You loved Monika and you never found happiness ever again. You spent days and days with Monika who decided just to delete you afterwards. You never forgave her and the members warned you about her before you were deleted. 

You spent bad memories with Monika and you never forgot her rude actions to you. You will never meet her again, and Miki tried to make you feel better while you were with them as a deleted character.

You were treated like trash by Monika.  You tried to feel better after getting deleted by Monika.