After completing her school, she is going to her college to meet her guide and talk about a few things... from two days her mind is blocked... her father has a high expectancy from her that she will ultimately say yes only... she doesn't know what to do, how to tell them with who they are tying her up... she also 1st thought that sanskar maheshwari is a very good guy and punam just played with him... okay obviously punam played with him but he was not less... and punam has gotten a perfect boyfriend now who is her husband ritvik... She guesses he knows punam very well...

Ritvik is that type of guy who 1st gets into a relationship with punam in the 1st year of college then starts to control her in his own way...

It was another day of her life 9 years back... those "black days" of her life which she calls...

Punam came for holidays and met with them... 4 friends khushi anwesha punam and her... all are discussing as usual about their boyfriends except her... she was listening enchanted... She was feeling like, boyfriend is something very wonderful... being in love is so beautiful... they took selfies and punam literally mocked her for not able to find any boy for herself... she didn't show but she was quite upset... Punam went in her scooty... khushi anwesha and swara was standing as arnav and samar will come to take them...

"Yaar... swara... you also have a boyfriend na... then it will be so exciting..." khushi says clapping her hands in glee...

Anwesha gives her a dry look...

"Do you want me to talk with dhruv... he was asking about you..."

"Khushi stop it... if she wants to do arrange marriage her parents are there and if she wants to do love then her love will find her..."

Swara pouts listening to anwesha...

"But when... yaar" swara pouts...

"See... she also wants someone in life..." khushi says hugging her...

Anwesha was about to say something but Arnav came to take khushi... khushi squealed in happiness and rushed to him... swara saw them adoringly... how khushi stands close to arnav, how he wraps his arm around her...

Arnav greeted them and soon enough samar and sanskar came... anwesha smiles at samar brightly...

"Hey swara..." sanskar smiles at her

"Hi..." swara smiles... "guys now i will leave... don't forget that we four will watch a movie tomorrow... 12pm"

"Yeah babe... see you bye..." anwesha and khushi hugs her tightly...

"Four?" Sanskar asks, frowning... khushi and swara looks at him confused... Anwesha looks tense... "no i mean i only see you three together so was asking who is the fourth one?"

"Oh thats our other friend punam..." swara says... "ok i am going see you..."

Sanskar rooted at his spot... Samar looks at Anwesha like asking why they are meeting that girl...

Anwesha looked away... khushi asked "what happened?"

"Nothing you both go... bye arnav..."

Arnav smiles and goes away with her on his bike...

"Doesn't she know about punam and sanskar?" Samar says, rolling his eyes...

"No... maybe she doesn't remember..." Anwesha says defending her friend...

"And why are you meeting her... don't you know that disgusting girl?"

"You can't tell me whom I should meet? She is my friend... whatever she does in her personal life may be she can dump this boy friend also but still she is good to me, helpful and caring to me... i can't and i won't blame her for other's perspective...'' Anwesha says, pointing to him... samar gritted her teeth but stayed quiet...

"Okay fine... why should we spoil our mood let's go..."

"Yeah you both go... I am going home. I am not feeling well..." sanskar says sulkingly... his mood has spoiled...

"Hmmm" samar shrugs... Anwesha looks at him and wonders if it was swara or khushi she would hug them tightly and would not leave her until she cheers up again... "maybe boys are different..." with this thought she walks away with samar...

Next day...

Khushi anwesha swara and arnav waiting in front of inox it is already 11:45 but still there is no sign of punam... arnav has come to drop khushi so they can spend some time...

"I am calling her," Swara says, taking out her phone...

"She is not picking up" she says trying again... she sighed looking at her phone...

"Arey she is calling me..." anwesha says hurriedly picking up the call...

"Why didn't she pick up my phone..." swara snatched mobile from anwesha...

"Hey where are you? Why didn't you call me..." swara asked with pout...

"Swara... I am not coming..." she heard her serious voice...

"But why?"

"Because of you... did you ask me before posting my picture on facebook?"

Swara frowns... "what?"

"Yes... and now ritvik is hell angry with me because of you... don't you have the minimum sense that you should ask me before posting my pic... he asked me not to step out from my house... bye..."

Swara looks at the phone with wide eyes...

"What happened?" khushi asked

"She is not coming... because of me... she said ritvik is angry with her cause i posted our picture on facebook and he asked her not to go out..." swara gets sad...

"And she is listening to him?" Anwesha asks in disbelief...

"Yeah..."

"Listen we are not wasting time on her... it's because of anwesha we invited her... i don't like her a bit... ghamandi kahinki..." khushi said angrily...

"Yaaarrrr i feel bad..." swara says with an upset face...

"Don't be... let's go watch our movie..."

"But her ticket... Arnav you come with us..." anwesha says looking at arnav...

"Wooohhhh... no i am not coming with all you three girls... sorry.."

"Khush... i will come to pick you up..." khushi pouts but nodes... he left...

"You have an extra ticket? Can you give us?" a girl asked them and they nodes...

That day somewhat swara realised having a boyfriend is not all goody thing, she can't let someone control her life like that... even her parents also not control her like this then who is the guy...

Swara stops her thought seeing Sanskar coming out from a restaurant... he was talking seriously with two men... his face is rigid with no emotions... he is grabbing everyone's attention for his dashing look and personality... but the thing is when you hate someone then they seem like the most disgusting ugliest man in the world... swara felt the same... she looked at him angrily while walking from the other side of the road on footpath... why can't he just let her go... arrrrggghhhh... it's just all her fault...

"How was the movie?"

Swara looks at the message she got from sanskar maheshwary...

"It was good" she typed...

"You 4 enjoyed a lot then?"

"No yaar... punam didn't come"

"Oh... why?"

"Her boy friend asked her not to... and she was upset with me... you know i posted our group pic"

"Oh... she obeyed her boyfriend so much..."

"Yes... how can he control her like that? I would have given him a slap if I was her..."

"1st of all you can never be her and never ever try to become like her 2nd is... she deserves that?"

"What? Why? No girl deserve this type of boyfriend who will control her like that" swara typed angrily... with the same time she messaged anwesha... "this sanskar maheshwary is not good at all..."

"You seriously don't know who i am?"

"I know you are sanskar maheshwary... and anwesha told me your father is a businessman... but my father is commissioner..." she typed angrily all ready to block him

"I am not saying that swara... Punam was my girlfriend for 2 years... and she dumped me after going ahmedabad i guess for that ritvik guy..."

Swara widened her eyes, staring at her phone...

"Before that she was with sagnik... then me and now ritvik... she slips easily so if ritvik controls her it's good... at least in my opinion..."

"Ummm... i am sorry... i forgot... actually anwesha told me but it totally slipped off my mind..."

"It's ok... I guess that long back..."

"I am sorry to make you upset... this anwesha also didn't say me... see i will fight with her..."

"Hmmm... so what about you? Didn't you find someone?"

"No yaarr... but after seeing punam i think i am happy as i am..."

"All are not same you know..."

"Yeah may be... anwesha and khushi both talk high about samar and arnav..."

"Because they are good..."

And the talk goes on...

"Mahi... mahi..."

Swara jerks out from her thoughts and finds herself still looking at Sanskar who is still standing outside the restaurant and discussing something...

"Mahi... mahi don't go so fast beta..."

Swara looks at Sanskar turning in the direction of shouting source.... Swara also looks at them... a pregnant lady is almost running looking worried on the footpath and before her a small girl hardly of 4 or 5 years riding a small bicycle happily...

She widens her eyes as suddenly the girl comes in the main road unknowingly... she close her mouth getting highly feared...

"Mahi no..." she starts running with all her might but her big baby bump making her terrible...

Sanskar swiftly pulled the girl from her cycle and the cycle crushed with the motorbike... swara sighs in relief... and runs to them...

"Hey baby you okay?" she heard sanskar's soft calm soothing voice rubbing the baby girl's back sitting on his knees on the dirty ground...

Swara looks at the lady holding the tree trunk huffing looking at Sanskar and her baby... she rushed to help her...

"You okay didi?"

"Yeah... my baby..." she points to her daughter...

"Its ok she is fine... come..." swara holds her securely as she was too exhausted to walk without support...

"Mahi" sanskar's breath hitched as he looked at swara with the lady...

"Thank you so much sir..." the woman says with gratitude...

"It's ok... just take care of her..."

"Mahi i told you not to ride so fast... let papa come i will tell him how you make mamma and chhotu baby run..."

"Sorry mamma" the little girl holds her ears...

"Its okay baby... see you could have hurt yourself... listen to your mother always... they know the best for you..." sanskar says holding the baby in his arms...

"Mamma always says don't do this, don't do that..." she complained...

"Because she doesn't want you to get hurt in any way..."

"You also listen to your mamma?"

"Yes... i do... and there was one time i didn't heard her... and i hurt myself badly and lost a very precious thing in my life..." he says looking at infinity...

"Really..."

"Yes... so listen to mamma always..."

"Ok uncle..." she kissed his cheek...

Sanskar smiles and pecks her forehead... mahi goes to her mother hugging her...

"I will book a cab for you mam... you sure you can go or i will send someone with you..."

"No sir... i am ok now... thank you so much... I can never think of a man like you who is so big a businessman can help me..."

Sanskar just smiles staring at swara... swara ignores him royally...

"Bye uncle..."

"Bye baby..."

The mother daughter left as their cab came... swara bid them bye... sanskar was staring at her...

"Will you stop staring at me" she gritted her teeth and turned to him... sanskar looks away...

"I... ummm... and will you stop staring at me like i am the most disgusting person..." Sanskar says in a pleading voice...

"Because you are..." swara gritted... "and you are proving it by this proposal"

"Did i put any kind of pressure on you?" Sanskar asks with rage having enough of her haughty nature...

"Yes you are creating... you know i would have overlooked your past if you denied my proposal but here you are waiting for my parents phone call..."

Sanskar chuckles... "you know what... you wouldn't... you would have danced in victory saying see that sanskar maheshwary the loser ran away... he is the same guy... When I am just asking for a chance to prove myself I am not the same... i am not..."

"Oh you are not? Then prove it... go ahead and tell your parents you don't like me..."

"I can't... because i do like you a lot... and in these 9 years every night if i pray something then that is i may always be loyal to you nothing else..."

Swara looks away gritting her teeth... "I know what kind of thought you have at night..."

Sanskar was about to say something but...

"Sir"

Sanskar masks his face devoid of emotions and looks back...

"Sir you have a meeting in 25 minutes..." his loyal employee informed...

"Hmmm... aman go get into the car i am coming..."

He turns to swara... "as i said you can do anything to stop this... but i won't..."

"Don't think your this act will give me any positive vibes from you..."

"Do you still feel negative vibes from me?" he asks sadly...

Swara's face changed... no she doesn't... but still she can't accept him never... The past is still refresh in her mind...

"Bye..." he walks away...

"Will you be my girlfriend swara?" Swara's breath stuck and looked at Sanskar with wide eyes... all are silent... she looks at khushi and anwesha both are in shock...

"I love you..." he says again... swara looks at her... they are here in samar's birthday party... Arnav dhruv akash samar sanskar khushi anwesha anjali and her... all came in a restaurant and suddenly sanskar proposed to her infront of all... they were talking for over a month or two... and now this... but khushi said that arnav and her happened like this only... after 2 months of chatting they realised they are in love... and samar and anwesha also... though they know each other before but they also realised each other's love in 2months... so maybe she also...

"Swara" sanskar called her again for the answer...

"I don't know..." she says slowly...

"Just say yes... we will figure it out together..."

"I... ummm..." she again looks at khushi and anwesha... they are still dumbfounded... he is a good guy... he talks so friendly... yesterday he made me understand so beautifully when i was panicked about my test, maybe he is the guy whom i am searching...

"Ummm yes..."

Sanskar smiles brightly... "thank you..." he walks to her and asks anwesha to sit on his chair which is on the other side of samar... she obliged...

"Thank you" he says sitting beside her... his eyes twinkling with happiness...

"Can i hold your hand?" he asks politely with a smile...

"Yes..." swara smiles with generosity... "he is such a gentle man..." she thought and gave her hand to him... both looked at each other with smiles...

She wished she could understand that time love doesn't happen like that... for someone it takes just 2 minutes to realise that he is the one... and some can take 2 years or may be 20 years also... we can't compare our case with others in this matter... if she knew this...

Sanskar looks at Swara's photo in his wallet... he caresses it with his thumb...

"I love you swara... please accept me... please..." a tear escaped from his eyes...

His phone rang, whipping the tear drop he looks at his phone...

"Hi"

"Hey bestie... whats up..." he heard her cheering voice...

"Aaron..." his voice cracked...

"Hey what happened honey... why are you so upset..."

"Aaron... am i doing wrong again..." he clutched his phone...

"No honey... you are not... more over you are doing nothing just being yourself... it's happening with almighty's will... just flow with it..."

"I can't bear that hatred disgusting look on her face everytime she sees me..."

"And it will turned in love in second when she comes to know how good you are,"

"Will she?" he asked like a child...

"Yes sweety... don't be upset please... its not good for you... you know that..."

"Hmmm..." he says sniffing a little then composed himself...

"Where is joseph?" he asked...

"Oh he is in the kitchen... making garlic bread for me?"

"You don't like garlic bread" he frowned

"Oh sanskar... Joseph and I have news for you..."

"What?"

"I am pregnant and also engaged..." she shouts with squeal....

"What..." Sanskar asked with shock... "you both didn't tell me... where is that cheater... give him this damn phone... i will fill his ears with my not so good words..."

"You call him on his phone but tomorrow... we have plans please..." he can imagine her pout...

"Okay... fine... have a good day... and tell my little princess uncle Sanskar will come to meet soon..."

"Yes.. yes... bye bye uncle sanskar..."

He keeps the phone, with a sigh...

Samar and Sanskar were sitting in a restaurant... Samar looks at him smiling at his phone...

"Hey man... see i am here..."

"I know... swara is really sometimes funny... she is such an innocent dude... you know sometimes i feel like i will gobble her up for her cuteness... we are really doing well... and you know what yesterday when i was complaining about my parents that how they are constantly irritating me she asked me to spend time with them... and i did... I sat with dad and mom... i feel like they are just concerned about my future... They have no problem with me sitting at home preparing for an exam but they are just concerned cause i am wasting my time on other things roaming around and playing games on mobile... and you know when i asked swara to come with me to some big restaurant she asked me if i earn on my own... i was shocked at the sentence she said she is satisfied with that roadside golgappe stall till i take her in that restaurant with my own earned money... last night i think a lot and from today i will concentrate on my study..."

"That's why you denied to play one round game in the morning.." samar says with gritted teeth...

"Yeah... i was reading... now i am chilling with you and then after going home i will read again then at night will chat with swara and sleep..." he smiles...

"Oh... so how is everything going with swara... tell me she is like punam..."

"Samar yaar... how many times i say don't compare my swara with that bi... i mean punam..." he stopped cursing as swara doesn't like it and he is learning to control his tongue...

"Woooohhhh dude you stopped saying b**ch... you are changing..."

"No yaar... I am just controlling so I can control myself... I am using too many foul words... swara doesn't have a problem with that but she told me i should control it..."

"I can see she is controlling you..."

"No dude... she said right I controlled myself in front of mom dad with difficulty... That day I cursed badly in front of laksh bhai he was upset with me..."

"Hmmm '' Samar said with a not very good expression... "hey that's our order go get it..."

"Yup" as soon as he went samar grabbed his phone...

"Dude why are you checking my phone..."

Sanskar snatched his phone... samar was laughing hard...

"What are you both school kids... is that all you talk?" he said laughing...

"You shouldn't check anyones personal messages..."

"What is there personal? From when you got so bored..."

"I said right, we are understanding each other and she is innocent..."

"None is innocent... and don't forget she is punam's bestie... talk hot... talk boldly... or she will go like punam..."

"No... no..." sanskar murmured with frown...

"You have girlfriend dude... for what you get girl friends... and anwesha also talk hot you know... i know everything about her... just like you know about punam... all are the same i am saying..."

"But swara..."

"No buts... enough of your boring talks try to know more about her man... i am sure you don't even know about her dates of those days... i know about anwesha's... she was scowling from morning i gave her diary milk and she was happy" he smirked...

18 years old Sanskar's mind starts to gallop all the unwanted things forgetting about the studies and his newly found good enough friend swara bose... he just remembers he has a girlfriend who is not a friend or best friend...

Night...

"Hey done with reading?" he sees her message...

"I just didn't feel like reading today..."

"Why... sanskar this is not done..."

"Leave all that na... tell me what are you wearing now?"

"Now? Just casuals..."

"What casuals? Say specifically..."

"What will you do knowing about my clothes..."

"Say na..."

"Okay... white t-shirt and pink capris..."

"Hmmm... and under that..."

He didn't get messages for some minutes... though it's showing she has read already...

"What are you talking about, sanskar..." her message came...

"What... just some couple talk... you know what would i have done if i were with you now?"

"Stopp please... i am not liking all this sanskar... please... are you drunk why are you talking so weirdly...:"

"Oh baby... are you shying so much... you don't have to shy... tell me are you pouting?"

"I am going... i am sleepy bye..."

"No na please... ok i am stopping... ok..."

"No, I am not in the mood to talk... bye..."

And that was just the beginning...

Sanskar throws the heavy paperweight and doesn't know where... why did he do that why... how can he make someone so uncomfortable... he was a beast... a beast... a bloody lusty bustard... he starts to throw everything in his cabin crying... then slides down slowly at the corner clutching his wallet...

"I am sorry... i am so sorry... Please forgive me... i am so bad... i am a horrible person... i am sorry... please..." he keeps on murmuring until his surrounding black out....