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A huge shoutout to @x0x1x2  a coolio author and poet ^^ without whom these verses wouldn't have been constellated 

 also there on insta as 
@awkwardpoet.16 with many ossum poems ^^
Hope y'all could check out @x0x1x2 / @awkwardpoet.16's works ^^
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Funny how I've never cared
If people remember me
If they'll stay or if they leave
If they'll consider me a chapter in their book
Or if I'll just be a page they never looked

I've never cared 
If those I hold close
Consider me a friend or foe
And never once thought
If I'll ever get back an ounce of what I give

If they'll recall my memory with fondness
Or if they wont remember me at all
Will my name be on their tongue
A couple decades from now?

Will they remember
My smile or my tears
My courage or my fear?

Because if i started
looking for all that
with Holmes' magnifying lens
i know that
the only result would be
the paper being scorched like
a black bat under sunlight's glare
but the paper with a hole being none other than me!

i might be that wattpad book with zero
stars or view
i might be that thought in your mind
which you wont value
i might be that random insignificant 
living ghost, 
easily blended into the environment

but i'm never lost 
without a hope
for i chose myself to be lost
with the adventure i elope