Ok guys so I need to get this off my chest I won't be updating books for a while and right now I can't bear life right now I feel invisble like no one cares if I'm around I have been bulied at school and its coming back next week so I made my choice to not show pain to them but start cutting my self with a nife to hide the pain so yeah I'm going to do any thing but that but that's my option to hide my pain.