Being in love was something I wasn't expecting, especially this early in life.

I was always content with being alone; hooking up was one thing—simple, easy. No strings attached and no having to answer to anyone.

At least, that's what I always thought.

But I see that was just a front that I used. Really, I was afraid of someone seeing all of me and it not being good enough. My selfishness, my temper, my animalistic hunger that's intense. I was scared to let someone in and them run away, telling me I was too broken for them.

Now? Now I know how wrong I was.

I craved to be accepted, but put on a front, acting as if I didn't care. I wanted to be truly seen and loved for it despite my flaws. And I've concluded that this is how all people are, too, no matter what they do or say to convince people otherwise.

I was one of those people, acting like love is overrated. Acting as if I didn't want that in life.

I'm a fraud.

Because as I sit here, looking at Lina Andrews, that's all I want with her. And I was a phony to ever say otherwise.

Lina Andrews is the absolute love of my life. I know she's it for me. There's just something about being with the person you're supposed to be with that feels different. You just know without a shadow of doubt.

Lina has seen my good and my bad. And she still chooses me. She wants to be with me as much as I want to be with her. She may not say it, but I can feel it.

Her eyes scan the room, landing on mine, and immediately I get flooded with butterflies making a shit storm in my stomach. She's the only person who can make my heart race like this, make me wanna cross the room and haul her ass upstairs so she's only mine.

Her smile is small, but still makes me grin. Cause it's a smile just for me.

I take her in slowly: hair purposefully curled, blue eyes popping out against her dark makeup, lips dark red and tempting. Her sinful body is being confined to a maroon colored dress with long sleeves and a deep v-neck, exposing her cleavage. Her long legs were on display, the dress barely coming down to her mid thigh.

It also rode up a little when she bent forward, or especially when she was swaying her hips back and forth to the music.

I didn't even realize the tight grip I had on my phone until Brooks' obnoxiously loud laugh brought me back to reality. I turn to the side, Brooks still talking to the same ginger he has been all night.

Avrey wasn't wrong. Lots of uppity people at this party. I swear, one girl looked at my shoes and scoffed. I snorted as she walked away. But the ginger didn't seem as bad.

"Football scholarship, huh?" She sucks in a breath. "Must be really good for people to throw money at you."

Brooks cockily smiles, shrugging. "I'm alright."

The ginger nods, smirking at him. "Maybe you can use those skills on me tonight."

"Play your cards right, and I just might."

I roll my eyes. Was I that cringy? Flirty banter now meant nothing to me if it's not with Lina. Brooks and the ginger move to the dance floor—thankfully—so naturally, I look for Lina.

But it's actually not hard to spot her, cause her and Avrey are at the center of the dance floor, and all eyes are on them.

I've seen Avrey and Lina dance together more times than I can count. But tonight? It was like they were wanting attention on them, wanting to be seen. They looked like they were practically dry humping each other, arms hooked around each other's neck. Lina's eyes caught mine and she smirked before she twisted in Avrey's arms and slid down her body, slow and sexy, and then back up again.

It was suddenly hard to breathe.

She rolled her hips, making Avrey giggle and slap her ass. I've never been more jealous of a girl in my life before this point. Hell, I've never been jealous of a girl period. But the way Lina was dancing on Avrey? That shit should be reserved for just me.

And she knew what she was doing, too. I can tell by the smirk on her lips.

When the song ended and all the guys broke out in applause, the girls just smiled, looping their arms together and walking towards the drink table. They were panting, so I assume they worked themselves up quite a bit with that little stunt.

Some dude walked up to Avrey, leaning down to whisper in her ear. Lina just smiled, leaning forward to grab a cup from the plastic.

That's when some fucktard decided to slide up and get in Lina's space.

I can't hear what they're talking about, but I watch attentively; he smiles suggestively at her, she politely smiles back. He says something mediocrely funny and she chuckles. And then he goes for the kill, stepping closer to her and placing his hand over hers on the table.

It makes me wanna knock him on his face.

I kick off the wall, going straight towards them. Of course, I can't actually do anything, cause Lina still doesn't want anyone to know about us. So I opt for shoving him with my shoulder as I pass by him.

"Watch where you're going, scumbag."

I turn. "My bad. I didn't even see you there."

Lina rolls her eyes, shaking her head. I make my way towards the other wall, leaning against it. Lina is still talking with what's his face, lifting a shoulder. She catches my eye for a moment before she looks away, saying something.

Then she walks away.

She walks through the crowd, past me and starts walking through the kitchen when I start following her. She turns down a secluded hall, knocking on a door. She opens it and looks at me. She only offers me a small grin before she disappears into it.

Naturally, I follow her.

It wasn't closed, so I push inside. Lina was sitting on the bathroom counter, legs crossed and her fingers laced around her knee.

"You aren't very subtle."

I kick the door closed. "Never said I was." I walk and stand in front of her, making her look up at me. "I don't like people touching what's mine. I told you that."

"Yours?" She tilts her head.

I press my palms on either side of her body, leaning close to her face. "Yes. Fucking mine."

That stirs something in her. I can see the desire light up in her eyes.

"So possessive."

"I don't like sharing," I grin, repeating her words. "So yeah, I'm a possessive, selfish bastard."

"Not selfish."

"Oh really?" I grab her knees, tugging so she uncrossed them. "Because all I've been thinking about since we got here is throwing your little ass over my shoulder and keeping you all to myself." I spread her knees apart, stepping between her now spread legs. "Thinking about throwing you on my bed, and fucking you again and again and again." I glide my hands up her thighs. "Isn't that selfish?"

"No," she replies breathless. "Not really." She spreads her legs wider, scooting closer to me. "Not one bit."

I grin. "So you're telling me that me stealing you away from this party you wanted to come to and fucking you against this counter wouldn't be selfish?"

"No," Lina grabs one of my hands and guides me under her dress. "Because I was expecting this."

I was met with her bare, wet pussy. I groan, tightening my grip on the counter. "You're not wearing panties?"

She smirks, but it immediately turns into a moan as I run my finger up and down her slit. Lina presses her palms down on the counter behind her back, arching herself up. I pull my fingers back and bring my whole palm up swiftly, cupping her pussy.

Lina gasps as I grip her chin in my other hand, forcing her to look at me.

"You think you can show up to a fucking party dressed like a fucking sin and dance your teasing-as-shit little dance without any panties?"

Lina's eyes are wild and on fire. She licks her lips slowly, giving me an innocent look. "Are you gonna punish me for it?"

My dick, that was already hard, just gets harder. "You know what I think?" I push my hand through her hair, gripping her neck. "I think you want to be punished."

Lina smiles at me. "I'm counting on it."

Oh, my girl wants to play with fire. I'll give her fire.

Without hesitation, I push two fingers inside of her, hard. Lina gasps, slapping her hands on my neck to steady her as I harshly thrust my fingers in and out of her. I grab the top of Lina's dress and yank it down, ignoring the slight ripping sound I heard.

Lina moans as the cold air hits her bare chest, her pink, perky nipples hardening right before my eyes. I twirl one of the beads in my free hand before pinching down on it, causing another moan to ripple through Lina.

"Hayden," Lina digs her nails into my neck. "I'm already close."

And that's all I needed to hear before I withdrew from her completely. Lina's whimper in protest almost made me lose my willpower. But I stood back, admiring the view: Lina's dress bunched around her waist, exposing that sweet pussy to me. And her chest spilling out of her bra that I yanked down.

Such a magnificent fucking sight.

I push my hand into my boxers, fisting my cock. Her eyes follow my movements. 

"What are you doing?"

"This, how you look right here, is enough to keep any man satisfied. I'm gonna relish in this moment."

I start pumping myself, Lina's eyes growing darker. "Wait. I wanna see it."

"No."

She wanted to be punished. This is how she gets it. Keeping her on the edge for as long as I can. Until I fucking say she can let go.

Her eyes never leave my hand. I start pumping myself faster, leaning onto the counter for support. I moan, taking in all of Lina.

"You're so fucking beautiful," I grunt, making her look at me. "I can't tell you how many times just your fucking beauty brings me to the edge like this."

Lina bites her lip. "Yeah?"

"Yeah, baby."

Lina's hand moves, trying to get between her legs. But I grab it quickly with my free hand, holding it down.

"No."

She whines softly. "Please, Hayden."

"No."

She groans, but places her hand on my shoulder instead. She drops her gaze to the rapid movement in my pants, bringing myself closer and closer to my high.

"Next time I'm sucking your dick," Lina looks at me. "I want your come on my tits."

Nope. Nope, nope.

I literally can't hold out on her. She can wreck my entire soul with simply existing. I'm powerless not to give her what she wants.

With a growl in the back of my throat, I crash my lips onto hers. The kiss is so desperate, I've never felt anything like it in my life. Like we were each other's source of oxygen and we needed to breathe each other.

My tongue dives into its rightful home in her mouth as I push my pants and boxers down, freeing myself for her. Lina moans into my mouth, gripping my cock and slowly stroking it.

I hike up her dress more to grab onto her ass and slide her down towards me, my tip already at her entrance. Lina slips her hand under my shirt, her touch sparking everywhere she went.

Finally, I pushed her all the way to the edge of the counter, my dick pushing into her. I thrust forward, moaning as I fill her completely.

I'm home.

Lina gasps against my lips, making me question if I accidentally said that aloud. But I couldn't care less. Cause she is my home. And her pussy was created just for my dick.

I pull out and slam myself back in, Lina digging her nails into my back. I grunt as I do this over and over, the sound of our skin slapping together and her sliding on the counter so sensual, it was even more of a turn on.

Lina moans softly, which makes me frown.

"Lina," I grunt as I pull out of her. "What did I say about being quiet?" Then I slam back into her.

That causes her to gasp sharply. I bring one hand to her chest, taking her nipple between my fingers. Roll it, then pinch it. All while slamming into her small body.

Her legs start shaking as she wraps them around my waist. I know she's close, but I don't want this to end yet. I want to come with her today.

"Don't," I grunt against her lips. "Not yet."

"Hayden, I can't." She pants.

"You can, baby," I squeeze her tit, making her eyes flutter shut. "Just a little longer."

Then, there's a knock on the door. That makes us freeze, looking towards it. And the doorknob turns, as if someone was about to walk in.

"Fuck it," I grunt.

I grip her ass cheeks and lift her up, quickly slamming her against the door, making whoever was on the other side knock again. Breathless, Lina's wild gaze meets mine as I bend down to her ear.

"Let them know who owns this pussy, baby. Scream my name and let them know you're mine."

And then I slammed into her so hard, her whole body slammed against the door again, at the same time I reached between her and pinched her clit with the same amount of pressure.

And like the good girl she is, she finally let herself be heard with a scream, and a shout of my name.

"Hayden! Oh my fuck, Hayden!" Her head falls back against the door. "Yes, yes, yes!"

And then I fucked her.

Something about hearing her scream my name like that just...triggers something in me. I pounded into her, Lina practically bouncing on my dick from the force.

I continue to gently assault her clit with my fingers as I bent down to take her nipple between my teeth and tug on it.

"Hayden," Lina moans, warning me.

I regrettably released her nipple, grabbing a hold of her face.

"Look at me, Lina." She did, instantly. "Who owns this pussy?"

"You," she practically cries.

"And who's are you?"

"Yours, Hayden." She tightens her grip on my neck. "Only yours."

Oh, shit. That was gonna trigger my orgasm. She needs to come now.

"Don't ever forget it, baby. Come for me."

Just to ensure it, I pinched her clit as I thrusted into her the final time. She cried out, loud and proud, as she came. And with a curse under my breath and moaning her name, I came right after her.

I stilled, feeling our warm juices seep down between us. I rested my head against her shoulder, keeping her up against the door.

I don't know how long we stood like this, but it didn't matter. We're in our own bliss. Together.

"I think you've ruined me forever," Lina says quietly. "No one will compare to you."

I grin. "And no one will compare to you." I pull back, looking deep in her eyes. "I mean it. I swear, your pussy was made for me."

"Hayden," she laughs lightly.

"I'm not kidding," even though I was limp, I thrusted in her just for emphasis. "Your body holds mine perfectly."

Her breath catches in her throat. So I lean forward and kiss her gently. I pull out of her and steady her on her feet, still kissing her.

Then suddenly, she deepens it, throwing her arm around my neck and pushing her tongue into my mouth. I meet her urgency right back as she pushes me against the counter. She runs her hand down my body, fisting my hardening cock.

I swear, it shouldn't be legal how fast this girl gets me hard.

"Lina, baby," I try to warn.

"Shut up," she orders, dropping to her knees.

I watch as she pumps my dick over and over until I'm as hard as she wants me. I grip the edge of the counter tightly as I watch her.

"Lina, you don't have—"

"I said shut up," she reaches behind her and unzips her dress, letting it all fall down around her waist. Then she unclasps her bra and tosses it across the bathroom. "I still want to suck your cock and I still want you to come on my tits."

"Baby," I half warn, but mostly moan. "We just had sex, you—"

"Shut up," she rolls her eyes.

Without a seconds hesitation, her mouth is around my dick. I suck in a breath, her warm mouth around me giving me goosebumps. She twirls her tongue around my dick, hollowing her cheeks as she sucks me.

I fist her hair, gently guiding her to take more. And she does, cause she's fucking incredible.

"Such a good girl for me," I moan as she flicks my tip with her tongue before taking me back in her mouth. "Even your mouth was made perfect for me, Lina."

Lina's moan rippled through her body to mine. Fuck, that felt so good. Lina sucks me hard, clearly trying to get me to my climax. So I thrust my hips upward, filling her entire mouth.

"Look at you, taking all of me." I praise. "That pretty little mouth belongs on my cock, doesn't it, Lina?"

She nods, moaning again. She reaches her hand between her legs, moving slowly in and out of her.

"I can't ever stop thinking about you," I admit. "Or this. How you work my body in ways no one ever has before."

Lina's eyes shut as she shudders. Then she grazes her teeth on me, making me moan. She likes hearing and knowing she's the only person who does this to me. So who am I to keep that knowledge to myself?

"You're the only person who gets me like this Lina," I grunt as I push into her mouth. "So fucking horny and hard all the time. You've made me a walking hard on, baby."

Her hand moves faster between her legs.

"The only person I'll let give me a blowjob right after sex. The only person I've fucked in the bathroom of a party with people just down the hall. You're the only person who fucking matters, baby."

Lina's eyes meet mine again. She stares at me, almost if she's asking me if I meant to say what I just did. So I nod slowly.

And that's when she pops her mouth off my dick, fisting it instead.

"If you don't come right fucking now, I'm coming alone, Hayden West."

I grin. My eager, greedy girl.

She whimpers as she works herself up while still pumping me. Finally, my dick twitches as I feel the pressure building up in my spine. She looks at me, waiting.

I love that she's waiting for me to tell her.

"You sure you want this?"

"I'm always sure of you, Hayden."

And that gets me. "I'm coming," I breathe heavily as she flicks my tip on last time.

Then I explode. All over her chest. My hot come sprays out, covering her soft skin in my sticky mess. Lina watches it all, her fingers still thrashing against herself. I feel my body sag against the counter, but my eyes are now glued to her chest.

"That was..." I blink. "Fucking hot."

And on cue, Lina cries out softly as she comes again, her head falling against my leg. I easily bend down and pick her up, lifting her up to my lap. She looks at me with a sleepy, lazy smile.

I bend down and kiss her chest, then sucking her come-covered nipple into my mouth.

And fuck. There's something so erotic about tasting your own come on the girl you love's bare fucking tit.

I suck on her nipple harder, making her wrap her arms around my neck.

"How am I getting turned on already?" Lina pants. "There's no possible way."

"Feelings mutual, baby," I grunt, moving to the other tit. "But I'm fucking addicted and I can't stop." I bite on her nipple, making her moan. "And I wanna eat your pussy."

Lina whimpers, tightening her grip on me. "Yeah?"

I lift my head and meet her gaze. "I always want to eat your pussy, Lina. That can't be a shocker."

Lina opens her mouth to say something, but banging on the door cuts her off.

"If you fucking horndogs are done, people actually have to use the bathroom!"

That makes Lina and I laugh. But I'm not about to let some fucking prick ruin our joy.

So with very minor convincing, I spread Lina out against the counter and ate her out like my life depended on it. She moaned and cried and screamed my name, making sure that everyone knew who was tongue fucking her into oblivion.

My beautiful, insatiable girl. I love her. And I love making love to her.

We were able to get dressed and leave the bathroom with no one seeing us escape. But that didn't stop us from leaving the party and going to my place, where we just kept fucking and screaming each other's name to our hearts content.

A/N

A little bit soft, a little bit hot. 😌

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