without a fight

I know this door

though locked up tight

will not keep you out at night

might piss you off

maybe slow you down

but you will find some way around

you torment me so

I know not why

it was not my fault you did die

it was an accident

a trick of fate

I tried to help but it was to late

I would trade places

but that can't be

I have those who depend on me

it wasn't planned

it happened though

she needed someone when you did go

I know that's why

you're after me

you think this is what I planned to be

I know your plan

when this is through

you want me, there with you

I know this door

though locked up tight

will not keep you out at night

but know this true

you evil blight

I will not go down,

without a fight

September 13, 2014