Dear Harry,
Day 365.
It's been a year since you left, baby. I really miss you. Gemma is engaged, Haz. You would be so proud of her if you were here, I'm sure. Your mum is still sad, but she can't be compared to me. I've been miserable, barely eating Haz. I'm getting skinnier and skinnier, my ribs are faintly visible too. But it's okay, don't worry about me. I'll be okay, as long as I know that you're free. I miss you so much baby, so, so much. I dream about you every single night. I still love you Harry, I never stopped and I never will.
Sometimes I even feel like you're here, with me, not physically but mentally. Maybe I've gone mad without you, but I don't care. Sometimes when I feel alone, I talk to the stars, as if you can hear me. Well, I'm definitely considered crazy.

I'm going to bed now Haz, sweet dreams angel.
I love you.

Always in my heart, yours sincerely, Louis.