This is their mid night conversations of some random nights, and for those who wanted to know about Jahavni's family and all.

Ajey's POV

"Hey Jahavni, sitting alone again?"

I asked Jahavni as I made my way towards her.

"Yeah, what are you doing here?'

She questioned me.

"Just making sure someone don't feel lonely"

I said with a innocent smile.

"Oh stop with these silly jokes, tell me the real reason"

This girl can see through lies except for Shanvi.

"Didn't felt like sleeping"

I said.

"Oh"

What just a Oh, I looked at her she continued looking at the sky.

"Do you have a obsession with night sky, I mean like such a handsome guy is sitting beside you and you are not pay attention at all?"

I said well I love silence but I don't know why I just want to hear her speak.

"You consider yourself handsome?"

She said turning her head to me.

'Kar li bizzati?'

Shut up you idiot brain.

"I don't look bad, do I?"

Jahavni:- "Yeah you don't look bad maybe I never really noticed, because I think you have a inner beauty like Shanvi"

Yeh comment kar rahe h ya compliment.

"So face dosen't matters to you?"

What a question Ajey, you should jump of the roof after this.

Jahavni:- "Well it dose"

Can she be any less honest.

"You are really honest Jahavni, I mean like I had never seen someone accepting the fact that face matters"

She smiled as if remembering something.

Jahavni:- "There was a time when I used to say face dosen't matter, what matters is heart but then"

Ajey:- "Then what?"

Jahavni:- "Then Shavni came and said to me, why do you have crush on one of the most handsome guy in our school, not the one who everyone don't even look at? No right so stop saying that beauty comes from inside"

Ajey :- "you had a crush?"

'Another stupid question Ajey, even if she had she won't tell you'

Will you shut up brain?

'No'

"Well yes I had one"

She admitted.

Ajey:-"Who?"

Jahavn:- "Roy"

Ajey:-"Roy Kon?"

Jahavni:-"He was in the same school as me"

Ajey:- "so what happened between you guys?"

Jahavni:- "Well I and Shavni studied in the same school as you know, he was in my class in tenth then I did something very stupid, after that we came in 11th he took Science and I took Humanities, and we never spoke again well Yeah except for once"

So now I am curious as hell that what might she had done.

"So what did you do? I mean the stupid thing you mentioned?"

She looked at me and laughed.

"Are you sure you wanna know?"

She asked and I nodded.

"Well it's embarrassing, I massaged him from unknown number like almost daily, and when my mom find out she called him and said that it was Jahavni messaging you and bahut tamasha hua tha uske bad"

Oh fuck! I can't believe it ki Jahavni asa bhi kush kar sakti h.

"But massage kiya kyu tha and propose kar diya tha kay?"

"Nahi propose nahi kiya, and ase maje a rahe the mere immature self ko yeh harkat karke"

"To fir kabhi sorry nahi bola?"

"Nahi kabhi nahi, mi roz Sai ko disturb karti thi yeh story bata ke ki I want to say sorry to him or at least talk to him after she got to know what happened between me and him and bahut buri tharaha pata chala usko"

"Asa kese pata chal?"

"Shanvi mere friend thi 10th mi and 11th mi hum bestfriends bene, and 11th mi, mi August mi 15 din ki vacation pi chali gayi, and when I returned I got to know that Roy and Shavni are in a relationship, she introduced me to him saying, hey Roy meet my bestfriend Jahavni, because she didn't know what happened at that time"

"Oh shit! Fir kay hua?"

"Fir kay tha I decided to not tell her, but humari ek common friend thi jisko yeh sub matter pata tha she told Shanvi and jab Sai ne mujhe se pusha I had to tell her the truth and crush wali bat, next day Shavni broke up with him"

"So Shanvi tere se gussa nahi hui ki break up hogaya uska?"

"Oh C'mon wo or break up ke leye naraj ho jaye mere se asa ho he nahi skata, when I asked her ki tere ko break up karne ki kay jarurat thi she was like, ase shathis(36) ghumte h mere agaye piche, and she even gave a break up party"

I laughed I can totally imagine her saying that.

"So kabhi relationship mi nahi ai tum Jahavni?"

"No, I am in a relationship with my books, and I prefer it that way, and maybe mere ko kabhi payar ho jaye kay pata, tujhe kabhi payar nahi hua?"

Well that's a question, kay batu abb isko mere to kismat he nelli h, Yaha truelove to milta nahi h siraf hookup hote h.

"Na kabhi nahi"

"So it means ki humre group mi agar ko relationship wala h to wo siraf Shanvi h, well agar uska aaj tak ka count karu to 20+ boyfriend se jada he hogaye"

"20+ itne bande, wha Shanvi bhi na"

"Yrr 2 week se jada ka relationship chalta he kaha h uska, maximum 2 months ka tha and that was with an idiot as she said"

I laughed and we kept talking about random stuff when my phone pinged, I took it out and looked at it.

"The talk of the devil and the devil is here"
I said looking at my screen I unlocked my phone, and Jahavni asked.

"Kon h?"

"Shanvi madam or ho bhi kon sakta h"

I replied and opened our chat.

'Carry tu akhand chutiya h'

And I read this aloud and I saw Jahavni laughing.

"Yrr yeh Shanvi ko addhi rat ko dure padte h kay, mtlb addhi rat ko kon kahta h ki tu chutiya h?"

I said and saw Jahavni laughing even more.

"Wo mujhe bhi addhi rat ko massage karti h, ki mi pagal hu"

She said between her laughs, my phone pinged again, this time it was a voice note.

"Jahavni sun appne earphones dena jara, because I don't trust this girl one bit, pata nahi kay bola hoga"

She passed me her ear phones.

"Abbye chomu, massage read kar liya to reply kon dega mere baap? Or saale tere ko jo photo bejh rahe hu dekh ke bata kese h?"

"Kay bola madam ne? Or tune yeh uska name kay save kiya h?"

Jahavni said.

"Do-char galiya di or bola ki kush photo send kar rahe h, and uska name save kiya h mine 'Devil' tum ne kay kiya h?"

"Oh my god it's same"

I laughed so Shanvi is really a devil, my phone had numerous pings.

"Are baap re kitne photos send kar rahe h yeh ladki"

"Abbhi tak 10 kar chuki h"
I replied and went through the pics, my phone rang.

"Hello chutiye,dekh li abb bata konse best lag rahe h?"

I put the phone on the speaker.

"Mere ko to white wali best lag rahe h"

"Same Sai white one is good"
I said and Jahavni also spoke.

"Yrr abbhi mi budhi nahi hui hu tum logo ka taste h kharab h, gand marwo mi Yash ko call karke pushti hu, but wait a second..... yeh tum dono rat ke 1 baje ek sath kay kar rahe ho?"

Here we go hogi iski panchayat shuru.

"Are kush nahi just talking"

She hung up and I looked at Jahavni confused, my phone rang again this time it was a video call.

"Hi, kar kay rahe ho tum dono, addhi rat se accha time nahi mila bat karne ko huh? Wase roof pi na kiss karne mi jada acchi feeling ati h"

She said and before one of us can say anything she hung up.

"Yeh pagal h?"

I asked Jahavni.

"You are right yeh pagal he h, but really Ajey bate karte hu pata he nahi chala 1 baj gaye, I think we should go and sleep"

(A/n:- Benchod kush or mat samjh lena sone ja rahe h ek dusre ke sath sex karne nahi)

"You are right kal tumhe college bhi to jana h"

She nodded and went downstairs.

"Good night bhi nahi bola"
I said to myself.

"Ajey Good night"

Her voice came.

"Good night Jahavni, sleep well"

I said and she smiled, BC yeh mujhe kay ho raha h.

*****

Warning:- this could be a little sad, and this is when Ajey and Jahavni are quite close.

"So Jahavni you never told us about your family?"

I questioned her, we have been talking since last 1 hour and this questioned popped in my head out of nowhere.

"My family"

She said with sadness in her eyes.

"You know Ajey I sometimes really envy you"

"Why?"

"You have such a wonderful family that supports you, and mine is far worse"

She said looking straight in my eyes.

"But what happened Jahavni? From what I know your dad is in NDRF and you had a brother, you never told anything else"

"My Mom and Dad really don't care until and unless I am creating a trouble or ruining their name, They are just the typical indian perents who loves my brother, well My brother is the only one that really care about me except for Shanvi"

Her beautiful brown eyes moist slightly.

"But they do care about you, ever perent dose"

I said because it's true.

"No they don't, probably they do but not as much as they should"

"How you can say that?"

Ajey stop nagging her, my brain said but I just can't help it.

"You know I never wanted to be a civil servant, my mom forced me to prepare for it, not because she wanted a good job for me, because she wanted me to have a good degree, so that she can easily find a groom, but I didn't thanks to Shanvi"

"How did Shanvi come in here?"

I asked her, I mean like it's her family matter.

"Shanvi have that magic in her, wo mere mummy ki favorite h, mere mom mujhe sabse jada compare karti h Shanvi se, Jab Shanvi ko mine bataya that mom ne bola h ki mi civil service ke leye prepare karo, so she went to my mom and unko makhan lagaya itna or bola ki Jahavni ko L.L.B karwado, I was so angry with her at that time"

"Fir kay hua?"

"Fir kay tha mere mom man gai and Shanvi ne DU mi mera bhi apply kardiya, mom chati thi ki mi ek relative ke sath rahu but Shanvi insisted ki mi uske sath uske ghar pi rahu, because padhi mi help hogi, and mere mom Shanvi pi itna trust karti h ki wo man bhi gai, and when I asked Shanvi ki wo yeh sub kyu kar rahe h you know what she said"

"What?"

"She said, 5 sal ka L.L.B dur raho family se koi kush bolne wala nahi, chill karege no worries, but that was until she left here, now my mom calls me and nags me daily"

"Tere mom ko tere fikar h yrr"

"Asa kush nahi h she just wants to know that do I have a boyfriend, am I alone or with someone, mere koi new friend h and all"

"She is really the Typical Indian mother"

"Yeah she is far more worse"

She let out a dry laugh.

*******
Jahavni's POV

This was Jahavni's conversation with Shanvi the day before Shanvi got shot.

"Hello madam 1 week hogaya kaha ho app na koi dua na Salam?"

I said.

"Nothing Jahavni, bas time he nahi mila yrr, or fir last week yaha net band kardiya tha government ne, you know Kashmir is always like this"

There was a sadness in her voice.

"Shanvi tu thik h na?"

There was a long pause from her side I thought she isn't gonna say anything but she said.

"I just feel like something terrible is going to happen, I don't know why, what It could be, but I just have this feeling from sometime that something very terrible is gonna happen"

She said.

"Shanvi tu jada mat soch, kush nahi hoga, just stop overthinking okay, and tere dad se bat hui tere, or chuti kab a rahe h it's been 7 months tujhe mile"

7 months ago after her training she came to meet us that was the last time I saw her.

"Yrr abb dad ko mi kay batu agle 5 sal to Army mi he rahna hoga, and abbhi to 7 months he hue h join kiye, 1 week ki chuti ki application di h dekte h CO sign karta h ke nahi, hogi to next month milte h, or Yash and Ajey thik h?"

"Ha bas badiya h dono, tujhe yad karte h, chal tune video jo bheji thi abbhi post kar di h edit karke, hope to meet you soon, abbhi so ja"

"Yeah good night see you soon"

She hung up.

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Hello people!

(Yeh mat bolna Yash ko copy kiya mine)

Guys, ek bahut important bat bolni h mere ko.

> Awake chapter mi tum logo ne read kiya tha Shanvi 23 December ko uth ti h, but no I have changed it to 23 August, so it mean usko goli lagi thi May mi.

> yeh jo sub hua, yeh sub lockdown mi hua yani ki 2020 mi.

Aaj ke leye bas itna he,
Yeh jo upar do point deye h padhlo sajawat ke leye nahi h.

Mohit payar hogaya h.

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