(sorry for not wrighting y'all. i lost the fandom, but found it again, so now we're good! if theres any mess up know my "friend" was being a bitch to the computer and me)

TW: Suicide attempt. I should've added this warning before, I'll go edit that

After that bath in the Onsen, I'd had this strange calmness.... it was creepy. and Otabek's kiss had just.... wowed me! i can't explain it really. i sat on the couch in my new apartment, scrolling through our little texts. i smiled at a few, like where he'd confessed and i'd brushed it off. like really!? and he'd dropped SO many hints that i'd missed, i couldn't help but laugh. there was a knock at my door. i opened it up and who i was expecting to be Viktor.... was Viktor. great. now my pissy attitude was back. shit.

"what the hell do you want old man?" i said. Viktor looked at me with a strange tint in his eyes.........................sadness. i kind of felt bad. his eyes teared up and he screamed, and i actually mean SCREAMED. "WELL I THOUGHT YOU'D CARED THAT YURI ACTUALLY SHOT HIMSELF THIS TIME!" everything stopped. "holy shit..." i muttered. "is he okay!? did he....." even couldn't believe that that Fat Pig....Yuuri, could try it.... "yes... barely though." Viktor muttered. "i'll come.... i guess." i said, getting my jacket and locking the door. "come on Old Man." i said. he followed me, like a small child... like how I was before Grandpa took me in.... then suddenly, memories flooded in.

(what happened to Yuri? what memories flooded into Yuri's head? find out next chapter! i know im fucking weird.............. try not to judge. and sorry this was so short.)-

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