Diamond "

As I sat there waiting for my therapist in her office on the couch she had, being in here made me become very nervous because this is the first time I have ever talked about my past with someone well semi first person, I told my mom but her dumb ass didn't listen that's why I'm like this now.

As the lady came in I observed her appearance and how her vibe was,  she didn't even look like a therapist she looked like fine as hell an when you looked at her body, she was a very gorgeous mixed woman she was like in her late 20's with a body glass figure and this gorgeous Carmel skin, she had the perfect boobs i wanted to wrap my tounge around her pussy so bad but I know that would never happen, I was amazed at what I was seeing she turned me on without saying anything or even looking at me.

"Hi  I'm Jasmine freeman how are you doing today". she grinned holding out her hand for me to shake and introduce myself.

"Hi jasmine I'm Diamond " .

"Well how's it going today?" She asked.

"Good good sooo.. how long have you been a therapist?

"Well a little bit over 4 years an I model on the side" she said confident .

"Ohkay I see you I wouldn't blame you show off that beautiful face".

" Thankyou hun. enough about me so tell me what brings you in today beautiful" I don't know if I was tripping but I think she was flirting with me.

"Well I been having theses nightmares about my past and I thought I could deal with it on my own but I guess I wasn't because I sleep fight now" nonchalantly laughing and joking around.

"And do you think your ready to talk about your past yet and explain a little more so I can understand better".

"Yes I'm ready better now than never right. I know it's going to be hard but I'm ready" I said taking a deep breath.

"Go ahead sweetheart fill me in until you feel like it's to much to handle, she said walking to the couch to sit next to me and rub my back with a box of tissues on her lap.

"Well when I was 5 years old my mother was on cocaine heavy as I got older it got worse only because of my step dad, he was a pimp and he was always making her do it before she would go fuck on some random guy for money" my voice began to crack and go in and out as I tried to explain while at the same time  trying so hard to fight my tears from falling.

"It's ohkay sweetheart I'm here for you" as she rubbed my back comforting me.

"One night when my mom left to go make money my step dad called me to cook dinner for him because my mom was gone and he was hungry an didn't want to go nowhere, but I told him I didn't know how to cook because I was only like 12 years old and I had to get dressed I must of upset him because I sighed taking a deep breath again before I continued to talk.

"He grabbed my arm with one hand and in the other hand was his  Hennessy bottle he took me to my room and shut an locked the door, I yanked my arm from him threatening him that if his bitch ass touch me ever again I would beat his ass and tell my mama" I looked down at my lap wanting to stop talking because I felt myself crying and I told myself I wasn't gone cry but here I am crying.

"Continue this is the first step to closure Diamond" she said passing me a napkin from a box that was on her laps.

"Ummhm when I told him that he smacked me to the ground yelling saying my mama is his bitch an that he run her, he was right if I was to ever tell my momma she wouldn't even know what I was saying because she be so strung out, when I was about to get up he took one last gulp of his Hennessy bottle that he had and threw it to the side and pinned me down On the bed as he started taking off his clothes, I screamed but no one heard me because of the loud music he was playing so it was no point to continue". I said as I took a deep breath and wiped my tears with the napkin.

"I didn't really have anything on because I had just got out and through my robe on because he called me, when he yanked my robe open he gave me this nasty slimy look at that point I knew he was about to rape me the way he was eyeing my body, so I screamed to the top of my lungs praying that somebody would help me but he knew no on would never here him, he slapped the shit out of me an told me to shut the fuck up, I listened to him only because I didn't want him to keep hitting me an it worked in the wrong way, I turned him by doing as he said I can just tell because he started licked his lips praising his self by sayin good girl listen to daddy now open them legs while I eat that tight sweet pussy" all my mascara was running down my face from me crying wishing that I could've had a normal life.

"It's ohkay sweetheart it's not your fault you were young you didn't know what to do and you didn't provoke it" she told me as she pulled me in for a hug.

"I know I should have tried to fight him more but I didn't want to keep getting hit so I did what ever he told me"

"I was so scared and I was so heart broken that my own step dad was about to take my virginity, as he unbuckled his pants he exposed himself to me smacking it across my vagina, I wanted to keep screaming but I knew he was gone beat my ass so I closed my eyes and prayed for it to be over quick"

"As I watched my step dad eat my pussy in enjoy meant I cried and wished I was dead. for some reason I started to cum an have a orgasim even though I didn't want to I didn't know why the fuck I was but I hated myself for it, he thought I was enjoying it and that my cry's where coming from pleasure and not pain so he immediately inserted his dick slowly in me telling me that my vagina no longer belonged to me and that it  was so tight and good and that it was his pussy now, I was so disgusted in myself for cumin and egging him on"

"Once he got fully in he picked up his strokes throwing his head back saying he should of been fucked me" I couldn't believe he was telling me that he always wanted to fuck his own step daughter when he has a whole ass woman he sends to fuck other dudes.

"As he made me flip on my stomach an arch my back he pulled my hair telling me to say his name, I didn't say anything and I guess that pissed him of so he slapped me again making my face sting, then demanding me to call him daddy I had no other choice but to do what he said and say his name before receiving another slap against my face, he told me to moan his name the right way, I didn't want to do it but if I didn't I knew he was gone do if I didn't, so I moaned his name in his commands while crying, i tried to pull away because he became sloppy with his strokes an that only meant in thing but I couldn't break free fast enough he reached his climax and nutted in me kiss me all in my mouth he wrapped his hands around my throat an threatened to choke me if I didn't kiss him back so I did so he can leave me alone".

"He got off of me an told me the fuck you thought you gone have my baby with bomb ass tight pussy, he kept his word cause ever since that day he was having sex with me,he always sent my mom to go out when ever he wanted to have sex with me I eventually got pregnant an put the baby up for adoption, it hunted me so fucking bad that my mom knew but didn't say or do anything to help shit if you ask me she helped his ass too by allowing him to stay knowing I was pregnant with his baby"

"I'm so sorry you had to go through that baby she was very sick and didn't realize what she was doing she will have her day diamond" she said as she patted her make up with a napkin embracing me for a hug.

"Even though I'm crying I feel like a big weight was lifted" I said smiling getting up indicating I was done for the day.

"Well that's a wrap for today I will see you in 2weeks on Thursday Diamond we can talk more" she said handing me my appointment paper.

"Yes you will Thankyou" I smiled grabbing my purse walking towards the door.

"Wait here's my number call me if you need to talk if you can't sleep or if you need anything you can call me jazz by the way" she smiled flirtatiously licking her lips.

"Ohkay I will text you when I get home"

I couldn't believe her fine ass was hitting on me after all that I just told her. After my appointment I went to work carrying out the rest of my night until morning when I went home.
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