"He needs to send to the treatment as early as possible. His condition is turning worse." Siddharth says making Shehnaaz to stare at him with wide eyes.

She gets up and sit on the bed staring at him with a tense look, "his condition turning worse means?" Shehnaaz asks sounding damn worried for her brother.

Siddharth too sit up and holds Shehnaaz through her shoulder and rubbing it slowly trying to calm her down. "Shehnaaz when you have been in bathroom and when Dey came over there that time Shehbaaz too was present over there right?" She nodes her head slowly. "That time he might have tried to move his body parts to help you in a way possible. And in that attempt might have put lot of pressure resulting his condition to turn worse, now the only option left is to take him to London and start the treatment as early as possible." Siddharth says making her more eager to see her brother.

"I want to see him..." saying so not waiting for him, she runs out of the room making her way to Shehbaaz room. The moment she enters inside everyone look at her been amazed but her eyes only notices the person laying on the bed with his eyes closed. Tears in her eyes and she making her way towards him, taking those slow baby steps and with each step cursing herself for this condition. She takes a sit beside him slowly caressing his hairs, and a drop of her tear landing on his eyes.

"I am really sorry Shehbaaz, I had promise you that I will never became reason for your worries but once again you have land in this condition due to me. I never was able to become an ideal sister of yours; I am really sorry." She says weeping silently. There is a touch on her shoulder making her to look at the source to find Asim standing there with a sad face. "Asim why does when I get some happiness in my life, I always have to face worse pain after it? Why I can't be happy?" She says looking at him with tearful eyes making him to feel sad for her.

"Hey, Sana you can't lose hope like this. If you will be like this all sad then who will fill positivity in our life, you're our bundle of joy." Asim says trying hard to hide his own tears seeing Shehbaaz in such condition. "And don't you forget that when you cry you look like chudail I don't want Shehbaaz to get scared." Asim says in manner to divert her mind but she is staring at Shehbaaz and smiles a sad one listening to it.

"At least in that manner he will react or from childhood I have seen him just laying down on bed. Earlier his eyes used to be open, I could feel that at least he is looking at me but now I can't feel that too." Shehnaaz says wiping off her tears.

"Sana you can't lose hope so easily from last twenty-two years you were the only person who had the hope that he will get cured. Now when yours this determination is finally turning to be reality you can't back off. I have already told you about Dr. Edward Maxwell and I have even taken appointment of it, we should leave my tomorrow." Dadu speaks making Shehnaaz to look at him been amazed. "I know it's all of sudden but now we have no other option."

"And about your dad's dream Asim will look after it." Siddharth voice comes who is standing on the entrance, Shehnaaz glance at him on listening his voice and then at Asim who nodes in agreement.

"Bro has already told me that the only problem you will have to leave this village will be about uncle's dream which you don't have to worry. I will look after it you just concentrate on Shehbaaz for now and I will keep on informing about the recent updates on the project." Asim says looking at her with a smile.

"And I will keep on updating about latest news on the sets." Vikas says too having a smile on his face, both trying to make her smile and finally she ended up smiling seeing the smile of the person standing on the entrance.

Shehnaaz moves towards Siddharth, wraps her hand around his back and pecking on his chest. He too wraps his hand around her waist, she raises her head and look at him with a beautiful smile on her face making Siddharth to lose a heartbeat, he lives for this smile.

"Thank you," she says looking into his eyes with love radiating from it. He looks at her with a confused look when Vikas says something making Shehnaaz and Siddharth to took at him.

"I think you should thank us not him; it is me and Asim you are going to give you all information when you won't be here and instead of thanking us you're thanking him?" Vikas sounding confused and also been jealous as he is not getting his credit.

"Why should I thank you both?" Shehnaaz says breaking the hug and giving them a questioning look.

"What you mean by why?" Asim says also desperate to get the credit. "It's me who is going to sacrifice his dream and instead of going back to Mumbai along with them, will stay back here just for you and you don't even feel it necessary to thank me." Widening his eyes with utter disbelief, don't he deserve this much?

Shehnaaz moves towards him with a sweet smile on her face, "but who told you to do it? Siddharth, right?" He nodes, "then who should I thank?" Asim gives her defeated look and she smiles, pulling his cheek.

"What about me? Sid didn't told me to inform it to you and I am well aware that in future I am going to face serve consequences for giving you those reports." Looking at Siddharth though corner of his eyes. Siddharth is glaring at him knowing well what he indirectly trying to say.

"You're my buddy my Piyush right? I need to thank you?" Been the dram queen she is making Vikas to shake his head seeing her drama's.

"No need to thank me." With that he smiles to her, she smiles too but soon her smiles fade away remembering that tomorrow she is going to leave for London. She looks at Siddharth and on finding her sad face, he glances at her knowing well what is going in her mind.

//

"Sana dadi have packed all your necessary things." Asim says getting into the room where Shehnaaz is sitting beside Shehbaaz holding his hand in hers but staring at Siddharth. "Sana are you listening to me?" He asks getting no respond from Shehnaaz and seeing him still staring at Siddharth.

Siddharth divert his graze on listening to Asim, Asim knowing well that what is up to with this two, he says. "I think you both should rest. I will be along with Shehbaaz, Sana you need sleep as tomorrow you have to live for London." Asim says he too sounding sad, he too is going to miss her.

"I don't want to go," she says with a pout but then looking at Shehbaaz she nodes in a negative manner. "I am going to sleep." Saying so she runs from there. She is in such a trap choose between her and Shehbaaz happiness. It has always been so easy to chose between it then how come now it is becoming so hard? She always chooses him over her but why today she wants to choose herself, when she turns out to be selfish. Wiping off her tears she goes and sleep in her bed fully covering herself with quilt, sobbing over there. She has no other option; she wants her brother to be perfectly fine. And for that she is ready to sacrifice her smile.

On the other hand, Siddharth too step to move out when Asim calls him out, he turns and look at him. "I know bro you might think that Sana is a kid and often talk childish thing. I know her from childhood but got to know her better after shifting over here, I have never seen her getting close to anyone. I agree she is friendly with every person and often talk without thinking but the way she behaves with you, I have never seen her behaving with anyone. She is so jolly person that there is nothing in this world that can make her sad, not that I have not seen her crying but after a few minutes she is back to herself. The only time when I see her mood not changing a bit is when you get angry on her or don't talk to her. Whatever she tells you is something she genuinely feels, I know you might think she is immature and don't know what she is talking but what you feel is nothing to do with what your maturity level is. I just want to say don't take her words as a childishness." Asim says looking back at Shehbaaz and Siddharth moves from there making his way towards his room.

How should he confess that what inner turmoil he is going through? It has been so different feeling when he heard those three words from her. People might be thinking that she loves him because she confessed him first but what about his feelings? Just because he didn't confess it, he has no such feeling for her? Do you always have to tell it loud? Will he ever be able to express himself?

Those amazing moments which they spend with each other flashes in front of his eyes. That first meet where she misunderstood him as Vikas, how embarrassing it has been for him as that has been the first time someone didn't recognise him specially a girl. Those teasing session he has to go through due to it, she turning the serious environment of the set into laughing session and he been the clown of it as she has been imitating him. That day for the very first time someone tried to imitate him not getting scared at all, she hugging him for the very first-time misunderstanding Rashmi as a ghost. That thought itself brings still smile on his face, that has been first-time he smiled after so many years. He listening to her conversation with Asim on how cruel he is as he never smiles and all that stuff. She again telling him the meaning of life, he slowly getting soft towards her and she eventually becoming his everything. How has she changed him in a complete manner, now he doesn't remember his old self.

That moment his eyes lands on the close door of Shehnaaz room, he is well aware that she might have till not slept. He is battling with himself that whether he should move inside or not. Finally, like always his logic going to hell he moves inside listening to his heart, this too is taught by her making him to listen to his heart. Opening the door, he finds her laying on her bed fully covered with the quilt only sobbing sound can be heard. How much is he going to miss his small little angle who has turn his dark life into bright one.

Dard Mere Woh Bula Hi Gaya
Kuch Aisa Asar Huaa
Jeena Mujhe Phir Se Woh Sikha Raha
Hmm... Jaise Baarish Kar De Tar
Yaa Marham Dard Par
Koi Mujhko Yun Mila Hai
Jaise Banjare Ko Ghar

He takes baby step towards him making Shehnaaz to slowly remove the quilt from her head as she hears the footstep. She sees a black shadow moving towards her. The room has only a side lamp which brightens only certain part of the room so Shehnaaz is not getting a clear view of that position making her to mistake Siddharth has ghost. Shehnaaz close her eyes getting scared and is going to open her mouth to shout when Siddharth keeps her palm on her mouth stopping her from gathering the entire cast in her room has then they will ask what he is doing in her room that too so late.

"Moti! Are you bad? People might have come by now. What were you planning to do? And I don't get you from when do I look like a ghost or robber that you were going to shout. Now why on the earth your radio session is on mute button?" Siddharth is scolding her, his hands still covering her mouth.

She bites his palm making him to take his hand away from her. "How will are talk when you covered my face." She says glaring him, Siddharth too is glaring her rubbing his palm with his other hand. It hurts man! He surely has to do of her sharp teeth.

"So, what was the need to bit me for it?" He asks sounding as if it pained a lot. Shehnaaz look at him and then at the palm he is rubbing.

"Did it pain, you a lot?" She asks sounding concern and seeing it Siddharth nodes, eager to know what will she no next.

She takes his palm in her hand rubbing it slowly, "I am sorry." She says in a cute manner, with slowly planting a kiss on that palm. "I didn't wanted to hurt you but you know how much scared I got on seeing you I thought that..." Shehnaaz is going to speak but Siddharth interrupts her.

"That king spirit came." Siddharth says while she nodes in agreement been all innocent.

"How you got to know?" She says moving towards him getting scared.

"Leave that how come king spirit can come? You said that queen has been dead right?" Siddharth asks smiling a little seeing his fear-stricken kitten.

"But that queen had killed that king right? And as you said if queen spirit is there then king spirit too will exist right?" Saying so she hugs him, hiding her face in his chest.

"Shehnaaz there is nothing like spirit or such, it just villager's imagination which they have put in your head." Saying so Siddharth hit her head in a playful manner.

"But they have seen the spirit..." she raises her head and try to speak when Siddharth keeps a finger on her lips shushing her off, while glaring at her which eventually turn soft seeing those innocent fill eyes staring at him.

"Not a word!" his voice turning husky making Shehnaaz to shiver on listening to it. Her face turning slight shade of pink due to his intense graze. He moves towards her an inch away from each other, she feeling his hot breath on her cheeks making her to feel butterfly in her stomach. Making her to close her eyes in slyness. He having a slight smirk seeing his effect on her, he too closing his eyes and pecking a kiss on her cheeks. Making to feel thousand different things to Shehnaaz by his mere one kiss.

"Now you sleep," saying so he gets up from the bed making his way out of the room.

Leaving Shehnaaz to open her eyes and stare at the direction he just left, blushing like a tomato. Thinking that it has been just a dream or it has been for real, he really kissed her. How amazing is it! From so long she wanted to know about his feelings and this kiss gave all the answer. Completely forgetting that she is going to leave tomorrow. With that thought in mind she lays down on the bed, having a beautiful smile but still blushing.

//

Siddharth move inside his room and changing his dress he gets into his bed. The moment he gets the sleep, he sees his mother in his dream. She gesturing him to come towards her with her hand and he moving towards her. He kneeling down and laying his head on her lap the way he did when he has been having last conversation with his mom.

"Mom where have you been? Do you have any idea how much I missed you? Why you left me alone? You know how alone I am in this world?" Siddharth says tears flowing down from his cheeks without his own knowledge.

"Where are you alone? You have Shehnaaz with you." Listening to it Siddharth raise his head from her lap staring at her been amazed. "What! Why are you looking at me like that?" She says slowly moving her hand to his face. "You can lie to this world, to yourself but not to me. I know that you love her Sid and you should accept it too." She says making him to node in a negative manner.

"I can't mom! I can't destroy her life for my happiness, she deserves much better than me. She still has many things to see, her age is nothing compare to me. I am very old for her mom, very much old." Sounding sad at his own realisation. How weird is his destiny, gave him a precious diamond that too the one which he can't afford.

"She loves you, beta." He smiles a sad one listening to it.

"That the problem mom, I can't even give myself excuse telling that she doesn't. But I am sure as she will go to London she will soon forget about me. She will soon get someone whom she deserves, she is mistaking her attraction to love. She is immature mom but I am not, I know that her age is such that she will mistake attraction for love and it is common in this age, they often have crushes and all those stuffs and been immature you name it love. I know she will never fall in love with a person who is illegitimate, a person who is responsible for his own mother death, who was not able to be a good son." Siddharth says looking at his mother with teary eyes, "I am sorry for all this which you had to face. If I didn't came in this world you might have got married to someone and might have lived a wonderful life like that Mr. Suraj Singh." Till anger radiating from his voice on mentioning that person name, how will he ever be able to forgive him.

"You're not the one to blame for, in fact I am reason that you were kept away from your father. What you think that if you didn't came in my life would my life be better? Then you're wrong, I might have lose the reason to survive if it was not you. You have been my reason to live for so many years, I had made a wrong decision as I sacrifice my happiness, my love so that Suraj parents may remain happy. As I too thought that Suraj don't deserve a person like me please beta you too don't commit the same mistake. As without love life seems meaningless." With that his moms disappears from his sight making him to open his eyes and get up from his sleep.

He realises that he has been dreaming and he wipes off the tears, he cried for real. Did he mom really came to advise him? Or it is result of his sub conscious mind as he has been overthinking about it?

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How is the part?

I am seriously deeply sorry, I don't like moving from my commitments. Yesterday only I made you all happy saying I will update regularly, I just bloody hate it so much, when I don't put up with my commitments.

Some family problem has occurred though I am not personally involved in it but your mind don't listen to you when something else going on in your surrounding that's the problem I was not able to write today, this was a chapter store and one more is there. Which I will update tomorrow and after that I don't know when my mind will allow me to pen it down.

Don't worry I am perfectly fine I don't get heartbroken with this small hurdles. I know that somewhere in that heaven there is someone who is testing our patience and I know that we r going to pass all the test. Don't forget that it is test of your patience too that how much you all can wait for my update *wink* and in that attempt don't forget me.

"Life is too short to worry lets enjoy every bit of it." You are getting the update tomorrow after that do enjoy others book, amazing sidnaaz writers are present over here. I promise I will be back soon, your wishes will bring me back soon.

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