I'm a bitch to everyone
Why won't I go die?
Because I'm scared and
Don't want them to find
Out that I am sad,
Broken,
Mad,
Horrid

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They could check my wrists
They could read my face
But they'll never get the way
I feel inside
How much I want to take these scissors
And just die

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"You're so brave
For getting through it"
If I was brave
I would be dead

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No matter how many times
No matter how sweet the words
No matter how many lives
I will be a horror

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The world hates you
Because your boyfriend dumped you?
No, honey,
The world hates me
Because I should lose a few
Lives

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Fat,
Ugly,
Bitch,
Whore,
You can call me what you want
It will never amount to what's
In my head
And in my thoughts

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I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry for my life
I'm sorry for trying to be
Friendly and kind

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You can bend me
Break me
Tear me
Fray me
But I'm not afraid
I'm already crazy

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My mind is my rise
And also my downfall
My thoughts are my tide
And also my death toll

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I'm okay!
Lies
I'm happy!
Lies
You're awesome!
Truth
I rule :D
Lies
I don't hate myself
Lies
I promise to never post a depressing chapter again
Lies