So i made this chapter long and it's one of my favorite chapters. I have to say that I'm going on a trip and i won't be able to post until next week but that's why i have given you the best chapter ever. I hope you enjoy it :D ♥

I walked towards J.D’s locker. It was Friday and I wanted to go to the bar to see what Jake was up, too. J.D avoided this talk as much as I avoided the other talk. We are a mess I tell you.

Suddenly and arm pulled me back. I almost screamed when I saw it was Johnny.

“Don’t do that.”

“Do what?” He obviously didn’t know he scared me.

“What’s up?” I asked still hoping in one place because I was in a hurry.

“It’s about tonight.”

I stopped the hoping immediately.

“We have a problem.”

I raised a brow.

“What’s the problem?”

“Kayla and Angie.”

“Don’t worry they won’t get involved.”

“That’s the problem. They want to get involved.”

“What?” I asked in panic. “How did they found out about this?”

“J.D told me the moment Angie walked in. She pretended she didn’t know anything, but now she tells me she wants in.”

“No way.”

“That’s what I said but they said they’ll go no matter what.”

“I can’t risk with them.”

“Do you think I want to put her in danger? I already saw J.D’s face when he mentioned you wanted to go. He is worried.”

“But I was the one who found out the secret and I need to come and they…they are my friends! If anything happens to them…”

“We won’t let that happened that’s why I need you to convince them.”

“Angie is stubborn as me but I have to try.”

I decided it was more important to find Angie and Kayla and talk to them. They shouldn’t be involved…But they are too hot headed and now that they know about everything no way they’ll want to be left behind.

The classes were already starting and there was no sign of them. I phoned both of them but I was ignored.

When break time finally came I tried to find them again. I found them arguing with the boys. At least they tried to put some sense into them.

“Angie, Kayla what are you doing?” I yelled. “There is no way you are coming.”

“Why not? You are all going!”

“I know you two are worried about Johnny and Chris but…”

Angie cut me off.  “We’re not worried about them. They are tough and been in fights a lot of times. They can take care of them selves. We’re worried about you. "

“I want to go. I have to go.”

“No you don’t. I can do everything I just want you away from that freak.” J.D turned towards me.

“I was the one who found out about this so I am going.”

“Why do you have to go? What if Craw sees you and he…”

“What? Do you think he’ll do anything in a bar full of people?”

“Julie will you please…”

“NO!”I yelled. “I am not backing out. You know what. Do what you want. Go if you want to go. I don’t care. The only thing you should know is that I’m coming.”

Everybody sighed and sat down on the bench with me.

“And they say I’m stubborn.” Angie complained.

I puffed.

“Do you ever listen?” J.D asked

“No.”

“I don’t get how for someone so sweet and innocent you can be so stubborn and annoying.”

“I learned from you.” I smirked at him evilly.

“So what’s the plan?” Kayla decided to interfere

“We don’t….have a plan.” Everybody looked confused.

“You don’t have a freaking plan?” Angie looked at us with disapproval.

“Did you just plan on going inside and spy on them.”

We kept quiet. That was the plan. Mostly.

“Oh god I’m stuck with stupid people.” Angie puffed. “We need a plan now. Let’s see. How about we get in bat but no one must recognize us.”

“How are we going to do that?” I asked.

“We are going to go Charlie’s angel’s style.”

“You mean that chick movie with Cameron Diaz?” Johnny asked.

“Yes.” Angie answered glaring at him. “For a chick movie I’m surprised you’ve seen it.”

Johnny frowned. She sure knows how to put a man in shame.

“Maybe wigs?” I suggested.

“I ain’t wearing no wig.” J.D complained.

“Then sunglasses for you boys. Maybe hats too.”

“I can live with that.”

“Then let’s get to work people.”

The night came and we looked ridiculous but we felt like spies.

Angie Kayla and me put on some short black hair wigs that Angie found In her mother’s shop and the boys were wearing sweaters hats and glasses. They looked like nerds. And they were so cute.

The music in the bar was so loud that we had to shout and gesticulate with the hands to understand the words.

“Let’s split up.” Angie suggested. “If you find out anything text us right away.”

We split up in couples but somewhere in the crowd I lost J.D. I yelled and turned but he was missing. I guess I have to keep on investigating myself. I was walking in a bar full of drunk people and I wasn’t scared. I was actually excited. There was still no sign of Craw or Steven…Or Jake.

I walked over to the bathroom when I saw something so unusual. Chris and Kayla were in a fight. A big one. This is not the time guys…I wanted to go there when I saw her slapping him. Ouch, that must have hurt… Suddenly he pushed her against the wall and he kissed her. Oh wow. That was some kiss. Kayla and Chris were making out. Like crazy. Her hands were all over his body. The moment I wanted to say get a room they were lost somewhere in the bathrooms. This must be worth telling later.

I walked across the bar when I saw Steven leaned on the bar table drinking a beer. I’m surprised they even served him. Isn’t it illegal?

I decided to sneak closer when someone pulled me back. I turned around to see Jake.

“You.” I yelled surprised and scared.

"What are you doing here Julie?"

"What are you doing here?"

"Why are you wearing a wig?"

I wanted to say something but he stopped me.

“Come.” He pulled me outside and dragged me behind the bar. I tried to get away but his grip was to tight.

“Let me go! Jake I said let me go. Now.”

What was he going to do? After we were in the dark he loosened the grip but didn’t let go.

“What are you doing here?” He asked me.

“I…What…You…” I stuttered.

“You came here because of the message, right?”

“Yes I did.” I decided to be brave. I still was so mad about the whole thing so I confronted him.

“Why? Are you alone? I’m surprised J.D even let you come here.”

“How do you know he knows?”

“Because his been holding back to punch me and he’s giving me death glares every time I see him.”

“He is here too so if you have any plan…”

“You shouldn’t be here. It’s dangerous.”

“So you say I should be afraid of you?”

“Not of me. I could never hurt you. I'm talking about Steven and Craw. They pulled me into this and I can’t get out now.” He took a deep breath. “Look…You didn’t give me a chance to explain…”

I cut him of and started talking. “But you...” He put his hand on my mouth.

“I’m blackmailed and I couldn’t back out. Craw wanted me to get close to you so I can find out something about J.D. He needs me to convince him to go back.”

“You are failing in that department. J.D hated you the moment he saw you.”

“Well apparently going to you first was a mistake.”

“Jake…if you don't have anything else to add…”

“I do but I need you to listen carefully. Here is what happened. After I decided to transfer the first day of school Steven said he could get me into the team if I do him a favor. I didn’t need anyone’s help to get into the team so I said no. But then he came with a picture of my little sister and he told me that he knows when my mother takes her for a walk and he knows everything about me. He threatened me that he’d do something to her. I had no choice but to cooperate.”

“You could have called the police.”

“I had no evidence that he threatened me. So I decided to do it and get it over with. At first I thought it would be easy but we became so close and what you did for me…The way you hit Tess…You were a real friend to me. Something I never had.”

“You have a lot of friends.”

“No one will ever do something like that. You even found me a girlfriend.”

“Girlfriend? Wait you mean…?”

“Me and Veronica are official.” He showed a little smile. “I really like her. She is down to earth and honest and sweet. You are a wonderful person and I just couldn’t say anything you confessed about J.D.”

“So all those things I told you…”

“I never mentioned them to anyone. That’s why Steven was angry. He waited information and I held them back.”

So I'm not betrayed. YES!!!

“How didn’t I see your sister or anyone when I went to your house.”

“My mum always takes her for ice cream that part of the day .”

I was still suspicious.

Then he reached for his pocket. I froze but then he took out a picture from his wallet and gave it to me. It was dark and I couldn’t see clear but a little cute blonde girl was hugging Jake. They were so alike.

“This is her?”

“Yeah.”

“She’s so sweet.”

“I did it for her. I hope you can forgive me.”

I sighed. What should I do?

“What are you going to tell Steven?”

“I don’t know. I was planning to say that I made a wrong move and kissed you and you don’t want to talk to me anymore. I hoped he could let me loose after that.”

“Let’s say that I trust you. Hypothetically. And… hypothetically I tell you that I have an idea and I can help you. Will you agree?”

“Hypothetically?” He smirked. “ That would be a miracle. And I would definitely agree”

“So do you trust me?”

He nodded his head.

“Go in there and tell Steven we kissed and I’m confused. Tell him that tonight we’ll talk and you’ll tell him what will happen. Alright?”

“But is it…”

“Shh…Don’t question me. I know what I’m doing.”

“Okay. But J.D…”

“Leave J.D to me and do what I ask you. Please.”

“Fine.”

“Don’t make me regret trusting you.”

“I won’t.” He smiled and hugged me.

I held him for a second and then pushed him. I need more time.

“Now lets go. I have to find the others.”

“Others?”

“Long story.”

"And the wig?"

"I don't walk to talk about it."

I blushed.

"Okay."

We split up in the bar and I text everyone to meet me outside.

I waited five minutes and when everyone was here I pulled them behind the bar.

“Julie what happened?” J.D was worried. He shook me.

“I’m fine. I just needed to tell you guys something. I talked to Jake.”

“That asshole is dead.” J.D was furious. He looked so scary and hot in the same time. Makes me want to grab him and kiss him and…Focus Julie.

“He explained everything and to tell you the truth I believe him.”

“What? You have to be kidding me! You are going to make the same mistake twice?” J.D yelled at me. Now wait a minute…

“He works for Craw. He tells lies he…”

“Just stop it. I know that I shouldn’t trust him but he is my friend and …”

“Your friend?? Angie is your Friend!” He kept yelling. “Kayla, Chris and Johnny are your friends. Mark is your friend. But Jake is not your friend.”

“How do you know? You never even talked to the guy. You don’t know what his been through.”

“Oh my god Julie. Be reasonable. Everyone who works for craw is selfish lying bastard that will never change. They work for him at their own free will.”

“Then you are still that asshole that worked for Craw.”

He shut up.

“You told me you got out because you figured out you were in some deep bull and you needed to get out. But that was two months ago. How can I trust you? Are you the same guy?”

Angie and the others were starring at us.

“How can you trust me?” He yelled. “After everything you asked me how can you trust me?”

“Yes! After everything. And if you ask anyone else he would told me to keep away from you because of your past. But I knew you were different. I know that after everything. Because I have spent time with you. And I know Jake. He was real with me. He’s not bad. He was threatened. His little sister was on the line and he had to do it. He saw no way out. And I trust him. I don’t think he’s lying.”

As much as I thought J.D would understand he just stood still.

“J.D! He needs our help. Understand me. I have a plan and…”

“Enough.” His voice was deep. “Shut up. I don’t want to hear it.”

“But J.D….”

“I said I don’t want to hear it Julie.” He cut me off.

He came closer and glared at me. I could see his eyes fire up in the dark.

“I told you not to get involved in this and yet I’m the one who put you in this mess. So you see I’m not different as you think. All I did was brought trouble.”

“J.D…”

“I hurt you and you still forgave me. You shouldn’t have. And you shouldn’t do that with Jake too. I meant it when I said enough. I can’t be friends with you or anything else because you keep getting deeper and deeper into this mess. Craw is on your back because I was stupid enough to deal with him in the first place.”

“But we…”

“There is nothing left for me to say.”

Well I just had enough of him. “Will you be the one that shuts up now? Don’t play whole stay away from me thing because is too late for that. And I am tired of listening to you. Jake is not a bad guy and nether are you.”

“You are so stubborn. I can’t believe this.” He yelled.

“You are unbelievable.”

“No you are delusional. Jake is playing you.”

“No he’s not.”

“Yes he is and you are going to regret it trusting him”

“No I won’t. Stop telling me what to do.”

“You keep on saying you don’t feel anything for him and yet you care for him so much that you even forgave him for playing you. From my point of view you care for him more than for me.”

HE DID NOT JUST SAY THAT.

“I don’t care anymore. You can do what ever you like with him. Like I said. We are done being friends.”

And then I slapped him. Yes I did. I know you are surprised but punching was something I couldn’t do to that guy I loved. The guy I loved and he was hurting me right now. I didn’t know what to say or do so I just did it. I glared at him waiting to see his reaction.

He didn’t even touch his cheek.

“You can do what ever the hell you want.” He turned around and left. This was even worse than the go and fuck yourself speech. Damn you idiot. I was on the edge on crying. Come back. My heart screamed.

“Selfish bastard.” I screamed but he didn’t turn around. In that moment I figured out Johnny Chris Kayla and Angie were still here. I turned towards them and I didn’t know what to say. I just turned around and left. I sat by Angie’s car because she was my ride home. I let some tears fall but I didn’t cry. No! No more crying. I am done with people pushing me around from now on I will do everything my way.

Things to do!

1.     Go though the details of my plan.

2.     Convince J.D to help Jake.

3.     Tell J.D the plan.

4.     Put the plan in action.

I am done letting fate play with me. I’m taking things into my own hands from now on.

Angie and Kayla found me curled up with my knees pressed to my chest.

“honey come on.”

They lifted me up and we sat in the car.

“Are you okay?”

“I’m going to be.”

They both looked at me suspiciously.

“What are you planning to do?” Kayla asked me.

“I’m done pitying myself. Tomorrow I’ll convince J.D to help Jake.”

Angie was confused. “How are you going to do that?”

“I have a plan.” No I didn’t. I’m going with the flow.

“Aha.” She raised a brow. “Julie are you really okay.”

“I’m fine.” No I wasn’t. J.D’s words hurt like a bitch but I am not going to let him go.

“Okay.”

“Hey Kayla…” I started. “Did anything unusual happened tonight except this fight?”

“No why?”

So she wasn’t planning on telling us.

“Oh I’m just curious if things between Chris and you are getting better? Did he kissed you yet?”

“No. We are still on the same page.”

“Aha. Alright.” I guess she’ll tell us when she’s ready. She turned around and we drove in silence. I came home and went straight to bed. This weekend must be productive.

The asshole didn’t answer his phone. This whole weekend I’ve been trying to talk to him but he was more stubborn then a child. What am I saying? He is a child. As soon as Monday morning comes I’m finding him and getting him to talk to me. He can’t avoid me forever. I’m getting angrier by a minute and I almost killed another pillow yesterday.

I almost got him by the lockers but he escaped in the crowd. The guy certainly knows how to avoid people. I tried to find him but he always got away. Before school ended I ran towards the parking lot. His car was still here. I leaned on it waiting for him to come. I saw him coming my way. God, he looked better then ever. He wore a black shirt and a leather jacket. Black jeans and ray ban sunglasses. Why did I have to fall for him this badly? It hurt how much I wanted him and we were both childish.

He pulled off his glasses and tucked them on his shirt. I stood up and when I wanted to say something he gave me a quick look and then slowly said.

“Go away.”

“I want to talk to you.”

“I don’t.”

“Are you avoiding me?”

“Yes.”

He opened the door and got in his car. I stood in front of it so he wouldn’t drive away. Angry he walked out of his car and started arguing.

“Are you mad woman? Go away.”

“No.”

“I said…”

“I don’t care what you say I want to talk to you.”

“Not going too happen.”

“I want you to help Jake.”

“Again. Not going to happen.”

“Why not? He’s a good kid.”

“Good for you two. I wish you the best.”

“Would you stop being like that and do what I say.”

“No.”

“I am not moving until you say yes.”

“Fine by me. I’ll just run you over.”

“You won’t.”

“I will.”

“No.”

“Just watch me.”

“You won’t do it.”

“How are you so sure?”

“Because…I know you won’t.”

“Hah, nice. Now leave me alone.”

He got back to his car. I grabbed his hand but he was too strong so he tugged it off.

“Don’t pretend you hate me. I know you don’t.”

“Oh what I’m feeling is more then hate, I want to strangle you for being so stupid.”

“Well you don’t actually love a person if you don’t want to strangle them occasionally.”

He kept quiet for a moment.

“I don’t love you.”

“You said you fell for me.”

“I lied.”

He got into his car slamming the door and drove away.

 I screamed and jumped nervously. A few people looked at me weird.

“What are you looking at?”

They turned around and walked away. Stupid people. Stupid school. Stupid J.D. Stupid love. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

This is not the end of our conversation. Oh no. I’m going after him. Great I have no car. I don’t even know where he is. He’s probably going home. I’ll go there. No wait. It’s Monday. He’s in the gym. Maybe he won’t go there. Well it’s worth the try.

I ran towards the gym when I saw his car. It took me twenty minutes to get there but I made it. I took a deep breath and prepared my self for a big fight.

I know you think I’m crazy. A stalker! I’m acting like one I know. But I can’t just let him leave. I can’t. I love him. I can’t be heartbroken. Just thinking about loosing him is…Ugh…I just want to punch him and kiss him and then punch him again and tie him to me so he won’t leave me. You don’t let go of the people you love. You fight for them. And that’s what I’ll do. I’ll fight for him. When he said he lied about loving me I felt like my heart was shattered into million pieces and that my breathing was so hard I thought I’ll die. But the fact I hate the most is that I know he does and he lied just so he can get away from me. He is so mad and he let’s his emotions take over.

I walked in trying to escape the hungry looks of the other guys. I tried to find the punching bags when I saw him shirtless punching the bag so hard I thought the chains that were holding it would break.

I had to think this through. Do I go and punch him or do I yell. Should I try to put some sense into him? Maybe I should spill my guts. No. Remember what Jake said, you are thinking too much. Just go with the flow. What ever comes to you when you go there. Do it.

I threw my bag to the side not caring and walked towards him. Breathe in and breathe out. He lifted his head like he sensed me coming and fury shot in his eyes. He stopped the punching and took a deep breath. When I almost reached him he yelled.

“I thought I told you...”

I pulled his neck closer silencing him with a kiss. I sensed he didn’t see this coming. I heard a couple of whistles coming from behind me but I didn’t care. My lips roughly glided over his. His lips resisted at first and then I felt them melt into mine. I captured his lips with mine and didn’t care about anything. There was no one who would ruin this moment. Except for air. I had to breathe. I pulled away for a second and the moment I thought he would push me away he grabbed my waist and yanked me to him crushing our lips together again.

I opened my mouth as his tongue slipped in my mouth. It was so warm and sensational. He traced my tongue and I pulled him even closer. It was smooth and teasing. I ran my fingers in his hair. It felt so good kissing him like that. He gave and took and he asked for more. I wish I had this moment forever. My heart sang with joy.

I ran out of breath again. I pulled away for just an inch and breathed heavily. He was doing the same. His eyes were half-lidded filled with desire. He looked at me seductively and then hungrily he gazed at my lips and then kissed me again. His arms were still wrapped strongly around my waist. Protectively holding me close to him. My heart is speeding with adrenaline. My mind lost in the arms of the man I love. His rugged, strong hand reached up and tangled into my hair and I felt the rumble of a soft moan as he let his instincts take over. Tilting my head, I deepened the kiss and traced my tongue against the contour of his tender lips. I could taste his sweet tongue as he ran in across mine. But this had to be ruined. I did what I had to do and now I need to risk it. Ether I will fail or succeed. Suicide here I come.

I tried to pull away but he didn’t let me. I bit on his lower lip and heard him moan. Oh I’m going to regret doing this.

I managed to break the kissing and I pulled away even though his hands were still on my waist holding me lightly.

“You are going to help Jake.” He wanted to say something but I put my hand on his mouth. I felt his warm breath on my hand. I will lose it.

“I don’t feel for Jake what I feel for you so stop the whining and help me get rid of this once and for all. No it’s, no but, no maybe.”

He pulled of my hand and grabbed my elbow holding me closer.

“What if I don’t want to?”

“I’ll make you.”

I am all feisty. Go Julie, go!

I saw a smirk on his face. “Tough on words ha?”

I raised a brow. He thinks I’m all bark but no bite despite I just kissed him in a room full of other sexy sweaty guys? I’ll show him.

I took a look around me too see that everyone was staring. One smile at them and they all turned their hands blushing. Some of them even winked.

I thought about pulling J.D with me but the fact that he was too heavy and he probably wouldn’t move worried me. So I decided to lour him in. I smirked and pulled backwards grabbing his bag.

“Hey what are you doing with that?”

“If you want it, come and get it.”

I ran towards the hall. I tried to find the lockers or anything. And then I saw the shower room. I turned around to see J.D slowly walking towards me. I pushed the door open and after I saw no one was there I felt my adrenalin rushing in my veins. What the hell was I doing? I started to question my common sense but my emotions were too wrapped up to even know what I was doing. He came in and closed the door.

“You are playing with fire.”

He sounded so sexy. I felt my knees would fail me any moment. My heart was racing. I was scared. But I wasn’t afraid. I smiled at him and I threw the bag on the floor next to the wall. I pulled away on the side.

“Go on. Take it.”

He looked at me then the bag. He walked slowly to it and while he had his back turned I walked slowly towards him. He turned around but I pushed him gently on the wall. He let go of the bag right away and smirked.

“I don’t think you know what you’re doing.”

“Aha.”

I just hummed and glided my hand across his bare chest. Man, I was horny.

“You said I can’t make you. Let’s check whose theory is correct shall we?”

I brushed his lips with mine while he had his eyes half open waiting to see what will happen.

But I didn’t kiss him. I traced his jaw line with my lips as I went down to his neck and kissed it slowly. He took in a short breath and let it out immediately.

“Agree that you’ll help me or I’ll continue torturing you.”

“Never.” He sighed.

Fine. Then let’s try something more effective.

I kissed his neck again and slowly sucked and nibbled. I heard him moan. This won’t last long. I allowed my self to bit him sensually. I felt his body tightening and his muscles were stronger under my touch. Someone is going to have a hickey later.

“Give it up bad boy.” My lips slid to his shoulder and I kissed him. I looked up at him to see he had his eyes closed trying to regain control. No. I have to win this.

I lowered my head and kissed his chest. It had the salty taste but it was seductive like an aphrodisiac. I loved him. I loved every piece of him. I let my hand slowly touch his wrist and I ran my thumb over his hand. He opened his eyes. They pierced right through me.

“You win.”

I smirked.

“I knew I would.”

And then he smirked. “You got this far to make me lose. The question is how will you get out now?”

Ups. I swallowed hard. I didn’t think this through.

“Now is my time to tease you.”

Suddenly he lifted me and I tightened my legs around his waist. He pulled me under one of the showers and pressed me on the wall.

“Nicely played sugar. Now let me show you how I do it.”

He lifted my hands and pinned then against the wall holding them tight. His lips slowly made a pattern of kisses down my jaw over to my chin. He was teasing with me. His lips found my neck and as he kissed me he came closer to my ear whispering.

“Don’t you know what you do to me?” He kissed the soft spot behind my ear and bit my earlobe sweet but rough. I let out a little moan. I felt my cheeks blush.

He came down to my neck and pressed against me. My entire body buzzed with excitement. I loved the feeling of his hard chest against mine. I wanted to wrap my hand around his neck and kiss him.

“Please…” I heard my lips letting out a long breath. I couldn’t think clear any more.

“What do you beg for?” He whispered again in my neck.

“Let me…touch you.” He lifted his gaze to mine.

“Why?”

“Because I want you.”

He let go of my hands and instantly I ran my hands down his chest. This time I went after what I wanted. I kissed him harder this time. His tongue flicked against my teeth and I bit ever so gently onto his lower lip. I heard a sound come out of him, a growl mixed with a soft moan.

Suddenly I felt drops of water falling on my forehead. I opened my eyes to see that we accidentally turned on the shower with my back on the wall. Well there is no time to be wasting on turning off the water. More and more drops started falling down. I found the valve and I tried to shut it off but instead of that splash of water came dripping down on us. He parted his lips from mine.

“What did you do?”

“I’m sorry. I wasn’t really thinking. I’m clumsy around you.” With that he smiled and kissed me again. I pressed my hand tightly on his shoulders and later stroke his back feeling the water dripping off his body. My hair was wet and all of my clothes were soaking. Thank god I didn’t wore make up. But even if I would who cares. I was care free.

Suddenly I heard two male voices coming from outside.

“Dude I really need a shower.”

“They are probably in there doing it. Didn’t you see the way she kissed him? Do you really want to walk in on them? He will probably kill you.”

“But I reek man.”

“It’s at your risk. I’m waiting for them to come out.”

When I came to my senses I realized what I was doing. My cheek went red immediately.

J.D smiled and put me down turning off the water.

“We should um…get out…they..um..we…um..” I couldn’t even make a sentence.

“You are so cute when you do that.”

He pulled me away from the shower and held my hand until we reached his bag. He pulled out two towels and handed one to me.

“Do you always carry two with you?” I had to ask.

“One for the head and one for the…well…” He looked down at his body.

Instantly I froze. “I hope the towel I’m holding is the one for the head.”

He laughed.

“I gave you the smaller one. You be the judge of which towel is it.” He winked. That huge ego he had…He has something else that’s huge too… JULIE! YOU DID NOT JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THAT. SHAME ON YOU RECKLESS GIRL.

He brushed him self while I just stood there like an idiot. I’m holding a towel. What’s a towel? What do you use it for?

After he was done he took a look at me.

“I guess you’re still in shook.”

He took the towel of my hand and smiled. “Bend your head.”

“What?”

“Bend your head.” He repeated.  I did what he told me. He dried my hair playfully and pulled me up again.

Then he dried both of my hands and handed me the towel. “I could do your neck too but that would lead to the chest and…” I grabbed the towel immediate and dried my chest.

“How will I leave with these wet clothes?”

“I don’t know. It’s your fault anyway. I got spare clothes.”

“You are not just going to leave me like this.”

“Yes I am. I want to watch you do the walk of shame.” He smirked. That evil bastard. He was mad he lost.

“Well you’ll be disappointed because I’m not going anywhere like this.”

“If you can figure something out be my guest.”

I growled and walked to the shower door and opened it. The two guys I saw from before looked at me and then my chest. Oh right. My bra was probably showing. Just great.

“Hey guys.” I smiled and took a back look at J.D. He is not as smart as he think he is and I’m just to care free at the moment. “I got pushed into the shower and my clothes are all wet. Do you have anything spare I could put on?” I bat my lashes and smiled.

“Yeah, yeah.” One of them smiled immediately and pulled out some clothes from his bag.

“Here you go sweetheart.”

“Thanks. If you could give me just a second to change…” I winked and closed the door. J.D stared at me like he was confused but he wasn’t showing it.

“See. I can take care of my self.”

“And how are you going to change?” He raised a brow. Think Julie, think.

I walked back into one of the showers and quickly changed into the dried clothes. I was in baggy sweatpants and a big t-shirt . I had to pull out my bra because it was wet and I was kind off confused how to walk out here with it. Then I came up with an idea.

I walked out of the shower. J.D was already changed.

“Let’s go.” I smiled and we both got out of the showers. J.D looked at my black bra but I didn’t care. As we got out the guys stared at us. I smiled at the one who gave me his clothes.

“Thanks for the clothes.”

“No problem.” He smiled at me but he looked scared of J.D. Even though he looked big and hot as him.

“Here. You can keep this as an exchange.”

I gave him the bra. His mouth dropped to the floor.

I walked pass everyone hoping I wouldn’t have to see anyone of them ever again. I turned around to see J.D angry glaring at the guy and he pulled the bra from his hands.

“Dude she gave it to me.” He roared at J.D.

“Don’t let go and I’ll snap your neck.” J.D roared back. The guy gave J.D the bra and walked after me.

He is so whipped.

As I was on my way out I grabbed my bag and put all the wet clothes in there not caring about the school books. They’ll dry. I thought to my self. J.D opened the bag and put my bra in there too.

“You could keep it.” I smirked and saw that he was mad.

“You are such a moody person. One moment your mad then playful and then mad again.”

He looked at me and opened the door to the car putting mine and his bag in the back.

“Come on I’ll take you home.” He said and opened the door for me.

“Don’t be mad at me J.D.” I looked at him with puppy eyes. He can’t do this. Please god. I can’t stand another rejection.

“I…”

Say that you love him. Say it Julie. Say it now. Come on, grow some balls. Tell him. Don’t be afraid. Tell him.

“You?” He waited for me to say anything.

Say it! My brain screamed.

“I…I don’t want you to be mad at me.”

“Well I am.”

“I know I forced you to say that you’ll help me but I want you to be willing. Come on J.D I know that you’re a good guy. If I even mean something to you do it.”

“I thought I already told you I’ll do it.”

“J.D…”

“Do I even mean anything to you? You said that what you feel for Jake is nothing compare to what you feel for me. Tell me Julie.”

There was a spark in his eyes. I was close…say it please. Please tongue. Just spill it out.

“I care for you J.D. I really, really do.”

His face went soft. I cupped it with my hands.

“I promise that the minute this is over I’ll confess everything.”

“What are you going to confess?” His eyes were filled with hope and confusion.

“Hey man you forgot your gloves in there.” A guy interfered and I let go of J.D the same moment.

“Thanks.” He took the gloves and put them in the back of the car. Silently we both got in the car and drove off. It was a deadly silence and it was killing me. No, no and no. He can’t stay mad at me. I have to make him laugh. Think Julie think. I got it. I’ll sing.

I took a look at him and thought of a song.

“So I won't hesitate

No more, no more.

It cannot wait,

I'm sure.

There's no need to complicate.

Our time is short.

This is our fate,

I'm yours.”

He looked at me like I had lost it but I continued singing.

“Well, open up your mind and see like me,

Open up your plans and damn you're free.

Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours.

So please don't, please don't, please don't...

There's no need to complicate.

'Cause our time is short.

This oh, this oh, this is our fate.

I'm yours.”

And then a smirk appeared on his face. Oh yeah. I was doing the happy dance in my head.

“I can see you smiling.” I teased giggling.

“No I’m not.”

“Yes you are.” I laughed and I watched another huge smile appear on his face. Happy I kissed his cheek and got back in my seat.

“I love that smile.”

(J.D’s p.o.v)

“I love that smile.”

Her words pierced right through my heart. Love…She loved it. Why didn’t she say it? I know she does love me. But I need to hear the words from her. She keeps it hidden and I don’t know why. And I can’t say the words ether until I hear them from her. We are in such shitty situation I’ll gladly jump of a bridge.  I love her smile too but I can’t say it. I can’t tell her anything else that would only lead me to my knees later.

“Are we okay?” Her voice was so soft. How can you say no to that?

“Yeah.” I smiled at her and watched her eyes glow. I know she feels the same for me but damn was she stubborn. Why won’t she say it?

“I was hoping you could hear my plan out.”

I sighed. I agreed to this so what’s the use in saying no.

“Okay. What’s your plan?”

“So here is what I was thinking. Jake said he got no proof that he was threatened. I thought about it and if we could get them to say something that they’ve done illegal and record them we could give that tape to the police.”

“Okay go on…”

“I was thinking that Jake and you could go and see Craw…I really didn’t want you to go but there is no other option. You two can say that you changed your mind and that you want to work for him. Then make him confess something and when you leave we’ll give the tape to the police.”

That wasn’t actually a bad plan but she didn’t know one thing.

“There is something you don’t know about me…Something that I’ve done and might lead me to jail if Craw says it on the tape.”

Her face expression went numb. “Like?”

“I…” This was the moment I had to tell her. There was no other way. I just hope she won’t think less of me.

“When I walked for Craw I had to beat some one up…” I slowly parked the car on the side of the road and look at her. “He was supposed to pay some money and he didn’t do it so I had to beat him up…He was two years smaller then me but he was in some deep shit and…”

She closed her eyes.

“I broke his arm. I threatened him not to say anything and I left him like that.”

I could felt rage and disgust towards myself. I hated my self for what I did and I would never forgive my self for that.

“He was just a kid…” I waited to see her reaction. She still had her eyes closed. Damn it. She would leave me now…If she knew what kind of monster I was she would never even…Not knowing what to do I closed my eyes and tried to calm my self. I hit the steering wheel couple of times and I tried to calm my self down. I don’t want to scare her. I felt tears burning in the back of my throat. No. I can’t. I won’t. I am a man. I cannot show weakness. I have to stay strong no matter what she says.

Suddenly I felt warm soft fingers on my wrist. I looked at Julie to see that she looked at me with tears in her eyes and she held my hand. I tried to say something but she threw her hands around my neck and buried her face in my neck. I felt her breathing on my skin. I pulled her in my lap I hugged her tighter. I buried my face in her hair trying to calm down drowning in her sweet sent.

“It’s going to be alright.” I heard her whisper.

She pulled her head away and looked at my eyes sincerely. “I won’t let you go anywhere. If the police was running after you we will just jump in this car and drive away. If we get caught I’ll do all the time.”

I felt my eyes fill with tears. Hold them back man.

“I would never let you deal with this alone. You know that I’m addicted to you and I would always stay by your side. You can always count on me J.D. I’ll always got your back and I’ll stand by you even when you’re wrong.”

God, I could marry this girl right away. A tear escaped my eyes. Damn it.

She lifted her hand and whipped it off with her fingers. She leaned closer and kissed my forehead and then she lowered her lips to mine and left a soft light bruising kiss on my lips.

She hugged me again and we stayed like that a little while. It felt so good to know someone cares for you and won’t let you down. I need her. I needed every part of her. I held her tighter and kissed the side of her head. She was the only thing that could calm me down. I loved her. More then anything.

(Julie’s p.o.v.)

I felt so wrapped up in a novel that had no end. I needed to let him now how I feel and how much I care for him. I have to end this soon.

He dropped me off to my house and before I walked out I grabbed his hand.

“I know that in the end it will all be okay.” He smiled at me with hope. I leaned in and kissed him softly. It was magic, the way his lips connected with mine. He put his hand on my cheek that I felt my skin shooting sparks from his touch. It was right, and somehow, among all of the problems and complications it was just as simple as that. It was the most wonderful kiss ever. An emotional and beautiful kiss when you love some one and you can tell by the kiss. I could feel him smiling which made me smile too. I pulled away, my forehead leaning against his. He smiled genuinely making his already beautiful blue eyes, even more beautiful.

“Go.” He whispered. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” I smiled and got out of the car. I waved as his left.

“I love you.” I whispered so I was the only one to hear. And I wished so much he could hear it too.

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 Oh I almost forgot. The TEASER

- Julie's curiosity brings trouble.

-A scene with the evil Craw and his follower Steven.

-A mistery is revealed.