Kong's again wakes up with a jolt . It's been a month now since Arthit went missing..his nightmares are always same.. he is running away from Arthit, .. Arthit calling his name .. and when he turns back the beach is empty and dark ...

Kong has to join back work from next week. He will have to go and meet Em and face Earth. Phana still hasn't come back from the island. He is still continuing his search .. Kong calls him everyday to hear any news.. but always his heart breaks a little more and his nightmares get longer and darker . ..

He is still under medication.. he can't sleep without them.. Arthits good bye letter to Phana was the declaration of  his love for Kong ..Kong reads and rereads it everyday.. he understands he is Arthit s sky..Phana was his past.. Arthit has shown him countless of time how much Kong means to him .. but Kong needed spoken words , reassurance..

Kongs major fault was that he  forgot it's Arthit.. he doesn't say things which are very obvious.. obviously Kong is his boyfriend, obviously he is committed to him, obviously he likes him.. he has submitted his mind body and soul to Kong.. without questioning anything but Kong couldn't even trust him..he left him at the first sign of trouble .. what kind of man is he?? Now he has lost Arthit forever..?? He refuses to believe it.

He wants to go back one last time to the island.. he wants to again search everywhere for his oon..his warmth..He will face Em and Earth..he has made up his mind..

He wanted to go back early but his family was very adamant..he was in a very bad state when they have found him .. so Kong had to stay back with them until he could give joining work as an excuse to go back to the island again,  in secret this time. He is determined to find his sun..

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Kong knocks on the door. It's weekend early morning.. they both should be home..

" Kong ,!! What are you doing here..Em can't help but stare at his best friend. He has been keeping in touch with him through phone at his office and outside house..he just can't abandon  Kong..when he knows he is hurting too and blaming himself for what happened..

"  I wanted to speak to both of you"

" Kong I don't think that's a good idea.. Earth..he is .. you know right."..Em hesitates to speak ...

" Em I have to apologise to him in person.. "

" Who is it Em at the door so early?" Earth arrives suddenly behind them.. he has become a very light sleeper too..he just can't be alone on the bed..

" Earth.. may I come in."

Earth can see Kong has lost so much weight just like him ,with visible dark circles..he right away knows,  there is no way he can  blame this man who is self destructing himself. He has heard from Em about Kong undergoing treatment for anxiety and insomnia ..

" Come in Kong, why are you standing at the door anyways, did Em punch you ..?" Earth jokes to make the air light..Em gives Earth's arms a grateful squeeze, Earth gives a peck to Em's cheek.

Kong cannot look at the , oh so familiar scene, sudden tears prick his eyes remembering the certain someone..

Em realizes it immediately..he suddenly embraces Kong in a tight hug..it's like a flood gate gets broken for kong..all the repressed emotion ,guilt , pain surfaces for him.. he just can't stop the barrage of tears anymore..

Earth embraces both of them together and starts crying himself.. his whole heart wished Arthit was here to witness that he is loved and missed so much...

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Arthit wakes up .. he can hear Phana in the next room. He can hear moans and groans and body slapping together.. Phanas todays companion is again too loud.has to be ...Phana is not a gentle lover he likes it rough ...Phana is cursing too.. Phana suddenly shouts out his name..

Arthit is beyond appalled, Phana is having sex and climaxing with his name on his lips with someone else..

Each night Phana has a new companion..was it same even when they were  together before break up?  ..Arthit curses himself to not to see through Phanas treachery..

He has stopped taking the sedatives Phana gives him . He just pretends to sleep..when Phana comes back and snuggles to him and says _ " I love you " and kisses him ..he just wants to forget his touch...

.. he hears everything even the phone call Phana does to Kongpob everyday,  feeding him lies..

But his leg is broken and he even injured his spine .. he cannot move without servants help and a wheel chair.. Phana takes care of him well. But when he starts touching him,  Arthits whole skin crawls. Thankfully, due to his injury Phana doesn't do much , just kiss him and sometimes fondle him ... Thinking he is sleeping..

But Arthit is healing, he knows Phana will not let go of him this time. Arthit wants to call kongpob , speak to him, apologize and explain to him everything that has happened .. he wants to call Earth to tell that he is ok..he is alive..

He dreams everyday of Kong and him kissing in the sunset,  when the sun touches the sea and slowly melts into the sky .. he just wants the dream to fulfill soon before Phana destroys everything..he is a river in flood..flooded by wrong placed notion of love .... Arthit is in danger...he needs to call Kong  soon. ..

A/n ::: 💜💜💜💜💜I will try to update as much as possible today whenever I get time.. I will be off to vacation soon..so no update then ..only family time..I may only reply back to your comments.. I just love them..they give me new perspective about my characters and my writing..so please please leave many many comments..💜💜💜💜💜vote and share 🥰🥰🥰🥰