love?

what a joke?

too much hurt for love

in the past

or the present

for eternity..

how could I just forget and move on..

when you were everything..

when i believed all our promises..

when i saw you

delete all our memories

throw away all our stuff

act like nothing happens

act like im not that important

or because

i cannot completely love myself?

so that everyone I loved

freely hurt me?

ridiculous

im just a joke the others' story

my mom was wrong, maybe?

i get what i deserve

but

i did everything quite well?

its just..

my mistakes, that i could not changed yet

ruined everything..

inconfident people dont deserve love

or maybe..

its just me

who dont deserve the most stunnning thing

love

and to be loved