When it starts you know, it happens out of nowhere 

When you think your day was going well previously 

When it hits you, it's like a ton of bricks. 

There's no way to stop it 

You start to tumble 

Head over feet 

End over end 

It gets faster 

and faster 

and FASTER. 

Untill.... 

BAM 

you hit the wall at the bottom of the stairs 

another piece of you broken off 

your soul shattered even more 

You try to stand 

But it doesn't work 

so you lay there 

waiting 

waiting 

waiting 

waiting for the day that you can stand 

that you can start the day like a normal person 

like you want to 

like the depression isnt really there 

like it was never to begin with