this Yuebing, did you do it?" Fu Yao nods. Nan Feng smiled a little. ,,They were fantastic!" Fu Yao smiled. ,,I made it. So it's only can be fantastic." Nan Feng laugh. ,,Will you make it someday for me again?" Fu Yao laugh a little. ,,Only for you." Nan Feng gently touched Fu Yao's chin and lifted it before gently kissing him. This time Fu Yao didn't fight back and just put his arms around Nan Feng's neck to pull him closer to him. In the next day Fu Yao wake up in Nan Feng's arm up. They had spent the evening together. At some point, Nan secretly took Feng Fu Yao into his room. Everyone was busy that evening with the fireworks and the banquet that nobody was in the palace. Which is why Nan Feng was able to easily take Fu Yao with him. 

This was the first time, that Fu Yao slept every well without problems. Fu Yao also found out the next day that Cai Yue knew the whole time that they would be together, only she had only told Nan Feng that he would be a couple with Fu Yao. She also forced Nan Feng to visit Fu Yao all the time, knowing that their feelings were there for each other. Nan Feng didn't want to believe her at first. In the end, as always, she was right. Nan Feng had grabbed Fu Yao's hand and held it tight and never wanted to let go of it. He never wanted to let Fu Yao go again.