When finally I did wake I knew that I was on my death bed.

When I was a little kid I had believed that death was the gateway to another life. That is what everyone had told me. My parents had told me that death was a long sleep.

Well if it is a sleep it is one that you never wake up from. Ever.

Never.

That is what will happen to me. The next time I fall asleep I won't wake up. Ever.

Never.

Then almost willingly I fall asleep.