(Before reading please play the song provided above thank you. Enjoy)

Here people say that I'm useless, and I shouldn't have lived, I feel like they are right. But there would be times I fall in love with their kind, and I regret a lot more than anyone else would.

Dear diary,
                       I fell in love today, is that a good thing. Although knowing people they would think I'm weird for falling for this person. But to me I think I'm happy to know this person. 
                      -Kira

I know it's weird to fall for this person, maybe even nearly impossible but that's who I am. Hello to everyone I'm Kira, a nobody at school with no friends or anything I even lost my family in an accident when I was younger so I'm all alone. With no one to stop me from anything that I will attempt to suicide myself from the world.

I would choose to leave this cruel world, with no one to love me. And no where, where there's people to greet me with a smile, I'm just an outsider. There's definitely no need for me here if no one cares anymore right?

Author-nim here, sorry for this depressing book in the beginning but it will get better, I'm just testing out how well I do with book, on my days off except tomorrow but for almost every other Monday or Tuesday I will try to make a new chapter for each of the books. So please support and sorry for not updating as often thank you. Love you Cuties.