It's been 3 days after that incident again. And I'm not feeling any better. I've been sitting in this hospital bed and it's getting uncomfortable. Anna has been by my side everyday, and she's missing out from school. I tried to convince her to go and that the doctors will take care of me, but she didn't listen to me. Most of the time I would hear her snore on the couch that's by the window next to my bed.

On top of all the pain, the hospital soup and food is just disgusting. But I won't complain anymore, at least I'm not eating nothing.

Jack and my other friends haven't visited me yet. The doctors say that I can leave the hospital by tomorrow, and then I can see my friends again.

Hopefully this will all be over, I can see my parents again, and i can go back to school.

•-•

"Elsa ? You ready?" Anna yells from across the hall.  I take my last painkiller for the day and tighten the wrap around my stomach. I put on my hoodie and braid my hair. I don't feel like doing anything, but I lie to myself that's it's the pain killers that are affecting me.

"Let's go Elsa!" Anna yells, I can hear her open the front door. Anna has gotten her drivers license and now she's bossing me around. I run down stairs and grab my bookbag. She rushes me outside and Into her car. She recently bought a yellow Volkswagen Beetle, from a junk yard of course. She usually doesn't like nice and fancy cars, she's more laid back. But thankfully she took the horrid smell out of the car and made it smell like cherry blossoms. I got In the car carefully and put on my seat belt.

Anna parked the car in the school parking lot and we both got out. She locked the car and walked with me to the front door.

"Weakling!" People started saying around me.
"She couldn't even hold herself up! Ha!" They started taunting me. The air got tense, and people started forming a circle around me and Anna.

"Common Elsa just ignore them. Keep on walking." Anna whispered as she grabbed my arm. We tried to walk past the circle but they all surrounded us.

"Your a loser!" They started saying.
"Weakling!"
"She's so ugly too!"
"Looooooooserr!" They all chanted.

I stood In the middle of the circle and looked around. They all were saying rude things that I tried to block out of my head. I tried ignoring them, but it didn't seem to work. I felt my bookbag straps were crystalizing.

"Stop!" Some one broke the chanting.

"Can y'all move out of the way please?!" And jack appeared out of the crowd into the middle where I was standing. Everyone was so quiet.

"Elsa, are you ok?" He asked and looked at Anna too.
"I-I'm fine..." I said quietly.
He turned to the crowd.
"What the hell was going on? Are you stupid?! Make way now!" Jack yelled and everyone made a path for us to walk through. Me and Anna rushed through with Jack into the school and away from the crowd.

"Thanks Jack. "
"Seriously though, are you okay? No one touched or hurt you?" He asked curiously.
"No. I'm fine." I said quickly. I headed back to my locker and saw Punzie, Merida, and Eugine.

"Hey girl hey! How ya feeling?" Punzie said.
"I'm fine." I said without hesitating.  I grabbed some books and stuffed them in my bookbag. I closed my locker and locked it.
"Hey we are going to the movies tonight? Wanna come?" Merida bursted out.
"Sure! I don't think Elsa won't mind, right Elsa?" Anna replied.
I didn't know what she was talking about, so I didn't answer. Something has been bothering me but I don't know what. I walked passed the group and headed straight to the bathroom.

I took out the bottle of painkillers and took out two.
Why am I doing this?! What the hell is wrong with me?!
I stared for a moment at the pills in my hand. I looked at myself in the mirror, and saw a desperate, depressed looking Elsa. I don't look like myself anymore. I didn't hesitate any longer, and I just shoved the pills in my mouth and drank some water.

I'm so pissed off that I actually did that. Maybe one day I might be a drug addict and take so many painkillers in one day that I might as well die.

I push those thoughts away and exit the bathroom. I find the group still at the lockers. I walk back to them and the bell rings.

"Let's go to class . Can't be late again." Said Jack. He was always making eye contact with me, or either trying to search for my eyes.

•-•

I caught many eyes as I sat down I sat down at my desk. I stared at my desk, trying to ignore the staring. I could hear fainted whispers with my name.

I felt a paper ball bounce off my arm, and it landed on my desk. I grabbed it slowly and looked around. I looked back at it and opened it.

Such a ----
Go die in a hole
~haters.

I crumbled it back up and threw it back on the floor. I kicked it away.
I was on the verge of tears, but it bothered me by how weak I really was. I sank in my seat and kept my head low. I slid my hoodie above my head and made a shadow cover my eyes.