Chapter Thirteen

The next morning, I was pretty angry to see Sirius Black in my house. Lucky for me, I had a very good Defense and lawyer: Erin. Probably not the best choice, I mean, Percy would of been a better choice, but he'd be all like: 'ewwww kissing? Gross, your too young!'

Don't talk, Percy- I've seen you and Penolope Clearwater get it on.

That sounds bad.

Anyway....

"Get out of my house, dog!" I exclaimed at Sirius.

"Alexandria!" My mother scolded, shocked. My father was amused. So was Uncle Moony.

I had Erin besides me.

"No, I'm good, little Lexisourus."

"Don't call me little Lexisourus! You have no right after what you did last night!" I exclaimed.

"What'd you do last night, Padfoot?" My father asked, Mishcief in his eyes.

Aunt Dianna rolled her eyes, and Nymphadora Tonks, Remus new girlfriend (they're ere getting married soon! Yay! A wedding!), and my mother did as well.

"I only interupted her snog fest with George-"

"Snog fest!?" Dad exclaimed, angrily. Remus was looking at his daughter.

"In my defense, Erin has snogged Fred thousands of times-"

"That's not the point! Besides, Lexi, we've only snogged twice..." She blushed.

"But what's worse," she continued. "Is getting interupted by your Uncle while your having your FIRST kiss!"

I looked at Padfoot, and I nodded, "you ruined it. Scared him away. And on my firs kiss, nine the less." I sadly said, scratching at my wrists.

"Alexandria, don't pick your cuts." Mum ordered.

"DONT CALL ME ALEXANDRIA!" I angrily exclaimed.

"AND DONT TALK ABOUT MY CUTS!!!"

I exclaimed.

There's two things I'd never want my mum to bring up- or anybody to say, to bring up.

1) Nobody ever calls me Alexandria. Unless you want to die, mind you.

2) Bring up my cuts. There a reminder that I wanted to die. And the scars prove that I was hurt mentally and physically.

To tell you the truth, a small part of me still wants to die.

"What? Why can't we talk about them, Lexi? The healers said that if some body talked to you about things and his things are going, maybe-"

"Maybe what, mum? Discover that a small part of me still wants to die?" I quietly said, hoping nobody heard me.

Of course, I was incorrect- like always.

"But that doesn't matter- what matters is that your ruined my first kiss, Sirius. And you can't go back and change that. You ruined it." I stated.

I went upto my room, and discovered that there was a letter from George.

"Alexandria Lillian Potter,

Would you like to join me on a date tomorrow night? We could go on a picnic at the park.

Love,

George."

"George,

I'd love to. Pick me up at five tomorrow night.

Love,

Lexi."

Maybe things are perking up for me.....