Jacob pov

I was sitting in the room as do now.  It was my fault that Renesmee is gone if I had to pay more attention than she I would have known she was full of my back and, now Edward and Bella do not have their daughter.

Sam came back to make sure that I have to try to kill me again yes   I blame met happened.

Sam comes as he always does with food and something to drink for me he, has tove to make me eat.

" you need to eat." He says

"What is the point?" I ask him

" well, Edward and Bella want to see you they want to talk to you."

They should hate me they should want to kill me for what happened.

"They do  not hate you  and happy birthday," he tells me yes it is my birthday  but I do not want to do anything but just sit and wait to die

" thinks" I just keep sitting there
"Come on up you go* he says he picks me and Carry Me to the Cullens

"Put me down sam"

"There someone who wants to see you and that has missed you."

"What?" I say whdoesdo everyone wants to get me out of the house? I had one job to do and I miss it up

"You will see when you get there."

renesmee pov

"honey  sit here,"  tell me where to sit at is Jacob birthday today and i'm his gift from mommy and daddy yes they told me that i'm am only five years old i'm am to get how you a get a five and not even one years mix up but that what they thought i was five when they found me but no i was not even one when that happens

"okay daddy" just then the door open and mommy and daddy get in front 

"Hi Jake," I say then mom and dad more out of the way

The look on his face was off lovevefove  than hurt and I know that look blame himself  for what happened to me

"It was not your fault Jake, " I tell him then i put  my hand on his face to show one momersers i have of me and him

*flashback*

"HI, Jake!" 

"hi Nessie how are you today?"

"I'm am good come and look at Sofia with me."

"okay"

*end of flashback*

"I remember  that"

*time jump to after his party*

Jane POV
I get out my guitar and start playing the song that I made so long ago when I had hope now I do not know that tomorrow well.

When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes

And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
And in the dark I found,
I lost hope that I won't fly
And I sing along, I sing along
And I sing along

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight (flashlight)
You're my flashlight (flashlight)
You're my flashlight

I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not afraid when the rain won't stop
'Cause you light the way
You light the way, you light the way

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
I can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
(Light light light you're my flashlight, light, light)
Then my flashlight
Light light light light light, oh
(Light light light you're my flashlight, light, light)
You're my flash, oh

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
I can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
(You're my flashlight)
You're getting me, getting me through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight
'Cause you're my flashlight
You're my flashlight

You're my flashlight
Light light
You're my flashlight
Light light ye-yeah

You're my flashlight

Edward POV

I hear someone start playing  the guitar but no one was here but Jane and I everyone  else want hunting  she wants yesterday  and I want this morning so I went and I was still  not okay with her stay home alone with Aro and Caius out and  that is how everyone  feels she been thought  a lot as Renesmee  has

So follow where the music s coming from. I hear her singing wait she can sing

You're my flashlight
Light light
You're my flashlight
Light light ye-yeah

You're my flashlight

"You can sing??" I ask her as she was getting done with the last note of the song
"What no I can not why would you think that?!?!" She asks getting scared *he me* she thought "I'm am not going to hurt you  Jane remember  what we told you we will keep you safe but why did you tell us that you can sing?" "I do not know." then everyone comes back 

*time jump*

Renesmee pov

I have  a family themselves and I have my mate and my protectors who were looking  out for me I have the best life true I did not start off that way will it did but did it, okay  you know what I mine

Right now Jane and i are e no want to leave us in the house alone so yes we are here together 

I'm in the music room  just you know missing around then I start playing a song that I wrote  but I do not know how good it is a song I pick up one of the guitars and start to play it

You think you know me
But you don't know me
You think you own me
But you can't control me
You look at me and there's just one thing that you see
So listen to me
Listen to me

You push me back
I'll push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I'll scream at you
Louder, l-l-l-l-louder
I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
You don't know me

You think you got me
But you don't get me
You think you want me
But you don't know what you're getting into
There's so much more to me than what you think you see
So listen to me
Just listen to me

You push me back
I'll push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I'll scream at you
Louder, l-l-l-l-louder
I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
You don't know me

And the longer that you stay
The ice is melting
And the pain feels okay
It feels okay (hey)

You push me back
I'll push you back
You scream at me
I'll scream at you
Louder, louder
Louder, louder, louder
Louder
Louder, louder
Louder

You push me back
I'll push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I'll scream at you
Louder, l-l-l-l-louder
I'm dangerous, I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
And I don't have to
I think you know me

I wrote o stand up to my bullies like I ever did NOT.

I was not going to do anything  that could make my life more of a nightmare  than it was already

So I started  to dress as if I was  but I was not more people  would leave you alone if you wear all black which  works of the time but not a lot

Then I hear everyone  in my family  come in

"You can sing?" They ask oh great I was going to tell them but not now but I was soon

"Yeah I was going to say something but I did not know how to"

"We have a great voice  and I love the song," Jane says do not worry I can sing too but your voice is way better than mine." We have opened up to each other since we can relate more to each other than anyone else in the family