"I never did find out how you got on the drop ship" i say to Bellamy while running my hand down his bare chest.

it had been a few days since the Charlotte incident and Murphy was probably dead by now either from the grounders or animals in the forest.Me and Bellamy were lying in bed after having sex for the second time that day.I guess i thought it would help him forget Charlotte.

"I did what I had to do so I could protect my sister" he said turning his head away not looking me in the eye

"whoa whats that?" I hear fox shout from outside

"Bellamy get out here" another voice yell

He throws on his pants and tosses me his shirt to wear.we both walk out of the tent half naked ignoring the glances were getting.

I look up into the night sky to see what looks like a pod of some sort falling from the clouds.it finally disappears presumably hitting the ground and landing somewhere.

"maybe it has supplies in it" Clarke says behind me

"hopefully it has some shampoo" fox jokes

I giggle.I missed just being able to joke around with my friends.

"Bellamy we have a group ready to go check it out" mbege says to him

"no we wait till morning" Bellamy says sternly

"bell,every grounder within 10 miles must have seen that we need to get there before them" Octavia says to her brother

"we wait till morning and that final" he says before storming off,Octavia chasing close behind him

"what was that all about?" fox asks me

I just shrug

"wanna sleep in my tent tonight? I have to share it with sterling and a few others but its cozy" fox asks me

"sure" I say following her to the small tent next to the drop ship

we enter and I see sterling,Monroe and miller sprawled out on make shift beds that were more like thing mattresses only keeping them about a half a foot off the ground.

"well look who finally decided to finally join us" sterling joked moving over and making a space for me next to him,Monroe doing the same for fox.

We ended up staying up almost the entire night joking and laughing.it turns out miller is more than just Bellamys bitch hes also quite nice and he hates when people call him by his first name,Nathan so I started doing it to bug him.

"nathannnnnnn,wake uppp" i say poking his face

"stop calling me that" he groans rubbing his eyes

the tent flap is ripped open and Clarke sticks her head in

"Ella wheres Bellamy?" she asks frantically

"probably in his tent,i slept here last night" i reply casually

"no I cant find him anywhere I think he went to find the pod" she says with a look of urgency on her face

"fuck" I say running out of the tent,when i realize that I'm still only wearing Bellamy shirt and underwear I quickly run to his tent and throw on my clothes.

"Ella hurry up we need to find him" Clarke yells from outside the tent

"i'm coming" i say opening the flap and going out

"I'm coming with" Finn says

I just roll my eyes.of course he is,hes attached to Clarke at the hip.

I finally get to the landing sight of the pod but Bellamy is no where to be seen.I rush over and open the pod door to see that there is an injured girl inside.Finn and Clarke are not far behind but we split up to cover more ground.

"hey,are you alright" i whisper not knowing if shes awake or not

"did I make it?" she groans opening her eyes and rubbing her head

"yea,your on earth" I say while helping her out of the drop ship.

she throws off her space suit and takes in her surroundings. Clarke and Finn come out from the forest and gape at the girl.

"Finn" she shouts

"raven" he says in disbelief

she runs over and kisses him,embracing him in a Clarke looks devastated,I guess they did have something going on.

"hate to break up this moment but do you happen to have a radio on that ship?" I ask hoping we can contact the ark

"yes oh my god I have to contact the ark right now, there going to cull 300 people if they don't know were alive"she says running over to the pod and leaning inside to get it

"where is it" she says scrambling around. "it must have fallen off during landing,stupid,stupid,stupid" she says rambling

"no its not your fault,someone got here first" Clarke says obviously talking about Bellamy.

"lets go find him" Finn says before we all head off into the forest.

it takes about 10 minutes but we finally see Bellamy up ahead

"Bellamy" Clarke screams

he stops in his tracks and turns around

"wait Bellamy Blake?" raven asks

Bellamy face turns to pure fear.

"the whole ark is looking for you" she says

"what? why?" I ask

"Ella I had to so I could protect Octavia" Bellamy says with sorrow in his eyes

"what did you do?" I ask again starting to get scared

"I killed the chancellor" he says softly

"killed?" raven says scoffing "your a bad shot,hes still alive"

Bellamy breathes a sigh of relief knowing that he didn't murder anyone.

"so wheres my radio?" raven asks

"what are you taking about?" he smirks

"you took my radio and if I don't tell the arc were alive there going to kill 300 innocent people" she says lunging at him

I shove her back and Finn holds her this time.even though i'm mad at Bellamy for what he did I still feel the need to protect him.

"its too late" Bellamy says

"where is it?" Clarke asks softly

"ill show you" Bellamy says gesturing for us to follow him

he leads us to the river bank and points to the fast rushing stream. " in there"

My stomach drops,were never going to find it in here.

"Finn,Raven you go get others from camp to help us look.Ella,Bellamy lets go into he water and start looking."Clarke orders

"Ella ricci?" Raven asks

"yea" I say quietly knowing shes about to talk about how I ran away for so long

"Abby,Clarkes mom was talking about you.she said that you and Clarke were her biggest hopes for this." raven said with a smile

Clarke looked annoyed at the mention of her mother and I looked down at her wrist and realized that she was n longer wearing her wristband meaning that she took it off,probably for a good reason though.

"enough talking lets go" Clarke commands

Finn and raven take off into the forest as Clarke steps into the river.it only goes to about mid calf so the radio wont be impossible to find.

"I'm not helping" Bellamy says stubbornly

"why not?" I ask

"I don't want the ark down here,unlike you I'm not going to be pardoned of my crimes when they get here" he says through gritted teeth

"I never thought of that" I say to him

he intertwines his fingers with mine.

"what are we Bellamy?" I ask leaning my head on his shoulder

"what do you want to be?" he asks back

"yours" I reply honestly

"I think you already are babe" he says chuckling

"you know what I mean" I say poking him in the side

"Ella Ricci,will you be my girlfriend?" he says cheekily

"I would be honored" I say as he pulls me into a tight hug while we watch Clarke and the rest of the camp scramble for the lost radio.