I cry in places where no one can see
In the dark
Or shower with the water crying with me
The pain is so sharp it pierces my heart
An immediate death
No last breath
No sounds to make
That's why you continue to make the mistake
Of thinking that I don't cry
And before I come back to life
Every last tear I dry
And my smiles
They appear like high tides
Fooling everyone into thinking that I'm alive