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“How can we leave him like that? What if no one treats him and he dies losing blood like…like… my parents.” She says her eyes turning moist. Listening to it Siddharth for the first time look at her, who has been fuming in anger finally calms down himself. Her parents are no more, she doesn’t have parents like him. 

“Nothing will happen to him, you come along with me.” Saying so Asim drags Shehnaaz along with him. 

Vikas stares at their retreating figure, did he hear it right? She just said about her parents? Then he glances at Siddharth who is lost in his thoughts and he know what might he be thinking. He takes his hand in his and tries to treat it with the first-aid kit he has. 

Siddharth is just lost in his thoughts of that dark past which is not ready to leave him. Sometime he does feel that he doesn’t want to leave his past but there is nothing in his present that will make him feel to leave his past. Unlike others he doesn’t live for present or future but he lives for his past, that motivates him to survive. To make him feel that he has to survive to prove that people wrong. 

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Asim brings Shehnaaz out of that mansion and both are making their way towards their village. Asim glance at Shehnaaz whose face is pale, she is lost in her thoughts. Asim wraps his hand around her shoulder pulling her close to him. 

“Why my radio is mute today? Don’t tell me you took my advice seriously and is giving rest to your mouth. How grateful your mouth will be of you.” Asim says chuckling making Shehnaaz to hit her elbow in his stomach. Asim touches his stomach holding it in pain letting go off Shehnaaz. “Why on earth you torture me so much?” gasping in pain. 

“So why you keep on teasing me?” She asks raising her brow, “think before you tease me from next time.” Giving him stern look but soon her face expression changed to sad one. Asim shakes his head in ‘not again’ manner. 

“Sana please don’t you dare to blame yourself what happened that day.” Asim says glaring her. 

“If I am the reason than I will blame myself, right? I am going, aunty might be waiting for me.” Saying so she moves towards her house. 

Asim stares at her retreating figure, “it would have been great if that accident didn’t take place that day. Your life would have been wonderful away from the cruel people you’re dealing at the moment.” Asim says making his way towards his room. 

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 Next day

After yesterday incident, Asim have strictly warn her not to trouble Siddharth Shukla in any manner. Shehnaaz makes a pout listening to it, where on the earth she troubles him? 

“Where I trouble him? I had gone there to ask an apology if he shouted on me then what’s my problem?” Shehnaaz says pouting. 

“When I have already informed you that he is not in a good mood then why you went near him? I don’t want to have any further argument. You just promise me that you’re not going to trouble him more. You have seen his anger, right?” Asim is getting concerned for Shehnaaz, he doesn’t want her to land herself in trouble. 

“When he is in good mood? He always behaves so rude as if doing us all some favor that he is living. I mean who can keep stern face for such a long time? People do smile, right? I just don’t understand what is his problem?” Shehnaaz says shaking her head in disbelief while Asim is gesturing her to turn herself but she is busy in her talking session. 

“Asim if you’re not busy then Vikas was searching you a moment ago.” Listening to that rude voice who she has been praising, she turns only to find a stern face looking at her. Why always this thing happens with her? She pouts looking at him with puppy face while he just moves from there. Seeing him left Shehnaaz glares at Asim, can’t he let her know that he has been listening to their conversation? 

“You Dumbo!” Hitting his head, “why you didn’t inform me that he was listening to it?” Glaring him. 

“Do you listen to anyone once you open your mouth?” He asks her making her to pout, “from when I am trying to say look behind but no, you’re busy praising him. Now handle it!” Saying so Asim moves from there as Vikas has call him. 

“What is this god ji? The more I try to move away from this rude person, the more you bring him in my life. After yesterday I had decided that I won’t ever talk to him but now again I committed one more sin and now again I will have to ask apology to him.” Pouting she follows Asim as she thinks that she might find Siddharth over there. 

As expected, he is sitting in shooting location totally engross in the script in his hand. Shehnaaz thinks, don’t this person get bored reading that paper whole day. Thank god! She is not actor or she will never be able to read something for so long. Thinking so she makes her way towards him taking a sit beside him. 

“I was trouble you a lot from the day you came.” Shehnaaz says glancing at him but not for once he looks at her, she pouts and continues. “And I am very well aware that you don’t like me much. How will you? On the first day I imitated you, I didn’t even apologies to you for it. But trust me, yesterday I came to talk to you for two times but both times something or another happened and I was not able to.” She says pinching her throat as if saying him that she is not lying. “And what happened a moment ago, I am really sorry for that. I didn’t mean that you’re bad or anything like that but just that you never smile why is that so?” She says looking at him with a hope that he might share with her. 

“There should be some reason to smile.” Siddharth says containing some pain in his eyes which he is trying to mask with his stern look. Shehnaaz for the very first time look at those eyes which is conveying his real feeling which his face always covers up along with his tongue. 

“When you want to smile then there is no need to find reasons to smile. It just some excuses you try to give when you don’t want to do it.” She says staring into that eyes which is too staring at her. Slowly trying to tell her what he is going through but soon enough he diverts his graze not wanting to look at her. Fear that she might see that broken soul whom he is hiding from this world, masking a tough person for the real world. 

“Shehnaaz! What are you doing over there? Come here,” Vishal calls her and she moves to him not before glancing at Siddharth once. 

Those words by Shehnaaz really makes him feel that he is stopping himself from enjoying his life. The same words Vikas use to always tell to him, to let go the past but how on the earth is he able to let go the past? That will keep on reminding himself that who he is. Moreover, he doesn’t want to let go off his past because he thinks that he doesn’t deserve to live a normal life like others. 

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Shehnaaz is sitting along with Madurima talking something when her eyes go on Siddharth who moves inside as the lunch break is announce. Rest all are gathering in one place while he is moving in. Shehnaaz has notice it from the start but never ask anyone the reason but today she feels like asking it, especially after having that conversation with him. 

“Why don’t he sit alone with us?” Shehnaaz asks staring at her retreating figure. 

“Whom are you talking about?” Dey asks busy opening his packet. 

“Siddharthhh…” She says making Vikas to have a slight smile on his face seeing her amazed that how beautifully that name rolled out of her tongue. 

“He doesn’t like eating with all.” Rashmi says smiling at her and somewhere showing that she knows him. 

“But why?” She asks curious to know about him. 

“Hmm… why don’t you ask yourself?” Vikas suggested making others shock. She nodes and stands up from there moving towards the direction he left. 

“Vikas why you let her?” Rashmi asks been confused. 

“Yeah, Vikas you know that Siddharth don’t like having lunch with us all. He likes to spend time alone.” Madurima says been amazed with Vikas such behavior. Vishal is just staring at him knowing that something is definitely going in his mastermind. 

“What if he might like company from now on?” Vikas says having a smirk on his face making rest all confused with that statement but one person out of them went into deep thinking listening to that statement. 

She stands on the entrance of the room, thinking whether she should enter or not as yesterday incident pass in her mind. What if he again breaks something? Somehow gaining some courage she moves in as the person is sitting on his sofa closing his eyes, lost in his thoughts. 

“Hi!” Her voice makes him to open his eyes and look at her been amazed. What is she doing here? 

“What are you doing over here?” He asks her. 

“I came to call you for lunch, as all have gathered over there for lunch. What will you do alone over here?” Shehnaaz says looking at her with hope that he will agree. 

“Thanks, but I don’t like having my lunch with others. I like to have it alone.” Siddharth says again closing his eyes. 

“But why? Don’t you get bored been all alone.” Shehnaaz again tries to make him come but Siddharth gets piss now. 

“Don’t you understand. I need some alone time; you just leave from here.” Siddharth says getting annoyed with her this behavior. Before no one have tried to intervene in his personal space but this girl is not ready to listen. Shehnaaz stares at him for a minute or so but seeing him not listening to it she moves from there making Siddharth somewhat calm as she gave in.

 He again closed his eyes; he likes to be alone because that makes him feel that he is not inferior than them. In past time he has always heard so many comments from others and still he is hearing it. Though he shows that those comments don’t affects him but it does and he tries to be in distance from all those who can hurt him. The reason that from so many years the only person is trust is Vikas Gupta, the reason that he only works with him. He is lost in thoughts when he hears some noise and this time when is opens his eyes, he finds more two people jointed her. Vikas and Asim, the first one is showing his all teeth while the latter is just giving him a nervous smile. 

“What are you all doing over here?” He says looking at them been irritated, “Vikas you know right that I don’t like to be with anyone during my lunch break.” Siddharth says shooting draggers at him as knowing him well still instead of stopping her, he is encouraging her. 

“It was not my idea. She said that you’re not ready to come out so she will have lunch alone with you. I am getting this opportunity for the very first time so I grab it.” Vikas says winking at him. Siddharth just shakes his head and moves his hand grabbing his lunch box not in any mood to argue further. 

Shehnaaz becomes happy and sits on the beside sofa and Asim joints her too, Vikas take a sit beside Siddharth. Siddharth time and again is glancing at Shehnaaz who is continuously talking while eating from Asim lunch pack. 

“Shehnaaz so you stay with your uncle and aunty?” Vikas asks after listening to her conversation about them. 

“Yeah, I lost my parents when I have been five years old from that time I am staying with my uncle and aunt.” Shehnaaz says her face turning sad, seeing it Asim tries to change the topic. 

“And not to forget that my dadu dadi consider her as their grandchild then me,” Asim says in way as if he is complaining. 

“Oh! Please don’t get jealous. I am so sweet that people often start liking me.” Shehnaaz says winking at him and giggling seeing him pouting. “Aww, I know that they love you more but little less than they love me.” Saying so she laughs out loud. Vikas too joint her in, Siddharth is just staring at her she looks so beautiful while laughing, those small beautiful eyes shining with happiness, that pink lips having that wonderful smile, her face glowing with happiness. 

Jazbaat Naye Se Mile Hain
Jaane Kya Asar Ye Huaa Hain

At that moment her eyes go on Siddharth and she smiles at her and unknowingly he smiles back too. She becomes amazed seeing his smile and smile brighter but at that moment Siddharth gets a call, it’s from unknown number and he receives it. 

“Hello!” He answers having a slight smile but within a second it fades away. All stares at him been amazed but Vikas understand what the matter is, he faces turns tensed seeing soon Siddharth face turning furious. 

“Yeah, you got it I am unlucky! Did you got it; I am that person who was brought in this world due to a fault. Happy! Now don’t you dare to call me again.” Saying so he cuts the call. He stares all those eyes who are staring at him. Having lots of question in their eyes, seeing it he moves from there because he don’t want to give any answer to them. 

“Siddharth! Stop!” Vikas run after him, fearing that he might harm himself in anyway. 

Asim and Shehnaaz stares at each other been totally confused. What happened? And why? Who has called? Why he reacted in such manner? What does that fault word mean? What is ‘unlucky’ now? So many question but no answer. Shehnaaz can see only those eyes which has been hiding his pain, that slight smile on his lips which disappeared as soon as he got that call, flashing in front of her eyes. 

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I have always had a feelings that everything that happens in your life does happen for something good. After seeing my comment session on my note full with positivity. I am glad that person did something like that or I would have never known that you all love my story so much. Thanks for keeping this positivity alive in this cruel world. That's whoy I come in watty and thanks making me feel that I was right that still world contains amazing people like you all who are supporting me in my this decision.

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