Don't let me go
Not yet
I'm holding on by a thread.
Maybe if I stay with you,
I won't wanna pull the trigger
I'm having issues imagining the picture.
Just. Think. Bigger.
I think of what'll go through your mind if I die
And it's the only thing that makes me wanna try.
Try to stay.
Try not to cry.
Try to live another day.
But why?
Why stay if only I have one thing worth fighting for?
I have friends.
I have a lover.
But why am I talking like you're the only subject I should cover?
Why?
Because you were the first.
The first to save me
The first to make me feel like I was high on the ecstasy of loving you
The first to give me somewhere that I wouldn't be judged.
You. You were the first to make my heart feel like it was gonna burst.
Why now?
Why write now?
You've waltzed into my life again
At a point where I'm at my worst.
Save me again, because you were my first.

Yukine_Catomhive