Hazel, my dear Hazel.

God knows how difficult today was for me. I finally made my mind to clean your apartment. Mum told me that it will be difficult at times but it will be worth it. I don't see why would it be worth of my difficulty. In fact, I don't understand anything right now.

I really want you by my side now. Although writing these letters is almost as real as talking to you in person but still it misses something important.

Want to know how I did today? Holding my tears. Yes, Hazel. I held my tears for the longest time today but the last moment broke me all over again. I had found your clip. The same clip which you used to wear. The same clip you told me about. The same clip that started our story.

Upon seeing the clip, I literally felt my heart shatter. I wanted so bad to shatter the clip too but my heart was not allowing it.

So, I will keep it with me all my life. And I'll bring it to you on the day I die.

-Jayden