I woke up quite early today it had been like that for few days now..... I sleep late but wake up early..... Sleep doesn't calm me anymore like it used to do... may be that's why I don't like sleeping either..... I got out of the bed and then went to the washroom got ready and came out it was still 5:30 in the morning.... Rads was still asleep I thought of taking a walk and went out of our suite I hadn't visited the garden of the resort till now.... Bhai had already told me that it was beautiful..... So I thought of going there and checking out those plants the garden was at the back of the hotel.... It was indeed beautiful..... Flowers of every colour..... They have this calming effect on me but somehow it seemed reduced this time may be due to the turmoil that my life is being dragged into I have no happy thoughts remaining in me to remember... I was walking in between the flowers....when I heard someone calling my name....
"Avu...." I turned to look at the person it was Rey.....
"Rey.... Come..." I said he came near me
"You here that too this early in the morning...." He asked...
"Ya got up early.... Bhai had told me that the garden in the back was beautiful so thought of coming and checking out.... But you..."
"Oh.. nothing I was just out for jogging and saw you coming here so I came...." He said...
"Okay.... You continue " I said...
"Ya but I think jogging can be avoided for today may be I should go on a walk with you..." He said...
"No... Rey it's fine you continue..." I said ..
"Come on Yaar Avu.... It's just a walk...." He said I smiled at him....
"Okay fine.... But don't blame me when you are not fit anymore... And girls don't run after you..." I said he laughed...
"If girls had been the reason for me being fit then I would have stopped being fit long ago..."
"Kyun..." I asked...
"See I have been fit all my life but never got the attention of the one girl that I wanted the most so staying fit is not working for me I guess...." He said looking at me I knew he was talking about me....
"May be because she thinks that you guys are really great friends and doesn't want to spoil it..." I said...
"And may be she is wrong..." He replied...
"Rey...." I said giving him a stop it look...
"Okay okay fine I will not flirt don't gimme that look.... So say you doing fine??...." He asked..
"Ya.... " I said... obviously lied...
"Good.... I was really worried when sidharth said all those things.." he said... I just nodded...
"Avneet I just wanna say you something can we sit and talk...." He said pointing towards a bench.... I nodded at him we
both went and sat on it....
"Avneet.... You are a great girl I mean any guy would've been lucky to have you in his life you are everything that anyone dreams of so please don't go back to that no love zone again just because a stupid guy thought that it would be fun to play with your feelings.... Please..." He said...
"Thank you Rey.... And yes I know he did hurt me a lot and I may never be able to forgive him but yes I will always be in debt with him for making me realise what love is.... And yes don't worry....I am not going back to your so called 'no love zone'..." I said smiling.... He smiled back and said...
"Good...."
"Ok so now if your talk is over can I go back to my room Rads would be awake by now.... And would be searching for me..." I said...
"Avneet I wanna say one more thing..." He said looking into my eyes....
"Ya tell..." I said then he came and sat close to me and held my hand something in my brain told me that this was not a good feeling... But why was I getting this feeling ..... he is just holding my hand why am I feeling uncomfortable..... He looked into my eyes... And said...
"Avu you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life you make me go through feelings that I have never experienced with any other girl I don't know when those feelings started for you but yes I can say that I don't remember a time I didn't have them for you.... I know you think that this may spoil out friendship and believe me I don't want that at all but atleast gimme a chance may be you are wrong may be we are meant to be together... We are not always right you saw it yourself Sid was never right for you may be I am...." He said and moved closer towards me we were just inches apart and our lips were just about to meet but it didn't feel okay to me I don't know why whatever Rey was saying was correct may be he is someone I can be with but it didn't feel right something was stopping me to be with him and I don't know what it was.... He was coming more closer my heart was beating and suddenly I heard a voice in my head shouting at the top of his voice....
"Because I LOVE YOU.... damnit..."
"Stop Rey..." I said when he was just about to kiss me... And luckily he stopped.... And looked at me I removed my hands from his and said...
"Rey..... I know you like me and may be you are right about us but this is not the right time..... I have just gone through a lot lately and whatever I had with........ Him it was special for me I am just trying to move on right now I don't think this would be right..." I said to him in the most kindest way I could..... I can't just reject away a guy who is just trying to be nice with me.....I can't break anyone's heart after I know how it feels....
"Okay whatever you say..... Just remember that I am always there for you..." He said I nodded
"I should probably go now......" I said and he nodded.... I got up from there and went inside the resort.... I was walking along the corridor...... And thinking about what happened..... Why did all these thing felt weird and..... Why did I hear that voice that was Sid's voice when he had said I love you to me for the first time why did I hear that and why did I feel like I was cheating on him when he can have the guts to break up with me and be with another girl the very next day why am I not being able to move on Rey is such a nice guy and he genuinely cares for me.... Why couldn't I accept him why the hell is it difficult for me when it was so easy for you Sidharth.... Why....
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I was sitting near my window looking at the garden that was at the back of the resort it was exactly Infront of my window I have been doing it for few days now this garden somehow makes me feel connected to my Avu I always wondered whether she knew about this garden or not.... The first moment I had seen the garden after entering into this room I had thought of taking her there and may be have a date there but then who knew things are gonna take such an ugly turn but still looking at it makes me imagine her smile that she would have given when she would have seen these flowers.. and that brings a smile on my face the only moment in the day where I smile and it's for her but today I saw her in the garden may be it was the first time she came there and was caressing the flowers and as I had guessed was giving one of her pretty smiles but don't know why it didn't reach her eyes may be I am not the person to think about this because I am the reason she doesn't smile anymore but still even that faint pretty smile of her made my day I was looking at her kissing the flowers then caressing them...... Then I saw her turning back and saw Reyansh coming there what is this swine doing here I couldn't hear what they were talking but I don't need to hear he must be trying to make her his..... I saw them walking around the garden for a while but atlast they sat on a bench at first Reyansh was talking about something then moved closer to her and held her hand my blood boiled like hell.... That hand is meant for me you bloody swine how dare he touch her how dare he even go near her...... I felt like jumping from the window and then go and punch him..... But my hands are tied... But why is Avu not objecting why isn't she moving from there why is she listening to him..... I saw him moving closer to her is he trying to propose I could see him moving closer fuck.... How dare he..... that swine wants to kiss my Avu..... I will kill him..... Why is god doing this to me ??why is Avu not reacting like she should ??was Rey really right to tell that he can break us??..... Is Avu really falling for him??.... No no this not true.... She loves me... But then why isn't she..... I saw them coming closer I couldn't see it anymore I turned and slammed the window and put away the curtains... They kissed she kissed him.... How can this happen how can she do it to me..... She said she loved me was our love so weak..... I know I hurt you Avneet but what do I do it's all because of that bastard.....
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah......... Reyansh Khanna I am going to kill you..." I screamed at the top of my voice... I felt like my veins are gonna burst out I broke everything in that room I will kill that Rey how dare he touch her.... I came out of the room and was going out to his room when I saw her coming..... Both of us shared an eyelock she ignored me and was about to leave past me but I held her hand
"Now you don't even have time to talk to me " I said... enraged
"T...T..There is nothing to t...t...talk" she said still facing the opposite side...."
"Why...got someone new " I said I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes... She turned towards me after hearing my words and looked shocked..... Yet she smiled and said...
"Yes.... y...y...you got someone n...new" she said I could see the tears in her eyes..
"I know but look at you even you got someone so I guess we are equal now..." I said with sarcasm....
"What.....??" She asked confused...
"You don't need to act Avneet I saw you and Rey kissing..." I said to her..... a drop of tear trickled down her cheeks.... She wiped it and said... Please say you didn't Avu please....
"Ya.... I s..s..shouldn't act yes I got someone n...new..... Now please leave my hand..... Because as f...far as I could remember you no l..longer have the r..right to touch me...." She said with rage in her eyes.... it killed me to hear those words... my blood was boiling again it made me mad I don't know what went inside me I pulled her towards me... She was struggling to get away from me.... I dragged her near a wall and caged her between my arms..... we were just inches apart so close that she couldnt even struggle anymore
I was enraged like hell her closeness usually brought me peace but now all this made me realise that I don't have her and that feeling was killing me I needed to do something to drive away that feeling she tried to move her hands but I tangled them with mine and didn't let her move ..
"Don't even dare to say that I don't have any right over you" I said and kissed her I don't know what that kiss meant my love for her my anger on Rey or my sadness that I can't have but I was lost in the moment it felt like I got my breath back and didn't want to leave it again....
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"You don't need to act Avneet I saw you and Rey kissing..." He said...... He thinks I kissed Rey but why does this bothers me he can think whatever he wants I don't care....
But why do I feel bad to know that he thinks I will move on from him so fast..... Did he really think my love for him was so weak..... If he thinks so then let it be....I wiped my tears and said...
"Ya.... I s..s..shouldn't act yes I got someone n...new..... Now please leave my hand..... Because as f...far as I could remember you no l..longer have the r..right to touch me...." I said I could see the rage in his eyes.. the next thing I knew he pulled me towards him and dragged me to the nearest wall and I was caged in between his arms.... I struggled a lot but nothing happened may be because I didn't want it to happen why the fuck I was happy when he was close to me why the hell this feels nice and calming when I know he doesn't love me..... I could see the tears brimming in his eyes and after a second his lips were on mine I didn't knew what that kiss meant for him but I felt like it was his way of saying to me that he still has rights on me but he doesn't have it I kept telling myself.... But at that moment it felt right it was like I wanted him to have that right over me..... he broke my heart but why couldn't I stop him when I was able to do it with Rey why is my heart happy....... I couldn't control anymore I responded back to his forced kiss..... Surprisingly it calmed the rage inside me..... But why.... Why am I so vulnerable to him why.... Finally when we stopped he spoke...
"This is the right I have over you..... You can't even resist kissing me Avneet...." He said it enraged me like hell but he was right I could say no to a guy who genuinely loves me but here I am..... couldn't even resist this asshole who broke my heart to be with someone else.... The anger boiled inside me what does he think of himself this time you are not getting away doing whatever you can Sidharth Nigam.... I pushed him away and slapped him.... held his collar...
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF....." I screamed at him
"Whenever you like you come to me whenever you like you say you love me whenever you like you say you Don't whenever you like you say that you love someone else and then again come here KISS me and say you have right over me...." I left his collar tears were still lining out of my eyes....
"I AM NOT FOOLISH ENOUGH TO FALL INTO YOUR TRAP ALWAYS so fucking stay away from me....." I said and was about to leave from there but then something inside me told me to do the thing I did next I turned towards him and said...
"You know whatever we had few days ago may have meant nothing to you but it meant a lot to me so UNLIKE YOU I CANT MOVE ON THE VERY NEXT DAY........ I never kissed Rey I stopped him because I am not you........ " I said and went from there tears still pouring out of my eyes..... Why did he need to do this to me he knows it is difficult for me still he is doing all this how am I supposed to forget him and move on when he kisses me whenever he wants.... No Avneet don't let him get into your heart again he is not right he doesn't have any rights on me..... However times I tell this to my brain why do I feel connected to him why does he have that power over me.... Why couldn't I stop myself from kissing him I need to get him out of my life and my head.....
I cleared my head and entered into my room Rads was awake by now....
"Oh thank god.... Where were you ??" She asked...
"Nothing just went to the garden.... I woke up early..." I said
"Oh... Wanna order breakfast or wanna go down.."
"We should go down I don't want people coming here and pacifying me " I said she smiled at me...
"Did anything happen Avu...??" She asked...
"Nothing.... Why??" She asked...
"No you just looked stressed..."
"Woh.... Actually Rey kind of proposed me..." I said...
"Oh..... So did you??"
"No..... I don't think I am ready for it..."
"Okay..." She said...
"Did I do right...." I asked her...
"Matlab.." she asked...
"I mean was it correct to say no to him.... I mean I am single now he is someone I know very well he understands me and I can trust him too..... Did I do right to say No to him because I am not over a guy who didn't even love me " I asked...
Rads came near me sat beside gave me a side hug and said...
"Inspite of all this logical points you gave right now why did you say No to him??" She asked.
"Because... Because... I couldn't agree on it myself...." I said...
"Exactly..... I know due to current events you must be thinking right now that you are one of the stupidest girl on earth to have fallen in love with Sid but it's not true Avu.... You aren't we all make mistakes and you did too that doesn't mean everytime your heart says something to you it is wrong..... I am not saying Rey isn't the one for you... he may be but may be this isn't the time..... You are not wrong to think like that..." She said....
"You know no one understands me like you do...." I said...
"I know.... That's why I am your best friend..."
"Ok best friend chale niche.." she nodded and we went down I didn't tell her anything about what happened between me and him I didn't had the guts to I need to forget about him that would be good for everybody...
We reached the dining area the whole family was again sitting on the same table we were about to go get our plates when Bhai came to us...
"I was just going to call you both.... Papa and uncle wanted to talk to everyone...." Bhai said...
"About what...??" Rads asked..
"About the wedding I guess..." Bhai replied....
"Ok Bhai we will get our food and come to the table..." I said and we did so.... After everyone was done... Popsy spoke...
"So guys vacation time is over.... We have thought of starting with the cocktail party tomorrow itself to celebrate the reunion..." He said and everyone clapped....
"So everyone buckle up after this is over all other functions are gonna start one by one..." Vivek uncle said...
"But dad tomorrow itself..." Bhabhi asked...
"Ya beta.... Actually I thought for everyone to enjoy the functions it should be one day for each function for that we need start tomorrow..... Don't worry everything is already arranged you guys just need to dress in black..." Uncle replied...
"So black is the theme..." Bhai asked...
"Yes.... " He replied...
Finally the functions start it would be lot easier to ignore him now.... He will get busy with stuff and I will get time to get over him.....
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"The party is the correct time to reveal about that rascal...." Sam said...
"Ya I know.... But we need to talk to both Tanya and Rey before doing it..." I said...
Sam nodded....he took his phone and called Rey..
"Meet me and Sid at your room call Tanya too..." He said and cut it...
"They will be coming in a minute let's go..." Sam said...
I nodded and within a minute... We both reached at his room and Tanya was already their..
"Here comes my favourite boys..." Rey said smiling at us...
"Shut the fuck up Rey..." Sam said...
"Easy easy tiger.... I was just making some peaceful moments with you guys so I could remember you by.... after we all part ways..."
"That is something you should have said first then you know the thought of you not being in our lives is very peaceful itself..."I said...
"Ya obviously and damn you are right your life is gonna be so peaceful without me.... Jai.... The Aroras..... The Singhs.... And obviously without Avneet..." He said smiling wickedly at me...
"Give some rest to your shekhchilli dreams Reyansh Khanna you are forgetting that Avu is in the same college as we are.."
"No no Sam I am not forgetting that at all but do you really think she is gonna be in same college as you guys after your dear brother broke her heart so pathetically and even after that spoiled her brother's image in the society... I don't think so... But don't worry DENMARK has quite some good business schools... I am sure she could enjoy a break.... Even RADS can join her I am sure many of my friends will find her attractive.." he said looking at Sam...Sam Looked at him like he is gonna kill him and caught his collar to give him a punch....
"How fucking dare you take her name... You swine..." He was about to punch him....
"Sam... Sam... Leave him we don't need to listen his freaking bullshit... He is just trying to get into your head..." I said and Sam left him....
"Now you listen you fucking swine... Time will tell what Avu will do we are not the one to decide so get your shit clear.... As for now we did whatever you said I broke up with Avu... And even got together with Samaira... now do what you promised..."
"Ya sure Sid... Sure...." He went near Tanya...and said...
"My dear sister you are officially allowed to tell everyone whatever deeds you did with Jai Bhai I am not going to interfere in it... Do whatever these guys tell you..." He said pointing towards us...
"Tanya can we go outside and talk..." Sam asked her... She nodded.... We came out and went to her room to talk...
"Guys I am really sorry.... You guys have to go through a lot just because I didn't have the guts to go against Rey..." She said to us...
"It's okay Tanya... You are doing it for your family we understand..." I said to her...
"Still I am so sorry for all this Sid.... " She said...
"It's okay Tanya... We just wanted to ask you are you okay with revealing Jai's true face in the party tomorrow.... But yes if you want we can do it privately too but party would be more suitable as Jai may try to not accept his mistake Infront of the family and may get away with it but he will not do it Infront of others... And everyone would at once know what happened so that Di doesn't have to go through the embarrassment of people asking why her wedding was called off.... " I asked...
"Okay Sid that is the least I could do for Shanaya.... I am fine with it..." She said
"Okay... We will do it tomorrow then..." Sam said.... Then Tanya went back finally everything is gonna be revealed tomorrow just hope everything goes right...
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It had been almost half an hour Tanya Di had gone and finally she entered into my room again...
"How did the drama go this time..." I asked her she smiled and said...
"Quite well.... Both of them are planning to reveal everything tomorrow at the party..." She said...
"Good..... So tomorrow is the day the Nigams destroy themselves.... Well done partner..."
"Same to you.....You really made Sid's life miserable you know... ." She said...
"Awww.... Thank you for the compliment Di.... You are such a great sister..." I said and we both laughed...
"Okay I will be leaving now got to practice my crying for tomorrow too.. need to convince everyone how Jai used me... " She said wiping off her eyes...
"Ya sure ma'am..." I said and she went from there finally my plan is gonna work tomorrow Avneet will be separated from Sidharth forever everything dear to Sidharth will be snatched away from him you are ruined Sidharth Nigam and the best part is I am the reason for it.... But you so deserve it.... After a few a hours there was a knock on my door who would it be I opened it to find Samaira Raisingh standing Infront of my door...
"Hello there.... Samaira Raisingh on my doorstep must be something important..." I said...
"Ya.... Very important actually.... Can I come in..." She said smiling at me...
"Sure come in please...." I said what does she need from me now...
"So..... What is the reason for your visit..." I asked.
"Nothing.... Just wanted to meet the brains behind the fiasco that separated the inseparables Sidharth and Avneet..." She said...
"Oh.... So Sidharth told you everything...." I said...
"Ya he did... He is too noble to trick a girl by lieing to her that he is in love with her so he told me everything so I dont build my dreams..." She said...
"So bad that noble people have to go through this..." I said in a sarcastic tone...
"Yes but it's for a greater good you know both Sidharth and Avneet are naive and noble they need cunning people like us... Not each other..." She said...
"Exactly finally someone of my intellectual level..." I said...
"Thank you " she said.
"For the compliment...." I asked...
"No.... For doing what you did... You Don't even have an idea what miracle you made possible... "
" Wow... Samaira Raisingh saying thank you.... Impressive... and people say that you are arrogant..." I said...
"They are right.. but I appreciate intelligence specially when it benefits me... So that's why..."
"Good you are welcome..." I said...
"Fine I will be leaving then..." She said and was about to leave but then turned around and said...
"Oh yes I forgot.... Thank your sister too on my behalf...... Afterall it was her lie that made it all possible "she said... I was shocked like hell... How did she know that Di was lieing....
"How did.... "
"How did I know....?? Right... " She said...
"Let's just say.... I have my resources... Why don't we meet for drinks tonight.... I may give some suggestions..." She said...
"What suggestions..??" I asked..
"Let's just say your plan has some loopholes in it.... I am just trying to fix it..." She said and went from there...
I was eagerly waiting for evening we were meeting at the bar inside the resort I really wanted to know what she had to say I was sure even if she knew she is not gonna say anything to Sid and Sam because after me she is the one who wants them separated the most......
Finally the time came and I was waiting for her in the bar she came and sat near me....
"Two shots please..." She said to the bar tender.... As soon as she entered...
"So what did you wanna talk..." I asked...
"About your plan actually..." She said smiling at me....
"First tell me how did you know about Tanya lieing " I asked...
"Oh that.... It was quite easy... you know you don't sweet talk with a guy who got you pregnant and left you.... I had seen her body language towards Jai Bhai ...and then you both were talking about the plan too loudly yesterday.... That is how I got to know about all this..." She said...
"Okay.... So what do you wanna say then..." I asked...
"Just one thing.... The plan isn't safe for both of us.... It only works greatly for your sister..." She said
"And may I know why??" I asked
"Can't you see it..... Once the truth is out even if everyone believes Tanya and blames Jai and get them married...... what are we gonna get out of all this.... Avu and Jai know the truth and believe me I know Avu she is gonna work her ass off to prove that her brother was right.... After that Sidharth and her will get there happy ending and what are we gonna do anyone getting anything from this is your sister she would be married to Jai by then and obviously Jai being the gentleman that he is will never leave her even after knowing about this.... But Sidharth and Avneet are not gonna get married to us.... They will leave us the very second they come to know about the truth..." She said...
"Wow.... You are more intelligent than I thought......" I said with a smile...
"Thank you.... But I wish I could say the same thing about you..." She replied...
"You may say it after a few minutes..." I said...
"And why is that so...??" She asked...
"Because the plan you are talking about was never the real plan..."
"What..... So what is the real plan..." She asked...
"It's something that will take away everything precious to Sidharth Nigam away from him not just Avneet..." I said...
"Matlab..." She asked...
"Tanya is just a pawn I am using.... Not the queen.... Tomorrow when sidharth reveals the lies that Tanya have stuffed into his head and Tanya would be supporting him I would interfere and tell everyone the real truth going against my own sister as she is wrong this time I will save Jai's reputation and his wedding..... Saying that Sid wanted to spoil it because he doesn't feel that Jai is right for his Di because both Avu and Jai are brainwashing Shanaya against him this will make me the hero and him the villian that Avu will never ever want to see.... Ok am sure Sid will try telling everyone that I blackmailed him to do all this but then no one is gonna believe him after hearing what he did with Avu I will just say that he is blaming me now as I am saying the truth and his plan of defaming Jai failed... Then two things are gonna happen either Shanaya breaks all her ties with Sidharth or the whole family does this.... I will snatch away both the strong pillars of his life...." I said...
"Wow... I must say even I hate Avneet a lot for taking away Sid from me but your hatred for him is something I have never seen " she said...
"Don't feel bad.... About the love of your life this is when you come into play and be the girl who supported him all the while... After all this Avneet is surely gonna be truly indebted towards me and will never reject me in future and will hate Sid more than anything in her life...."
"Does Tanya know about all this.." she asked...
"No she is dreaming of becoming the Arora bride.... Till it gets shattered tomorrow..."
"I always thought I will never have to say this to somebody... You are mean like hell..... And I kind of like it about you..." She said...
"Hold your horses.... Don't shift your attention towards me bechare Sid ki tum akhri support system ho I don't wanna snatch that away from him..." I said she laughed...
"Don't worry about that.... No guy in this world can distract me from Sid..."
"Good for me because I would need you with him..." I said...
"Why..??"
"A spy you know I need to know what he is planning to prove his innocence to Avu... After all this drama takes place I will make sure they never meet again but still I can't take him for granted..." I said...
"Done.... " She said putting forward her hand...
"Deal..." I said and we shaked hands...
You are so gone SIDHARTH NIGAM....

SO HERE GOES CHAPTER 43
Big troubles for Sidharth... Samaira and Rey have combined there powers now god knows what is gonna happen ( I also know...😉) How did you guys feel about sidneet hate kiss.... cmnt your views...
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