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A Shoutout to @LolaWVaughan, a coolio poet and author without whom this piece as my second collab wouldn't have been weaved ^^

Hope y'all readers could check out @LolaWVaughan's works ^^ 

a collab between @LolaWVaughan and @soulful_sojourner

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Lost, hands crossed, a blunder in the day.

Sadly, the day for me will be like night.

Gold of sun which falls, will turn to silver dust

vortex spiraling me down, endlessly like relentless ticking clock

shattered, jutted, bent was my soul, grounded noisily like in the mixer

eons back these were the same paths which i thought were my haven and heaven

and now? they are bang out of order!

I thought when I was growing up,

growing tall like Alice,

I thought I'd want to live,

not to think about death.

I thought I'd enjoy falling in love,

because that's what people told me.

Oh gullible, gullible soul!

I never did enjoy the world.

Negative, negative, negative,

That's what they say about me.

I used to hope and want.

What a positive mindset!

But i took a break that killed

there, beyond, in eternity,

my pound will die

the song will remain.

that break into eternity of abyss i dived

the ocean has colours of gray in all size

there's a dark grey and there is a light one

no matter where i explore its all gray

i expected two sides of a coin, but there's only one—

one that corners me to the wall

gaslights me, triumphing in my continuous fall

the meanings everyone saw in each other

were like hieroglyphics to me

and so i concluded them as nothing

there is nothing to explore when i'm constantly thrown off as a ragdoll

on the shore, the tides be nasty and unkempt

luring me to sleep in the deepest trench

time is lost on me, and so was my purpose, and so was my control on little things that i used to know

will these waves continue to rock me to and fro,

turning me upside down like how a puppeteer would play with its puppet?

let the song in

Let it sound when

there will be no me...

But I believe, I truly believe

a day will come—a bright day,

day of joy, day defeated,

poor people's day

the last day of the fight,

day of new life!