What's LOVE?

LOVE is when you smile at every message from them

LOVE is when they are the first person you want to share to everything that happened to you

LOVE is when you can't help but imagine how cute they'd look in that hoodie you saw in the store

LOVE is when you feel incomplete without that little pendant or ring or chain they gave you

LOVE is when you long for them even when it's difficult

LOVE is when you carry around their picture in your wallet

LOVE is when you see everywhere things you wanna get them because you know they'd love it

LOVE is when you walk another kilometre more hoping for them to call though you know they won't

LOVE is when they're the first one to think about in the morning and the last one before falling asleep

LOVE is when you can't be happy as long as they are not

LOVE is when you fight for them even if your ankles are bloody and your ribs broken

LOVE is when you worry more about them then they might even do themselves

LOVE is when you know you should move on but you just can't

You still are that person to me

Even if I don act like it
Even if I have a hard time showing emotions
Even if it's only working out in my head
Even if I lost you already

You still are that person

So tell me how to act now, after messing up everything