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I sit alone on the edge of the world.
The world we built together...
It serves as a constant reminder of the sweet moments that I craved.
My tears still cascading down my face even after all this time...
I began to drown in my own lovesick thoughts.
Your touches burned into my skin...
Your whispers still filling my empty heart.
Your poison still killing me slowly.
You are stuck inside my head...
I can't help but bang my head against the hard surface...
Trying to forget your smile.
I have grown to become numb to other people love... because of you.
I have grown not to believe them...
Not trust them.
I slowly stood from the cliffs edge...
Glancing behind to see the fire we have created to engulf our kingdom.
There is no one way to escape...
But to jump from the edge.
I wasn't afraid of taking the chance.
Why?
Our relationship was a chance I took and now...
Here I am.
Paying for the consequences alone.
Suffering from the damage we have created.
only you never were here with me.
Instead I saw afar you have built another kingdom more beautiful than ours....
That was the last thing I saw...
You were not the last thing that broke me ...
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