CHAPTER 36
Bizet – 'Carmen'

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"let's take things slow."

me and Hoseok couldn't resist. we wanted the same thing, as always. our mutuality had been apparent from the beginning. it was shown through hand holds, nose brushes, thinking eyes, affectionate terms and carefulness.

"i love you," we said. "i love everything about you." truthful, kind and loving.

now it's the next day and this morning i couldn't stop puking. i spent my entire morning sat on the bathroom floor, afraid i'd make a mess. i felt pained, my legs felt weak and it was horrible.

"are you okay Elisa?"

i glared unintentionally as a frown stayed, "fine. can you leave me be for a second?" i clutched my stomach, confused at the sudden sickness.

when i tried to eat during the day, i puked up again.