CHAPTER 2
Für Elise — Beethoven

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It is I, Elisa.

You'll find out about me later. These are after all my thoughts, my version of a story that belongs to me. Isn't it nice how our stories belong to us? What power we have. That's a scary thing. We can do so much with our stories.

You're reading my diary. Stop reading or else you'll end up falling for the boy who resembles the sunshine. Is that what you want?

He's too good to be spoken of. Even after knowing him so long, I still find it hard to believe he's real. Have you ever met someone like that? You reach out and they're there, they're actually there but you're not. What is or who is real?

Do you think I asked to fall for someone who wasn't good for me? Who I don't deserve? But good things come to good people right? Maybe it's what I deserved. Maybe God saw me fidgeting with my uncomfortable and lonely life and sent this male angel for me.

I deserve Hoseok and he deserves me. We're forever.