Hawks POV:

What a day.... not one but actually the third day in a row. The best healers were looking over Izuku and yet he was not waking up. I even threatened to throw someone out the window earlier today as well. It is just worrying me. Everyone says the child should have woken up but he was still fast alseep. Of course I was watching over the kid all the time. I tried to stay awake as mush as possible but there were just instances where I just simply couldn't hang on and fall alseep. 

This was one of them. When I realized that I had fallen asleep, I immediately bolted up looking around the room first and then at Izuku. He was sitting there looking out of the window. My eyes immediatly went wide and I wanted to sprint at his side but I knew better than to do this. I was so glad that I saw him up, that I felt my eyes starting to get teary. Never would I lie about it...he was so close once again to die. I have seen his lifeless body once. I barely got him to breath back then and now I was about to lose him once again?! He was just a child! He was innocent! No one should go this far. 

Yes it was his right to off himself.... and yes I shouldn't have stopped him since it was his decision but I couldn't help it. I know I am selfish doing this but I believe that he is not a lost case. In my point of view he reminds me of myself and he also reminds me about the times I wanted to give up because no one showed me a way out, something that was worth it, something that was giving me some spark of life..... I wish I had someone..... and now I would be that someone for him. This is something I owed anyone I come across. I had to try, reason and let them experience a bit more... if they then wanted to die.... I guess... they were not someone I could safe.... 

The truth was this simple.

I simply had no rights to say anything to him and his decision. I could just try and get him to think differently and that was something I would do without a second thought.

Me: Izu!

Finally!

He's up!

Thank god!

It wasn't looking too well for him...

Just a bit more left and he would have died.

I hope he won't do this again.... second time... I bet he is only waiting for the third time.

How do I change that?

How can I make him realize that there is so much more to life than what he knows?

That it can be beautiful as welll?

Me: How are you?

Izuku: Good....

Me: Something interesting out there?

Izuku: A bird was just sitting on that windowsill and chirping.

Me: Really? Awww man and I missed it.

For some reason, he seemed a bit more cheerful today. Though it could also be a distraction. One would never know. I had to be careful around him that much was for sure. After all I didn't wanted to trigger any kind of bad memories at all.

Izuku: Yeah.... Did you sleep well? You suddenly woke up as if something is burning or you've been hit by cold water.

Me: Hahahahah, nah! I just don't remember falling alseep which mad eme jump a bit. Don't worry about that.

Izuku: You do look tired.

Me: I can say the same from you.

Izuku: ....

Me: ....

This was definitely the wrong thing to say right now. He looked pale and he looked close to a dead person. Though Izuku wouldn't know that. 

Me: Oh, are you hungry? They said you are not allowed to eat some certain food right away but I can still get you something yummy. 

Izuku: I am fine with anything.

Me: ..... Yeah no, you might not see a difference in food taste but I do.

Izuku: Is it that important?

Me: YES! 

Izuku: ... okay...

Me: I mean, you should enjoy your food. The food here is mediocre. Let me just give someone a quick call and ama get us some good food.

The moment I said it, I was already on the phone calling my secretary at the agency. She knew where to get the best food. Don't know how but she did. Besides I am sure she would undestand if I tell her to get me food over here. She was basically someone who works for the hero commission and for me...well more for me than them because she hates them as much as I do. Hence the siding with a hero created there. We have a bit of a history training together and I trust her. She would also understand Izuku when she hears his story..... she tends to be a bit.... unusual.... but hey, that was not an issue especially if I just tell her to get me food. For now she doesn't have to know about him at all.