10/29/2021

The lack of respect
I hold for you
Is astonishing,
Even to myself.

Sure, I'm a self-centered fool
More interested in herself
And her own worth

But I can honestly say
You were at least ten times worse
Down different avenues,
Of course.

Eyes,
I'll focus on the burning castle in mine,
But there's no denying
The hell in yours
The secrets you keep,
Awful things you'd whisper
As I would fall asleep.

You deprived me of rest,
Deprived me of space,
You're my biggest regret,
And I hate
I hate-
Your idiot face.

Would you cease to exist?
Would you leave my past?
Would you disappear
And never come back?

Please?
No?
I can't let go
Of how much I hate you
Because you disrespected me so deeply
And I was lost, wandering in oblivion
Because that's all I knew
In terms of coping.

So yes I'm a fool,
But oh...
So are you,
So are you,
So

Are

You.