My Hazel,

I wish there was some magic so that I could bring you back. I wish you were right beside me and not reading my letters anonymously. I just woke up from my sleep and I dreamt of you ― of our memories. That one time we went to the beach? That guy informed you about how you looked like his dead fiance? Well, I feel that guy now. I felt the same when I met Juliana. 

The ring I bought for your proposal was in my drawer when Juliana saw it. But she thought it was for her and asked me if Im going to propose to her. Of course, I'm planning to propose to her the next month. Ive already talked to my mom and her mom. They both agree and they want us to get married soon. 

Before last week, I've always ever dreamt of us getting married. But Juliana added herself to that dream. She made me feel like myself which felt so difficult before. I know you want me to be happy, I just know it. 

I want to spend the rest of my life with Juliana and I'm planning to propose her. I just need your blessing and support, Hazel. 

Please never forget, I will love you forever. 

-Jayden.