30 | when his world falls

It's been a few months, not too long, after what happened. Jaehyun's been pretty hands-on taking care of his aunt while she recovers in their apartment. He and Taeyong haven't had a proper time together but the boy understands that, both of them does. Taeyong's busy with college and work anyway but he would find time to take a visit sometimes. The hardest part was when Jaehyun's going to therapy and needs to complete a schedule, but Taeyong would always do something about it.


Now that his aunt's well and her cast has been removed, they decided to throw a small party for it. Taeyong was the one who thought about it. Well, it'll be just the three of them, unless his mother would join them.


After Taeyong got out of work, he went to a store to buy a small cake. He was excited. He could finally spend some time with Jaehyun a little more longer. He took the taxi towards the apartment with the small package with him. It didn't take too long until he arrived. He went towards the door and knocked on it.

Opening it, Taeyong felt his heart flutter as always when seeing him.

"Hey, bud," Taeyong greeted.

Jaehyun smiled, his dimples showing, "It's great to see you again."

The boy chuckled before he leaned and place a quick peck on his lips. He walked in and saw the aunt cooking who finally saw him which made her to leave the food she's cooking.

"Taeyong, great seeing you!" she greeted and hugged the boy.

"This is for you, auntie," Taeyong uttered and gave the cake to her.

"You didn't have to...Wait, are your parents coming over?"

The boy hummed, "Well, she texted me a while ago and said she'll catch up."

"Alright, you can sit down while I finish up."

Taeyong nodded and flopped down the couch. Jaehyun followed with his arm around the boy's broad shoulders lightly. The boy noticed how long the man's hair was which made him to comb it back, seeing how fluffy his hair is.

"We need to get you a haircut," the boy uttered.

The man looked straight at him, humming, "Does it look ugly?"

"No...On second thought, maybe you shouldn't. I kind of like having your hair in this kind of length," Taeyong chuckled, "Let's color it."


"I don't think I'll let you, bud."

"Blonde should look good on you."


Jaehyun combed his hair back, "That's for next time, please."


The boy frowned and crossed his arms but he only received a peck. Then someone knocked on the door, most likely it's Taeyong's mother, which made Jaehyun to stand to open it for her. Taeyong wasn't mad, he was just playing and kind of liked how Jaehyun just resorted on kissing him.





After, Taeyong and Jaehyun spent their time inside the man's bedroom. Those months they've been away, the boy just noticed how much his lover changed in terms of physical and how he acts. He figured that maybe Jaehyun built a hobby. Just seeing him again, Taeyong just noticed how his feelings for Jaehyun was deeper.

He figured how Jaehyun feels.

"How's work?" the man asked, sitting on his bed and leaning his back against the headboard.

The boy shrugged and went to sit beside the man, "Just the same. I'm pretty bummed about the requirements. How about you? How are you?"

"I feel really good now that you're here."

Taeyong went quiet, grabbing Jaehyun's hand to fidget, "I miss you."

Jaehyun leaned his forehead against his lover's shoulder, "I did too...Both of us been kicking our asses."

The boy laughed, "Yeah, but I guess we're good now. Though I still need to prepare my requirements."

Then the atmosphere became quiet, leaving a room for Jaehyun to come up for a topic. Something he's been thinking about.


"Are you...sick of waiting for me?"


Right, they aren't still a thing. Jaehyun wants to be in a stable relationship with Taeyong. He still thinks that he's not good to be Taeyong's partner. It's been a few moments that they've been holding up and the man felt guilty that he's keeping the boy away from happiness. He wants to see the boy smile, be happy. Now thinking that maybe Taeyong's losing patience, he's scared about losing him.


Taeyong looked at him. The man felt butterflies filling up his stomach upon seeing the boy's smile and big, adorable doe eyes.

"Why did you think about that?" the boy asked.

The man sighed and shrugged, "I...I just feel guilty for putting us on-hold. I badly want to be with you but I want to be good enough for you."

Jaehyun felt hands cupping his jaw, thumbs softly rubbing his cheeks. It hurts Taeyong to think that the man thinks so lowly of himself when he shouldn't be. The boy let his forehead lean against the man's. He adoringly looked back at his lover.


"You're my rest, my home, Jaehyun. I would never get sick of you. I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes. I can't give up, now that I found you."


Being the emotional person he is, Jaehyun teared up. He didn't want to cry so he held the tears in. Taeyong chuckled at him.

"P-Please...wait a little longer. I want to be good for you, I want to be worth being with," the man uttered.


"Oh, bud. You're already good enough for me."


Jaehyun sniffled, "I promise to do better...I want to be better."


Taeyong hugged him around the neck.

"I'll support you."

The man hugged back, tightly, burying his face on the crook of the boy's neck. He never felt this much happiness and he's happy he found someone who could make him feel like this.

"I love you, Taeyong."

Both of them never wished something more than this. They just need each other.


"When your world falls, I'll always be there to catch you, Jaehyun."




THE END




A/N: this is the end ;;

IT SEEMS NOT BUT YEAH, IT IS

THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING AND READING THIS

really,, i don't know what i wrote, i feel like i could've done better but yknow, here it is (the result of my braincells' hardwork) it is what it is...bUT i'm not sad

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