It was perfect
Then it came crashing down...
Th weight of a simple gift that was indescribable...
It slowly became a curse...
Soon... I created something of my own...
Its heavy but it worked...
Call me a monster in disguise...
A sinner...
A fake bitch...
But I wasn't the fool who fell for something so fake...
I'm the one stuck laughing and crying in a silent darkness...
While you shine you all your glory and pureness...
I watched and manipulated you to see my fake smile...
You were perfect and had everything.
You come to me to make fall to my knees as your words continue to cut my skin...
Wanting to leave this evil world...
Wanting to choke and beat myself to death...
I don't mind at all... because death told me to take my time...
This mask....this sickly sweet smile....the bittersweet laughs....all of it!
Its nothing but a fucking dream that is actually a nightmare!
And me...
Ha....I'm the monster that was misunderstood...
For you were the monster that was hiding deep inside of your disgusting perfection...
I rather am a monster understood rather than a goddess that hides in perfection.