She cried and cried in her own sleep. She was always depressed and scared of life. Poor Natalie Bender has to go through this ever day of her life. She never thought she would try and attempt suicide. But she made up her mind, she rather die than live through this....

She woke up the next morning wiping the tears from her eyes. She got up changing into her cloths. She was Goth so she didn't wear much of any colors.

No one has ever judge her on her fashion choice either. She was always a lonely child, even after she was adopted by the Benders. She always just hated her life. Even when she lived with the Benders she always saw the world for how it is.

Today was her day though, she had made up her mind. She was going to attempt suicide..... She didn't care if anyone would miss her, she was scared and afraid of life. So she wasn't going to be apart of it anyway. If she died, so many people would be happy, and a small amount of others would be sad.

Natalie walked out of her room if the small apartment she lived in. She went to the kitchen getting a knife. She went back into the living room sitting on the couch. She closed her eyes taking deep breathes. She felt the cold metal of the knife on her skin and she cut her wrist.

She bit her bottom lip holding in a scream of pain. Her black and red wavy hair behind her ears. Her hazel eyes looking at her bleeding wrist that she just cut. She sighed as the blood stopped onto the floor of her home. She didn't care at all at this point, she just wanted to die.....

She took the knife once again, cutting her wrist once more above the other cut. These two cuts were sure to leave scars behind.... Then there was a mock at the door. Natalie wasn't expecting any visitors today. She was surprised that anyone would want to visit her.

Natalie didn't answer hoping they would think she wasn't home. But they didn't lead up. They still mocked on the door over and over again. Natalie just kept quiet as she continued to cut herself. She was going to do this until she bled out...

She cut her shoulder, it was almost time to cut her neck open. It was almost time for her to die. And she was happy, for the first time in forever. She really did want to die and get away from this world. Away from human beings. Away from the puppets and their masters.

The knife was too her neck now, she was almost ready to kill herself. To attempt suicide and be free of this world. And she never wanted to come back, she just wanted to leave forever. To be alone the rest of her life....

Than someone burst through the door taking the knife from her. The person was her adoptive father Mr. Bender.... Natalie put her bloody hand over her mouth as her eyes went wide. Her father was in front of her inspecting her cuts.

Her fist attempt was ruined by her very own Father. And poor, poor Natalie was heartbroken that he had to see her like this. She's always wanted Mr. and Mrs. Bender to be happy and cheerful. Not sad and worried about her.

Her Father had bandages in his hands and rapped up Natalie's wounds. Natalie wasn't going to die, not today though, but maybe another day she will die. This was her first attempt of suicide, what will be her second attempt? And who will stop her from killing herself?

Weakly updates guys! Hope you enjoy this chapter next Monday I will post the second one!