Dear Hazel,

I really do hope heaven is treating you well. Not that I don't have trust in God and heaven, but you're very special to me.

Everything tells a story today. Your gravestone in front of me told me you are no longer alive. My tears told me that your departure from this Earth isn't worth crying. Empethic smiles of my mother tells me that maybe your departure was what good for us. Elena's confusion filled frown tells me that hiding the truth from her will not be good for grown up Elena. Christian showing himself tough tells me that he's still affected just like I am.

Hazel, your departure from life has broken all of us a bit from inside but brought us all together emotionally. And I know you'd want us to be happy without you but the truth is everybody and everything reminds me of you. Even the girl I met at the farmer's market. How can one escape from past when it's all around you?

I miss you so damn much, babe. And I want you to know that I loved you with everything I had.

Yours,
Jayden.