Fu Yao sitting next to Nan Feng in the Ling Wen library. Fu Yao just read a book, Nan Feng just looking around. There were heaps of book between them. The little bench they were sitting on could hardly be made out. Some books were spread out on the floor, others were spread out on the volume. Fu Yao doesn't even look to Nan Feng.  Both of them meet this morning. Fu Yao was in the Heaven Garden, while he was taking a walk, he met Nan Feng, who had looked at him in surprise.None of them knew how to react to each other. They just looked to each other. Nan Feng had put his hand on the back of his head and seemed about to say something, but Fu Yao had only looked at him. Then suddenly she was picked up by Cai Yue and taken away. Now they are here. ,,I told you guys! There are so many books. Sometime I don't even know which one I should read!!", Cai Yue smiled and runs to them. She has many books in her arms. 

,,Hey look this book is so good!!", she run to Fu Yao. ,,Look at them!", she smiled. Fu Yao looked up and saw the book. Without saying something, he take the book. Cai Yue run away again. Fu Yao sigh. He roll his eyes again. He opened the book that Cai Yue gave him without reading what the book was about. It was about how to make the husband happy. Fu Yao doesn't if he kill Cai Yue or himself. Why the fuck did Ling Wen's library have something like this?! 

Fu Yao sigh. Anyway, he doesn't even have a partner. He will definitely save that for his partner. His bride should learn it. Suddenly something occurred to him. Cai Yue told him about his love life in advance, but did she even mention that it was a man or a woman. If he remembered Xie Lian, who had also married a man. But that can't be or that he liked a man! But the memory between him and Nan Feng points to just that. Has he got any feeling for Nan Feng!? That can't be true. But he was also ready to let Nan Feng kiss him. But wait, did Nan Feng even want to kiss him?! Or was he just imagining it?! Fu Yao realize in this moment that he like a man. And not any man, it must be Nan Feng. The able one in the Nan Yang Palast! Fu Yao got dizzy. Has he really sunk so low that he had feeling for this man!? On the entire three level there were all kinds of beautiful woman, men or whatever, why him of all people!? 

Fu Yao have a metal breakdown. 

This can be true! He looked to Nan Feng. They was alone, maybe he can ask about Nan Feng's feeling. He wanted to kiss Fu Yao, maybe he will have the same feelings then. But maybe he didn't want to kiss Fu Yao and it's just a misunderstanding situation. But he can't forget what Cai Yue said. If Cai Yue is right, he should feel the same way. Or was he just imagining too much? He looked to Nan Feng again. He didn't notice his looks, but looked at a rule and seemed to be thinking. Ok Fu Yao, swallow your pride and ask him, he said to himself. Just out of curiosity, of course.

,,Nan Feng." 

Nan Feng look up. 

,,Yes?", he turn his head to Fu Yao. 

,,Did you like or love someone?"

Nan Feng was surprise. 

Then he blushed, he looks away. 

,,Why did you ask me this?" 

,,Just out of curiosity you idiot!", Fu Yao rolls his eyes. 

Nan Feng looked at him, slightly annoyed, before looking away again.

,,Yes I do." 

Now Fu Yao was the one who was surprise. 

,,Who is the person?!", without noticed it, it was little louder than he wanted to sound. He leaned forward. 

Nan Feng looked away. His cheeks flushed more and he touched the back of his head. 

,,This person are beautiful", Nan Feng cleared his throat. He also smiled slightly. 

Fu Yao listened in silence. Was this person for Nan Feng so important? His heart felt a little heavier. Except for the two of them, nobody was around at the moment. 

,,The person have a petite body. Has a beautiful smile. I really love this person's eyes. This person has a special way of addressing me.", Nan Feng looked at Fu Yao briefly. He wanted to make sure that Fu Yao didn't react in disgust. Then he continued: ,,This person have long brown hair. Can often get spirited, but is incredibly cute. Can counter very well." Nan Feng smiled dreamily. Fu Yao open his mouth to say something, to ask him about anything else special about this person. In this moment Cai Yue run to them again. ,,Nan Feng!", she smiled and run to him to give him some of the books. At that moment, Fu Yao fell like scales from his eyes. Everything Nan Feng said applies almost perfectly to Cai Yue! Her big, clear eyes were fixed on Nan Feng while, as always, she held many books in her arms. 

,,Here read it please, Nan Feng!", she smiled, then she turn to Fu Yao. ,,I also found another b-- Fu Yao are you ok? You looks like you see Crimson Rain Sought Flower!" ,,No I'm ok", Fu Yao roll his eyes and turn around. His chest felt like someone had grabbed his heart and ripped it out. How could he be so naive!? His eyes felt with tears. But he wouldn't cry about his stupid trade. Right, why would Nan Feng like someone like Fu Yao? Fu Yao is a men and also one of the Xuan Zhen Palast. He was really naive. So stupid naive. The take a deep breath. ,,Are you angry because morning is the Autumn banquet and you must help in the kitchen?", Cai Yue ask. Fu Yao just nods. ,,I know you really hate it to stand in the kitchen, but your cooking skills are very good!", Cai Yue smiled. She gently put her hand on his shoulder, but he got up quickly.

,,I have something to do. I will go now! See you tomorrow!", Fu Yao doesn't give them a look and go away. 

,,Fu Yao!" 

Fu Yao didn't turn around. He ignore Nan Feng's call. How can he be so stupid!? Without looking back, he go back to the Xuan Zhen Palast. In his room back. He close the door, before he go to the little tree, that Nan Feng give him the present. In anger, he grabbed the plant and threw it out the window. One heard the pot break. Tears felt his eyes. He wouldn't cry. Not for Nan Feng. Never! How stupid he is! As if Nan Feng really had something for him! Fu Yao slid down the wall in frustration. He sigh and put his face in his knees. Beautiful time? He never has it before. When he still was a human, he didn't even have a beautiful time. The person that promise to stay forever, was a liar. But he can't forget the lie. 

The a sweet lie that was painted like a scarf on his bitter life.

Sweet sweet little lies. Fu Yao sigh again and close his eyes. He hear the voice in his head again. The voice of this person who broke the promise. ,,Fu Yao, I will be on your side forever", was the lie that the person told him. He bit his lip. His chest hurt. Every breathe hurt. Fu Yao look at his feet. Slowly he close his eyes again. In this position he remained seated all night. Fu Yao felt the rays of the sun when he opened his eyes again. It was already morning. With his eyes on the ground, he got up carefully. In the kitchen he must help the other to make the dinner for the banquet. ,,Can someone make the Yuebing?" Fu Yao froze briefly. He briefly remembered Nan Feng before walking in silence. "I'll do it", nobody said anything about it. They haven't much time. Fu Yao finish the Yuebing without problems. Each one was uniquely beautiful. They were shaped into a beautiful flower shape. One of the mens eyes going bigger and smile at Fu Yao. ,,They looks so good!! Can I try one?", he ask. Fu Yao nods.  The man looked at Fu Yao with wide eyes as he tried. "It tastes delicious!" Fu Yao roll his eyes. 

,,Of course it's delicious! I made it!" The men laugh. Shortly afterwards everything was ready. The guests were already arriving. Fu Yao took care of the organization afterwards.

Everything went smoothly. Nan Feng stand next to Feng Xin, when they arrived. Fu Yao stand next to Mu Qing and greeted the guest. Nan Feng was looked at Fu Yao, but Fu Yao avoided his gaze. He really doesn't want to see Nan Feng. When he see Nan Feng, his heart hurt. Did he really love that guy so much? When everything was ready and the guests were talking as usual, Fu Yao sneaked away and sighed in relief when he was outside. It was as exciting as every year, but this year he just wanted some peace and quiet. Next year he still has time for this banquet. Today he just wanted some peace and quiet. Fu Yao know that later it will have a big firework, like every year. Maybe he can get some distraction there. Fu Yao saw running across the yard and thought. ,,Fu Yao?", he look up. Cai Yue looked at him. She looked at him with her worried blue eyes. Half of her face is hidden behind her long sleeves. Fu Yao looked to the side. ,,I was looking for you", she said. He roll his eyes.

She approached him cautiously. ,,Did something happen? You seem busy about something." ,,Not important. Why are you here?" She looked at him and smiled than. ,,Will you watch the firework with me later?", she smiled. Fu Yao sigh and rolls with his eyes again. No wonder Nan Feng liked her. She has a heart of gold, was kind and cared for her friends. Nan Feng has to like that kind of guy. A loyal kind person. Instead of a venomous snake like Fu Yao. Who likes to tear mean comment every now and then. ,,Ok." She smiled. ,,Than, see you later", then she go away again. Fu Yao looked watched her petite figure grow smaller and smaller until it completely disappeared. 

 He sigh. Later that evening, Fu Yao went back to the place where Cai Yue had spoken to him. He found her alone. She stood leaning against a tree and looked up at the tree while humming softly to herself. When she saw him she smiled. "Hey Fu Yao" Fu Yao just nodded in greeting and crossed his arms. "It will probably start soon! I already know where a good place is!", She smiled and then pulled him with her. When they got to a grassy area where others had already gathered to take a closer look at the fireworks. The others wanted to see the fireworks better too. The junior officials broke up wildly. The gods have positioned themselves or sat down like that to have the best view. Even the two battle gods Xuan Zhen and Nan Yang have placed themselves in a good place. Even if they stood away from each other, they were quite close by their standards. Cai Yue pulled him to join another person.  With a smile, the person turned to Cai Yue. Then their eyes met. Fu Yao held his breath. 

That someone was none other than Nan Feng.